She rubbed off her clothes to straighten them , and looked at herself one last time then loudly sighed. She closed her eyes and put hand on her stupid heart which already had started beating before even entering in his room. She knocked on the door then slowly opened the door and entered. Wali looked at her and she walked towards him. He moved away his laptop and signed her to sat down. She confused looked at him then walked and sat next to him. Then there was silence. She looked at him who was looking at floor while in deep thought.
'Wali.' She called out to him and he came back in his senses then looked up at her.
'Yeah ' He said and she confused looked at him.
'You call me here.' Talia reminded him and he looked at her.
'Yeah I need to talk to you over something.' Wali said and looked down again whereas she was looking at him.
'You know we didn't go to our honeymoon. ' Wali started off the conversation, and she looked at him then nodded her head in yes.
'Yeah I know. So? Talia asked
'Actually dad was not happy that I didn't take you anywhere since our marriage.....' Wali trailer off the sentence , and stopped then looked up at her who was already looking at him.
'So he send tickets to Italy for us to go out and have some relax time. ' Wali said and she surprised looked at him.
'I know that is awkward for you. I know you don't want to go with me and if you will say No I will cancel everything.....' Wali was saying but she cut him off in middle.
'No, Who said I don't want to go. That will be first time I will be going somewhere with you. Alone. There will be romance and it will only be just you and me. 'Talia screamed happily while standing up and and he amused looked at her then she realised what she just had said and embarrassed looked down then slowly sat back down on her place.
'For you information even in this house it's only us living Alone.' Wali said still amused and she even more looked down.
'Yeah but we still have no romance in our relation. Look like two person living under house with stick rule not to talk, touch or love.' Talia muttered under her breath annoyed.
'Did you just say something?' Wali asked and she snapped her head towards him then nodded her head in no quickly.
'Nothing. I mean I am okay with it.No need to cancel it but still you do what you want to do. ' Talia said and Wali looked at her. He intensely stared at her and she nervously looked under his intense gaze.
'What are you looking at Wali?' Talia asked while nervously fiddled with her hands.
'Nothing but I think I have some office work so It will be better if I will cancel it.' Wali said and looked away whereas she felt relaxed as he had looked away but still disappointed that they were not going. But she stayed quite and there was silence between them.
' You may go now.' Wali said and she looked at him then nodded her head in yes.
'Yeah sure.' Talia said and stood up from the place and started walking. She walked towards the door ,and was about to walked out when she heard him.
'Will you actually ask me to be with you in heaven?' Wali asked from behind and she stopped on her place. Then she fely his hot breaths right behind her, passing while touching her ear, and she freeze on her place.
'Tell me Talia.' He whispered in her ear and in process her lips touches her ear. A shiver went though her spin and thousnds knots took places in her stomach. She tried to say something ,but words were unable to came out from her mouth.
'Talia I am waiting.' Wali whispered asked again and she felt her breath was going to stopped asny minute now . She closed her eyes and nodded head in yes as she was unable to foamed any word from her mouth. Then she quickly moved away and about to ran out of the room when he got hold of her hand then turned her over to him. She looked up at him while they were looking in each other eyes. Then Wali got hold of hair and pulled her towards him while there face were only few inches away from each other.
'Foolish Girl, Have you fallen in love?'Â Wali asked while they were intensely looking in each other eyes and tears start forming in her eyes.
'Yes, I have fallen in love Wali. I have fallen in Love. ' Talia confessed while looking dead in his eyes, telling him though her eyes that she had fallen in love with him.
'But with a wrong man.' Wali said in cold tone and she shocked looked him when he leave her hair then moved away from her , and walk toward window while his back was facing her. She looked at his back while tries to blined back the tears but they started coming out from her eyes. Then she gathered herself and quickly walked out. She closed the door behind and got inside her own room. She quickly walked and stood in front mirror. She looked at herself then slowly closed her eyes and touched her ear where his lips touches her. She still can felt him and smiled spread across her face.She opened her eyes and looked at herself then suddenly his words repeated in her head and she stopped laughing while tears were flowing from her eyes. She angrily pulled out of her hair hairband, then smudged off her lipstick, then angrily started taking off her jewellery , rings and silver earning and thrown them on dressing table as tears are flowing like a tap from her eyes blurring her vision. today first time she actaully got ready before going to him but what was point he will never love and accpet her.' Talia though then fell down on the floor and started crying loudly and painfully. she can't take that pain anymore. Then her room door bursted opened and she looked up. There Aisha was standing in her door frame. Aisha quickly walked in and ran toward her.
'Talia are you alright?' Aisha asked and sat down next to her floor while she kept crying.
'What the hell you have done to yourself ?' Aisha asked while looked at her but she just kept crying.
'He never going to love me Aisha. He will never love me.' She said helplessly and Aisha hugged her whereas she started crying even more loudly.
'Talia everything will be fine. ' Aisha said while still hugging her and she just nodded head in no.
'No he will not. He clearly tell me today that he won't love me. He saif if I have fall in love with him then he is a wrong man.' Talia said between her sobs and Aisha rubbed on her back.
'Talia get up from here.' Aisha said after a while then gave her support and made her walked towards the bed. She made her sat down on bed then walked towards her side table and took out tissue then passed it to her. Talia looked at her then slowly got hold of tissue and cleaned away her tears.
'Thank you.' Talia said and Aisha sat next to her. Aisha loudly sighed and looked at Talia
'Talia You are going mad. You are going to be obsessed over him which is not good for you.' Aisha said and Talia looked at her.
'This much love is not even good. That is height of madness. Its been a year since your marriage and I think if he is still not giving you love and you think he never will love you then before its too late just leave him. ' Aisha said and Talia was just looking at her then she started laughing and Aisha confused looked at her.
'Talia ' Aisha called out to her and Talia stopped laughing and looked at her.
'You are saying I am going to be obsessed over him but you are wrong because.......' Talia stopped and looked at Aisha.
'Because I am already obsessed over him. You said before its too late leave him but it is already too late.' Talia said , and tears started coming out from her eyes.
'He already flow like a blood in my veins. He is like a drunk to me. Just a way vampire need blood to stay alive I need Wali to stay alive.' Talia said and cleaned away her eyes whereas Aisha sadly and helplessly lookedat her.
' I never choose to love him this much. It was never and it is still not in my hands.' Talia confessed as more tears flowed out from her eyes and Aisha dumbfounded was staring at her.
'I couldn't find even one reason not to love him. I couldn't find any quality which could make me hate him. The more I get to know him the more I fell in love with him. Trust me I desperately try to find one tiny reason to hate him but I just couldn't. He have bad qualities but they are nothing in front his good qualities.' Talia said and cleaned her tears whereas tears start forming in Aisha's eyes.
'Some time I feel I should just get rid of all those characteristics in him which make me love him maybe his eyes, his lips, his face, his hair or maybe his nose but even that is not possible. ' Talia said
'Because simply Wali is Wali and thats what make me love him.' Talia said and closed her eyes while letting her tears to came out freely. Then she fell down on the bed and loudly sighed. And there was silence between them whereas Aisha was looking at her. Aisha sighed then slowly got up and start walking when she heard her.
'But Aisha Now I have found a way which is best for both of us. A way where Wali don't have to tolerant me and A way where I don't have to live without him.' Talia said and started smiling. Aisha turned over and looked at her.
'You may go now Aisha.' Talia said after a while and Aisha was still looking at her. She was not having good feeling over whatTalia just said, but she slowly turned over and walked out.
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Wali put on his office clothes and came out from his room. He started walking downstairs and entered into dinner room. He walked and sat don on dinner table. Aisha walked in and put breakfast on table as he looked up at her. She was about to walked away when he called for her.
'Where is Talia?' Wali asked and looked at Aisha.
'She still in her room.' Aisha replied and Wali surprised looked at her.
'Still in her room. ' Wali asked again to confirmed because that was really unusual for Talia to stayed that long in the room and Aisha nodded head in yes.
'I Have gone twice and knock on her door but got no reply. ' Aisha said and Wali nodded his head in yes
'Shall I go and check again.' Aisha asked .and Wali looked at her then nodded his head in no.
'I will go and check.' Wali said and stood up from his chair and walked toward stairs but he stopped after a while.
' Did something happen last night.' Wali asked while remembering what happen last night between them and Aisha nodded her head in no while lying. She don't wanted to tell him.
'Okay. ' Wali said and started walking towards her room. He stopped in front her door and knocked but got no reply. He knocked again but still no answer. Wali loudly sighed then slowly opened her door and walked in. There was darkness everywhere as her curtains were still on windows but he can see her laying on the bed. He slowly walked and moved away the curtains then turned over to woke her up.
'Talia get up.' Wali said and walked toward her bed but she stayed still.
'Talia get up. It's already morning.' He said but nothing. He slightly sighed then shaked her from her shoulder to woke her up but as soon he touched her, her hand fell down from bed on the side. He shocked looked at her then shaked her again but nothing. He looked around and saw empty sleeping pills on her side table and that knocked the breath out from Wali and he didn't took a moment to realised what she just had done.
'Talia.' He screamed panicked and shaked her again but nothing. He bend down and put his head on her heart which was beating.
'Talia Get up.' Wali screamed again and Aisha heard his scream as her heart started beating fast giving her hint something wrong had happen. Then she remember her last conversation with Talia and ran towards her room. She entered in the room and shocked looked around and without wasting any second she knew what the hell she had done.
'Call the god damn Ambulance.' Wali screamed again and she came back in senses whereas Wali picked her up in bridal style while walking out , and Aisha quickly took out her phone to call the ambulance.