Maybe, I wasn't meant for love,
For happiness
I've always entertained the thought of myself as someone sent from a higher place to keep certain people alive and happy. A mark on their list, an obstacle to learn from. I've never seen me myself as someone of importance. Just there to give motivation to people who will certainly do great things.
It wouldn't be the worst thought, me keeping a single person alive long enough to save another as the cycle pushes through and less and less people are unhappy.
Maybe I could in another reality be of importance even in this way.
but i'll do what I can anyway