Chapter 6
The butler left the room and closed the door. First of all, I felt relieved because the most urgent flames seemed to have been extinguished. The butler was someone who knew how Astell was treated in the Marquisate. And he was the only one who looked after Astell.
Therefore, Astellâs trust in Jace, the butler, was extraordinary, and the loyalty he showed to Astell was strong. Thatâs why he tolerated everything she had done until now and cleaned up the mess. Since heâs a talented person, I thought that Jace would take good care of Bleon.
âBy the way, what is Bleon doing?â
Iâd been very busy since morning, so I didnât have time to look for him.
âMadam, breakfast is ready.â
It happened to be meal time. He should be in the dining room.
âOkay.â
I left the room for breakfast. But Bleon was waiting for me at the door.
âBleon? Oh no, Duke.â
I corrected his name on my lips in a moment.
âLetâs come down together. Wife.â
Bleon took my hand and led me.
âYou can go ahead.â
Talking to him formally was not awkward as it was. Bleon didnât say much because I had already told him I would do it in the future.
âI couldnât even wash with you today and I was so far away from my wife, I was anxiousâ¦â
What kind of separation anxiety is this?
âIn the future, it will become natural to do everything separately.â
âWhat?â
Suddenly, Bleon stopped walking and looked at me.
ââ¦Did I really do something wrong?â
âNo, thatâs not it.â
I beckoned the employees around me to be dismissed. Then I carefully led Bleon to a corner and spoke in a low voice so that no one could hear me.
âBleon. Our relationship so far has been a bit unusual.â
Not just a bit. It was incredibly unusual.
I paused again to approach him in a friendly way to convince him.
âOriginally, most of the nobles served by their servants act accordingly like masters. But we didnât, didnât we?â
Still, Bleon nodded his head slightly as if he had any memories from when he was ten years old.
âFrom now on, I will do that. So I told the butler to hire more employees. Someone to attend for you will come in soon, so until then, please be patient if you feel uncomfortable.â
ââ¦Why? I like how it is now.â
âThatâsâ¦â
Heâs been terribly brainwashed. But for now, we can try to put him back to normal.
âThen letâs do this.â
To him who keeps saying that now is better, I suggested another way.
âFirst of all, letâs try to live in a different way than we do now. If you live like that for a year or so and youâre still not used to it, then weâll do whatever Bleon wants. What do you think?â
I was convinced that, of course, a human would choose to live freely. When he has tasted freedom, he will never give up on it. And I thought a year would be enough to get him back on his feet, so I set the deadline for one year.
âAll right⦠If my wife wants it⦠I will do that.â
âOf course, my husband is so good.â
I grabbed his hands and smiled broadly. After the conversation, we headed to the dining room. Originally, we had to sit face to face at a long table to eat, but he sat next to me because he was still anxious about being apart from me. Then he meticulously took care of what I ate. Instead of slicing the meat and breaking the bread myself, it was enough for me to just work hard with a spoon and fork.
âI will eat it myself. The Duke should eat too.â
âItâs what I do. If my wife enjoys it, I am full with just that.â
If I had heard this in other situations, I would have thought it was a sweet and romantic word, but somehow it was kind of like that between us.
âYou donât have to take care of me like this anymore. So you donât have to do this.â
I said sternly.
ââ¦I understandâ¦â
Then Bleon answered in a small voice. I deliberately ignored him and continued eating. But Bleon hadnât eaten since he heard me.
âIt really bothers me.â
âThen just for breakfast this morning. From now on, the Duke will sit across from me and eat. Okay?â
His gloomy face brightened at my words. Then he broke the bread again and even fed me some food directly.
âAll right, Wife. Then, ahh.â
I opened my mouth, feeling embarrassed that I couldnât stop him again. After eating, we went back to my bedroom. I had something to say.
âBleon. From today onwards, I will take my hands off the work. From now on, you will be in charge of the Duchy by yourself. Donât worry, the butler will take good care of you after reporting what youâve been doing. Understand?â
ââ¦Butâ¦â
âBleon is, after all, the head of the Einer Duchy. You can do it.â
I grabbed his hands and encouraged him.
âIf you have any troubles, you can ask me for help, but you still have to make all the decisions in the future. It is Bleon who has to lead this family.â
I felt Bleon staring at me piercingly.
I wondered if he was thinking something like, âWhy did my wife change after being sick, why is she like this all of a sudden?â
âMadam. The doctor is here.â
Just then, a doctor I told the butler to call arrived.
âLet him in.â
The door opened and a man who appeared to be in his mid-forties entered with the butler. He bowed his head and greeted us.
âGreetings to the Duke and Duchess of Einer.â
âCome here and examine the Dukeâs body.â
âUnderstood.â
While the doctor examined him, I stood by Bleonâs side and watched.
âFortunately, there are no major problems. However, he has been under a lot of stress lately, so his energy has weakened a bit.â
âStress?â
Is it because I wasnât awake for a week?
âYes. We will make medicine to manage the stress. Andâ¦â
Suddenly the doctor stopped and looked at me. Confused, I soon realized why he was doing this.
âSpeak freely.â
âThe Duke appears to be addicted to drugs.â
The doctor that Astell had so far didnât seem to be a quack.
âYes. Thatâs why I called you. He took the antidote, but I was hoping for a quicker recovery.â
âOhâ¦â
The doctor was silent as if he already knew what kind of drug it was.
âWell, Madam. One of my students is specializing in detoxification. Can I bring her in?â
âTo detoxify?â
âYes. Sheâs a very talented child, so you donât have to worry.â
Of course, Iâm not worried. Why did I even call this doctor to examine Bleon? In a way, it was to summon the female lead, Philia.
âThen bring her here tomorrow.â
âUnderstood.â
Those who were in the room left, and only the two of us were left.
âI am healthy. Wifeâ¦â
âI know that Bleon is healthy. Just look. Youâre very strong.â
âThen whyâ¦â
âBecause looking healthy on the outside doesnât mean youâre healthy on the inside.â
I raised my hand and placed it in the middle of his chest.
âBleon is very sick here. Iâm sorry. Itâs all because of me. So now I will take responsibility and take care of you. So, starting tomorrow, letâs continue to receive treatment from the doctor.â
The female lead, Philia, was one of the most talented doctors on the continent. Even if Bleon was so broken, she managed to heal him to the end and then save him. So I decided to get her help sooner this time.
âIf she watches over the treatment for a year or so and takes care of him, wouldnât it be okay to let them meet sooner?â
Then, a year later, the two will fall in love, and I could quietly get a divorce and leave.
âWi, wifeâ¦â
âHuh?â
Bleon had something to say, but hesitated, as if he couldnât utter it easily.
âWhat is it?â
âWife is more sick too⦠hereâ¦â
Bleon placed his hand slightly in the middle of my chest like what I had done.
âOhâ¦â
As expected, Bleon knew everything, saying that I was in a worse condition than he was. I needed to answer, but somehow the words didnât come out so easily. I looked at him for a while, cleared my throat, and opened my mouth.
âHmm. Iâll get treatment too. Letâs get it together. So, from now on, letâs not hurt anyone and letâs live like that.â
For a moment, the two of them remembered all the things they had been through so far, and they felt like they were about to burst into tears. So I turned around and went to the window.
âI will live happily ever after. Will Bleon do the same?â
I said looking out the window.
âYes. I will live together with my wife for a long time.â
I didnât see the expression on Bleonâs face as he said that, but since his voice was bright, I thought that maybe his expression was the same as mine.
âHmm. Letâs live for a long time. Both of us.â
I didnât want to spew out promises that I couldnât keep, so I purposely omitted the word âtogetherâ that Bleon said.