i love and want you more than i've ever loved or wanted anything. i cry when my mind thinks of you gone and i tell you you're not allowed to leave in any way, we can't be separated by death or age nor time. but then i know i am only you're first, and right now where we are, basking in this love and affection you might think i am it and all you'll ever want but again i'm a first and with a first that's never true; and i know when it happens, when you realize you haven't really lived, i must let you go. if you return back at some point with your mind made i'll greet you with nothing but a warm smile on my face built in with my eyes and a place cozy, filled with love in my heart only ever meant for you
-your first