anyone, everything, you

I'm just sad, so very sad                                                                                                                                                      no matter what I do everything comes to an end                                                                                                    I can feel. as much as I try to push it away, I know the feeling.                                                                      I've seen this before. with you, those before you. it's all the same, no matter how I wish for a difference

I think out of anyone, everyone. you're the one.                                                                                                  id change for you, I have.

I'd go before god and beg for you.                                                                                                                           one I've never had much faith in, even in my vast knowledge.

I'd go. if it meant I could keep you I think I would, id swear it. my life, my soul. all to him I would dedicate everything.

I could turn my life around, for you. though it's not something you're asking for, no. it's something I'm offering to this being. please, have me. just let me have him.