Chapter 46: My love double-edged

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With sunset in your eyes

And freedom on your lips

Blind to all the lies

And the way my heart skips

When I hear you laugh

All carefree and loud

Feels like I can never get enough

When I know I'm not allowed

Your hands solid and warm

Against my skin cold

And the bruises I wish they'd form

For all the guilt that I hold

Always gentle you cup my face

And make my worries go away

Make me forget the time and place

As if I'm not going to betray

The thrumming in my chest

When you flash me a smile

Bodies together pressed

At least for a short while

Under the guise of night

Or in dark alleys and hidden corners

I wish I could make it right

Borrowed time becoming shorter

The knife stuck in your back

The one I alone put there

Because of the bravery I lack

The anger reflected in your glare

I think back to the times

When we shared reverent kisses

Free of our personal crimes

Holding each other's broken pieces

And when I come back for you

I hope you remember and can forgive

See that now my intentions are true

That without you I simply cannot live