God. I hate that he could have this power over me. He knows how to hurt me every which way.
So, I write how I feel. And I feel stupid for it.
Why? Why do I feel stupid for having the feelings I do? I have them because I'm human.
Why does he make me feel guilty for feeling the way I do?
Why should I have to repress my feelings to appear unbothered and tough? I'm only fucking human.
Let me fucking feel.