She came out from her room and walked downstairs. It was two in night and she was feeling thirsty. She entered inside the kitchen and turned on the lights. She walked and took out glass from fridge then poured it in the glass, and drank it when her mind went up in past, the past which was beautiful as well not painful.
Flash back:
'Are you going on trip with us then?' Nadia asked and Talia looked at her.
'What about you?' Talia asked
'Me and Moiz are going for 100%.I think it will be fun.' Nadia said
'I don't know whether should I go or not.' Talia answered confused.
'I think you should go. It will be our last trip together before we will finish off our university .' Nadia said
'Yeah, she is right.' Moiz added while sitting next to them on the grass.
'I will go then.' Talia said and they nodded their head happily in yes.
'I think we should go to our lesson its only five minutes left.' Moiz said and they all got up then started walking towards their classroom.
'Who's lesson we have now?' Nadia asked normally.
'Sami Yousaf .' Moiz replied.
'I think he is great teacher.' Talia commented
'Yeah, way better than Mr- Baig.' Nadia said and they all started laughing. They entered in the class and sat down on their regular places. After a while Mr Sami Yousaf entered , and started his lecture.
'Okay, your lesson is done, don't forget to do your homework.' Sami said and they all started coming out from the class room.
'Just a minute Talia.' Sami called her while stopping her.
'Yes, Sir.' Talia said while looking back at him whereas everyone else walked out from the classroom.
'Are you going on trip?' Sami asked
'Yes sir.' She replied confused.
'Good, that is great new.' Sami mutter under his breath but she couldn't caught his words.
'What did you said Sir?' Talia asked puzzled.
'Oh nothing, you may go now.' Sami said and she nodded her head in yes then walked out from classroom.
'What did Sir said to you.' Nadia asked curiously as soon she came out.
'He was asking Is I am going on the trip.' Talia said.
'Why?' Nadia asked consciously.
'Don't know.' Talia replied carelessly.
'I think he is interested in you. He always super nice to you and always look at you while giving lectures. ' Nadia said
'Stop talking rubbish. He is my teacher and I really respect him.' Talia said and they entered in the canteen.
'So what, he have heart and feeling too.' Nadia defend her theory.
'Please, I don't think he is interested in me.' Talia said while sitting down in the canteen.
'What if he is?' Nadia asked
'You are just talking nonsense.' Talia said and looked at the menu.
'What you two want to eat?' Moiz asked while reaching there as well.
'We will have burger with fries.' Talia replied and he got up to get their food.
'He is good looking as well smart. I think you two will make a nice couple.' Nadia commented and Talia looked at her.
'I am not interested in your rubbish talk.' Talia said getting irritated.
'But why?' Nadia asked.
'Please can you leave that topic now.' Talia said annoyed, and Nadia nod her head in yes when Moiz walked back towards them with a food.
'Talia.' Someone called out her and she came back in her senses. She looked back and Wali was standing in the door frame.
'What are you doing here at this time?' Wali asked.
'I just came to drink water.' Talia replied and he nodded his head in yes.
'But why you was smiling all by your self?' Wali asked curiously.
'It was nothing, I just remember my friends and collage days.' Talia said and he was looking at her while silence took place between them.
'You are not happy here. You are not happy with me Talia?' Wali asked after a while breaking the silence and she looked up at him.
'No, It is nothing like this.'Talia said and looked down to hide her tears. He walked towards her and stopped right in front her.
'Your life would have be so much better if I was in your life.' Wali said while pulled her up from her chin to looked up at him.
'My life will be useless Wali, If you are in it. Your life would have be better if I am not in your life. Isn't Wali?' Talia said broken and put hair behind her ear while intensely looking at her.
'You will be living happier life if I would not be in your life.' He said while ignoring her question.'You have no idea what you mean to me Wali.' She wanted to say but she just thought while they were looking in each other eyes.
'Talia.' Wali called her again and she came back in her senses. She looked at him who was already staring to her.
'Do you want anything Wali?' Talia asked while taking our her chin from his hand and look down at counter.
'I am not feeling sleepy. I want to drink coffee.' Wali said
'I will make for you.' Talia said and he walked out without saying any other word. She started making coffee. After finished making coffee she put it in the cup then walked up towards his room, and knocked on the door.
'Yes come in.' Wali said from inside and she entered in the room. She looked at him who's head was leaning on the bed with his eyes closed while laptop was laying on the bed, but he still was wearing his shoe. He looked up at her.
'You can put the coffee on the table.' Wali said and leaned back his head on bed, and closed back his eyes. She nodded her head in yes then walked towards table. She put coffee on the table then she walked toward him quietly. Then she sat down on the ground and start opening his shoe' s lances. As soon her hand touched his shoe his eyes flew up, and he looked up at her then quickly got up from bed. She looked upnat him.
'What the hell you are doing?' Wali asked getting angrily.
'I was just about to take off your shoe.' Talia explained while standing up in front of him.
'Don't ever do this again.' Wali said annoyed.
'Why? Talia asked.
' Your place doesn't belong in my feet.' Wali said and she looked at him.
'Then, where do I belong?' Talia asked out of blue and he angrily looked at her.
'Just get out from here.' Wali screamed angrily but she stayed still while looking at him.
'Wali, where I belong in your life?' Talia repeated her question while tears started rolling off on her cheeks.
'Talia, just go from here.' Wali said helplessly.!
' No, I will not.' Talia screamed back and Wali shocked looked back at her on her sudden outburst. She walked towards his bed and angrily throw away the dovet from it.
'Where is my place in your life Wali?' Talia screamed asked and throw away the pillows on floor.
'Talia, what are you doing?' Wali asked while coming out from his shock.
'Where I fit in your life Wali? Tell me Wali where I belong in your life?' Talia screamed asked again then walked towards window and angrily pulled out the curtains while throwing them down.
'You know Wali.....' Talia said while turning back back at him and tears were flowing from her eyes.
'What is difference between liking someone and loving someone?' Talia asked broken while throwing away the glass decoration piece from the table while Wali was just dumbfounded stood on his spot like a ice.
'You know......' Talia trailer off and angrily wipe away her tears.
'..........when you like someone there is only happiness in the life. But when you love someone their is pain in. But there is happiness in that pain. ' Talia said shattered.
'You feel pain here when you are in love. ' Talia said while putting her finger on her heart.
'You know when in childhood we heard awesome love stories of lovers died because they got separated from each other and were unable to live without each other. People think they are brave and passionate lovers, but you know I think they are just cowards. Just cowards. I will not even spit on these kind of lovers. You know why?' Talia asked bravely while looking dead in his eyes and tear again start coming out from her eyes but she didn't bothered cleaning them off.
'Because I think they couldn't tolerate the pain in love.' Talia said then angrily kicked the table.
'But Wali I am brave...... I can tolerate the pain for my love till my last breath.....I will and can wait for you all my life. ' Talia muttered broken then she suddenly fell down. Wali quickly ran towards her and catches her while she fainted in his arms.
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