Charlie
Ten miles down the road thereâs an elephant in the car called Tristan, now flashing on Dannyâs car display screen.
We are making our way to a lido near Richmond where Danny swims.
Given that itâs fifteen degrees outside and I donât have his Scottish weatherproof skin, Iâm a little apprehensive. Still, I said yes to save face rather than shatter the illusion of being young, adventurous, and carefree.
âCharlie.â He looks over at me from the driverâs seat. âI need to answer this.â
âIâll be quiet.â I roll my eyes. âYour dirty secret is safe.â
âTristan,â he answers as he puts him on the loudspeaker.
âMate,â Tristan says through the speaker. âDid you get the custody form? You need to sign it as a reference.â
âIâll do it this evening. Iâm out now.â
âSure. Then hopefully she canât screw me over any longer.â
I wince as I hear a darker, angrier Tristan than Iâm used to. Danny gives me a sheepish sidewards glance.
âShe canât leave the country with my son, Danny.â
I stare aghast at Danny, but he ignores me. Gemina is trying to leave England? Why didnât Tristan tell me? He told Danny but not me, his own sister?
âWeâll do it, Tristan,â Danny says softly, bringing the Aston Martin to a stop. âShe wonât take Daniel.â His voice is confident, but he fails to hide the concern on his face.
âListen,â Tristan starts. âGo easy on Mara, OK? Sheâs working on a critical case, and I canât have her distracted. Donât turn her goo-eyed like all the others.â
Mara. Perfect bloody Mara. I had forgotten about her. Her name does weird things to my stomach.
Danny visibly flinches beside me.
All the other goo-eyed morons like me. I squirm in my seat. How many does he have?
You knew this, a small voice chastises me. Donât get emotionally attached.
âListen, I gotta go,â Danny says hurriedly. âIâm running some errands.â
Tristanâs laugh booms from the speaker. âSince when do you do your own errands?â
âBye, Tristan.â Danny ends the call.
I plaster my big girl smile on. Mara might be the perfect match, but sheâs not here now. I am. I will get into this pond and show Danny Walker what a fun-time girl I really am.
***
Swimming in a pond isnât as romantic and zen as it sounds. For a start, Iâve been here for twenty minutes, and I havenât managed to actually get into the water. I have gotten as far as my knees so far, and that took a lot of willpower and pain. Now I understand what Jack means when he explains to Rose about the water hitting you like a thousand knives.
Danny stripped off and jumped in as soon as heâd turned off the ignition like some kind of freak fish-boy and has been trying to coax me in ever since.
âCharlie, just jump in,â he shouts from the water. âYouâre making it worse for yourself.â
âNo,â I hiss at him.
There is sneering and snorts of laughter behind me. To top it all off, Iâm being victimised by a gang of ten-year-old boys.
âWhat a wuss, lady!â the ginger one shouts at me.
I glare at him. âGo fuck yourself, dipshit!â
âCharlie.â Danny shakes his head, laughing. âHeâs about ten. You canât say that to him. Anyway, you are being a wuss.â
âListen, Pamela Anderson,â I snap back. âI donât need a few little pricks taunting me. If Iâm doing this, Iâm doing it my way.â
âNo, youâre not,â Ginger sings at me, inching forward.
âWhat are you doing?â I demand, flapping my arms at him. âDonât come any closer.â
Smelling my fear, his confidence grows. He waves his pre-pubescent army over.
âCome on, lads, letâs get her!â
They advance on me like rodents on a dead bird. Pushing and shoving me.
âGet off, you little motherfuckers.â My screams are smothered by high-pitched giggles and cries of âget her.â
With a final shove, Ginger sends me flying into the lake, and I hit the water with force. A thousand knives immediately stab every pore of my skin from my toes to my ears. Jack from Titanic was spot on. Iâm having a heart attack.
Strong arms pull me up, and as I hit the surface, my mouth lets out a scream so blood-curdling even the ducks do a mass exodus.
I thrash around wildly in the water, cursing, and I swear Iâve forgotten how to breathe.
The gang laugh from the riverbank.
âAssholes,â I bellow, sticking my middle finger up at them. âIâll fucking murder each and every one of you.â
âEasy, Charlie! Theyâre just playing!â Danny wraps my legs around him so that heâs holding up my weight. âYouâll have a gang of angry mothers over here if you carry on like that.â
I turn to him, spitting out water. âDonât you start,â I growl with such ferocity that he cowers.
***
Itâs hard to stay mad with a man with a washboard stomach and a jawline that could cut glass. Especially since he is naked now, towelling himself dry in front of me, and even though he has been in freezing water, heâs still huge.
We are in the outdoor changing rooms after my near-death experience. Iâll admit I may have overreacted a tad, but Iâm still freezing to the core.
âYou are indecent in that string thing,â he murmurs as he towels me dry. âThe triangle barely covers your best bits.â
âItâs two sizes too small, remember?â We made a detour via a clothes shop before hitting the lido, but it was limited in choices. Of all the things to bring to Danny Walkerâs house on Saturday night, a bikini was not on my list.
âGood thing no other men were here to see you,â he growls. âI would have knocked out anyone who looked.â
âExcept for that violent gang,â I mutter as I turn around to hang up my wet bikini bra. âMy bones have turned to ice with the shock of the attack.â
âWe can get you warm again.â He grabs me from behind and pins me against the wall.
âWhat the hell are youââ
Before I finish my sentence, he has pushed my bikini bottoms aside and slipped a finger deep into my sex.
âSeriously?â I gasp. âHere?â
My body betrays me and my legs part to give him more access.
The sound of him massaging my clit echoes around the cubicle and no doubt reaches the ears of anyone close by. My heart thuds. Will they know whatâs happening?
When did I become such a voyeurist?
âIf we donât do it, Iâm walking out of here with a raging erection.â He groans way too loudly. âThis bikini has me all hot and bothered.â
âKeep your voice down,â I reply, half giggling, half reprimanding him. âThere are people in the other cubicles.â
âProbably wishing they were doing this.â He grinds his erection up against me, and the pulsing heat in my core grows.
Tugging my bikini bottom out of the way, he enters me from behind, hard and deep.
âDanny.â I gasp at the sharpness.
He loses control and really gives it to me. His heat sears my cold skin, intensifying his thickness.
I clench tighter than ever and bite down on my lip, trying to stay quiet.
I donât know if itâs because of the cold, the bikini, or the fact that anyone could hear us, but in less than a minute, I hear his laboured breathing behind me and know heâs so close, heâs not going to hold it.
âDamn, Charlie.â He lets out a shaky laugh. âIâm not sure Iâm going to be able to get it back out.â
âYour problem.â I breathe heavily, grinding into his rhythm. âYou put it in. You get it out.â
***
We spent the last two hours drinking hot chocolate in the car with the heater on.
Iâm not sure if it was triggered by the shock of the cold water or the sex afterwards, but Iâve entered a state of delirium where I have the giggles over anything and everything.
âThis is how Danny the Destroyer, tech tycoon, spends a Sunday,â I muse, blowing on my hot chocolate. âWhen heâs not playing with his meat grinders, of course.â
âMeat-shredding claws,â he corrects, sliding his hands through my hair. âIâm not an abattoir.â
âYou have no clue what those things do, boy.â I roll my eyes. âYou made that shit up.â
âI know exactly how to grind my meat, thank you very much.â He grins. âIâve had an enjoyable afternoon,â he says with a lazy sexy smile on his lips. âSwimming with you was ⦠entertaining.â
A snort escapes me. âDangerous, more like. I nearly died at the hands of those sharks.â
âPretty dangerous.â He nods. âI almost lost my dick to a viper vagina. You used to love swimming. Remember when Tristan and I used to take you swimming when you were a kid?â
âVaguely.â I screw up my face trying to remember. âI was about seven, right?â
âAnd I was twenty,â he chokes.
I arch an eyebrow in his direction. âThe age difference doesnât matter now. Iâm a grown woman if you havenât noticed.â
âYou make it impossible for me to forget.â
My stomach rumbles loudly and reminds us of the fact that the day is creeping into late afternoon.
âI suppose I better ⦠drive you home,â he murmurs quietly, looking at the car clock. âI have some work to look over this evening.â
âSure.â I shrug, feigning indifference.
My night of fun is finally over.
A silence sweeps over us, and I can see his brain clogs whirling. He clears his throat. âUnless you want to come back to mine this evening so that I can show you my meat shredding claw in operation?â
I hide a smirk. âThat sounds like something I need to see.â
Danny
There is an intimacy Iâm feeling that shouldnât be there and is giving me warning bells. Why did I invite her back tonight again? It was supposed to end this morning when I had fucked her out of my system.
Why am I playing boyfriend with her?
What the fuck am I doing?
I watch her as she stretches her long legs out on the sofa, her head resting against my chest.
Sheâs back in that oversized sweater of mine that she belongs in and sprawled out like she owns the damn place. Her thick hair is spread out all over my chest and bicep.
Sheâs wearing my boxers while she washes her underwear which is a massive turn on, knowing her little cunt is rubbing against my fabric.
She has no idea how devastatingly attractive she is. I often wonder if she would be a different person if she realised. She does it effortlessly, minimal make-up, messy hair, frayed jeans. This is what sets her apart, her tomboy nature, not giving a fuck.
That bikini, Iâve never seen anything so sexual and sensational despite the fact she was thrashing about the pond like a mad bitch.
We had sex again after the outdoor changing rooms. I feel fucking spent.
Weâve been watching a movie for two hours, and neither of us is paying attention. Weâve been laughing, cuddling, and finding any opportunity to touch each other. Iâm rubbing her damn feet, for Christâs sake.
Sheâs the only thing I can focus on when sheâs in the room. This is why I need her to take voluntary redundancy before I plummet the company into negative equity. Iâve been shirking my responsibilities. It took all my willpower to force my eyes from her long enough to print and sign the form for Tristan. I am supposed to write my speech this evening for the annual security tech event in Canary Wharf. I guess Iâm winging it again.
Something has changed in the space of twenty-four hours. This time yesterday, we were acting awkward and ignoring each other at dinner. Now? Iâm staring at her like a love-sick teenager.
The film credits roll, and she sits up. âI need to watch that again.â She smirks. âYour amazing foot massage distracted me.â
âWho knew I was a man of many talents? Cook. Lifeguard. Now masseuse, all in one day.â
âHuman dildo,â she adds with a half-grin, rubbing her foot along my crotch.
âThatâs my favourite way to serve you.â I smile, running my fingers over her foot.
âA multidimensional man,â she says softly. She presses her lips together, looks at me then looks away.
âSpit it out, Charlie,â I say, waiting.
âDo you think Iâm stupid?â
I stare, puzzled wondering about the turn of topic. âWhy on earth would you ask that? Where has this come from?â
âCome on, Danny.â She rolls her eyes. âMost people in Nexus went to Cambridge or Oxford or Harvard or some other genius university. I went to Warwick.â
âIâm not Cambridge/Oxford-educated. Neither is Tristan,â I say, raising a brow.
âBut you are highly successful. I know you think Iâm not up to the Nexus standard. Donât bullshit me.â
âWhere is this coming from?â I ask, slightly thrown. âThe truth is I think you need more experience. But I also think you are a beautiful, intelligent, sensationally creative girl.â
âGirl?â She grimaces.
âWoman,â I correct.
She stares at me, deflated. âIâm not a leggy blonde human rights lawyer. Why would you split up with her?â
âI wanted something casual; she didnât.â
She clears her throat awkwardly, avoiding my gaze. âI get it; you donât do the commitment thing.â
I expel a breath. I donât like where this conversation is going.
âHey.â I shake her ankle, forcing her to look at me. âWe donât know what this is ⦠letâs just enjoy it, OK?â
âSure.â She swallows. âI get it.â
âDanny,â she starts again. âDo you remember all those years ago?â
âI remember,â I cut in.
Hurt flashes across her face.
âWhy did you push me away?â
âYou were twenty, Charlie.â I sigh. âI was thirty-three. You were too young for me. You were blind drunk. Despite my reputation, I donât take advantage of young drunk girls. No matter how breathtaking they are.â
âAnd now?â she whispers.
I reach over, scooping her up in my arms. âNow Iâm well and truly fucked.â