Oh my god, I've made so many mistakes.
And, oh my god, I have fucked up.
I've been alive long enough to gain and to lose.
And, oh my god, I am not living to the perfectly planned life I made at 7 years old.
And it's all because I'm a human being.
Oh my god, I am fucking alive.
I am human.
And, by the gods, is that fucking amazing.