Chapter 73
Now that Bleon has arrived, Astell said goodbye to Adrian, gently stroking the childâs hair as she transferred him to the nannyâs arms, who would bring him out of the room. She also did not forget to smile brightly at her child. Bleon, who suddenly came to Astellâs side, also leaned down to greet Adrian on the same eye level.
âGood night, Adrian. See you tomorrow.â
Adrian smiled at Bleon as if the baby was now recognizing that Bleon was his father.
âWife, did you see? Adrian looked at me and smiled.â
At that sight, Bleon looked back at Astell with a voice full of emotion.
âI think Adrian recognizes you, Duke.â
âHeâs smart because he resembles my dear wife.â
âIf heâs smart, then doesnât he take after you more? And besides, with his fair features and gentle personality, itâs clear that he resembles you the most.â
Astell looked between the two men, Bleon and Adrian, with a satisfied look.
âIs that so? I wish he looked more like you, Wifeâ¦â
However, contrary to feeling satisfied, Bleon trailed off slightly. His expression seemed to be somewhat gloomy. Astell remembered one more reason suddenly as she looked at him, puzzled.
Just as Astell wanted Adrian to be like him, while he wanted Adrian to be more like Astell.
Astell, pondered what she was going to say to him, and smiled then said,
âHe looks like me, too.â
Saying that, Astell quickly scanned Adrianâs face.
So, where is his resemblance to herâ¦
Adrian resembled Bleon, who will never be left out in terms of beauty no matter where he was in the world, as though he was created to be evermore brilliant. And Astell was so happy to have given birth to Adrian that the pain of the childbirth momentarily faded when she saw the childâs face for the first time.
It wasnât easy for her to find a feature of Adrianâs that resembled her, but Astella confirmed to Bleon what he had already known about before.
âOur eyes are similar. Adrianâs eyes are the same color as mine. Right?â
Astell looked to Bleon with a light smile, and she pointed first towards her eyes, and then at the babyâs eyes. After a while, Bleon looked into Astell and Adrianâs eyes in turn, and his expression brightened at once.
âRight. These pretty, shining and lovely eyes that make my heart happy are very similar.â
Bleon looked ecstatic, not taking his eyes off Astell. However, his longing for her was also clearly revealed without a single thing hidden.
âReally?â
âYes. If those eyes were always on me, it would make me want to never take my eyes off of that gaze for even a moment.â
âI always only look at you, Duke.â
Astell revealed her heart to him as she did not avert Bleonâs eyes.
Iâm the only one for you. Youâre my everything. Thatâs why, donât worry. It doesnât matter if you become greedier than you are now.
On the other hand, when the two suddenly fell into their own world, they forgot who was in this place right now. The nanny glanced at the two, seemingly at loss. And before the two of them fell even deeper, she coughed a little, hoping that the Master and the Madam would let her leave as soon as possible.
âExcuse me, M-Madam.â
âAhâ¦â
Fortunately, the nannyâs voice reached Astell, who then immediately came to her senses.
âNanny. Go put Adrian to sleep and take a rest.â
âT-Thank you. Madam. Then, Iâll take my leave.â
Astell nodded bashfully. Then, nanny bowed and soon left the room with Adrian in her arms. After he made sure that the door was closed, Bleon went to Astellâs side. The nanny softened the tension between the two of them.
âYou came early today. Have you finished your work?â
When they were alone in the room, Astell spoke more comfortably with Bleon. Astell didnât think heâd come with his work unfinished. As Duke Einer, he has a strong sense of responsibility and the ability to lead the family. It was just to refresh the surroundings for a while and change the topic.
ââ¦Yes. Itâs done.â
But despite her efforts, he was looking at her with his eyes wide open, just like with the nanny. As he answered, he swept the hair down the side of her face and tucked it behind her ear. Feeling his hand, Astell smiled mischievously.
âIs it hard because you have a lot of work?â
âNo. Itâs not hard at all. Itâs what I have to do.â
Bleon answered, stroking Astellâs cheek softly.
âYou have a harder time than me. For Adrian every timeâ¦â
He frowned and lowered his gaze slightly, then lifted his head again and looked at Astell. Astell shook her head knowing what he meant.
âNo, itâs not hard for me either. Just like you, Bleon, itâs what Iâm supposed to do.â
âHoweverâ¦â
âFortunately, Iâm taking good measures in a timely manner, so Iâm not in a lot of pain. â¦Huh?â
But it was then. Suddenly, she felt a damp feeling near her chest, and Astell looked down. She caught the sight of the chemiseâs chests getting wet. She must have thought itâd be fine with Adrian sucking her breasts on both sides.
Seeing Astellâs visibly bewildered look, Bleon followed her gaze and bowed his head and found her clothes drenched wide around where the nipples were.
âAh, Bleon, Iâll go out for a while. You can rest. If you are tired, you can sleep first.â
Fortunately, she didnât feel any pain, so it seemed like she had to squeeze out the leaks completely. But she felt a little embarrassed that her breast milk was leaking in front of Bleon, so Astell tried to get up to go to Adrianâs room. But as she was about to lift herself off the couch, Bleon wrapped one hand around her waist, preventing her from moving away.
âBleon?â
Puzzled, Astell called Bleon.
âI will help you.â
ââ¦What?â
Her mind could not process the unexpected words for a moment, so her reaction was one beat late. And Astell, who understood what he meant, asked, looking at Bleon with eyes wide open in surprise.
âW-What?â
âCanât I⦠help you?â
Bleon glanced at Astellâs eyes, seemingly losing his original determination.
âH-Huh? No, thatâsâ¦â
It seemed right to say noâthat he didnât have to. But seeing Bleonâs expression, the words didnât come out easily. He looked as if heâd feel hurt and abandoned if she refused.
And she was very weak to him looking like that.
However, after she gave birth to Adrian, they only kissed lightly, and there never was any lingering touches or anything else shared between them. Of course, the current situation can be regarded as completely different from what she thought it would be. Still, she hesitated a little, regardless of what her head understood.
ââ¦I guess I offended my dear wifeâs heart by saying something useless. Iâll call the nanny and stay in the office for a while.â
As Astell was torn as to what to do, Bleon quickly backed down and rose from the couch sluggishly. Seeing him about to take a step along with that drooping figure, Astell hurriedly grabbed Bleonâs wrist without realizing it.
ââ¦Help me.â
Astell murmured in a low voice. Bleon looked back at her, and Astellâs earlobes were slightly reddened.
âBut it may not taste very goodâ¦â
Astell just added to her embarrassment by saying things that she didnât have to. For a moment there was silence between them. Bleon didnât respond to her words, and quietly stared at Astellâs figure. The number they have slept together was too many to count, yet Astell was still ashamed to have even said something like this to him.
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