Chapter 39: the very way i loved you

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the very way i loved you

i loved you a lot, i loved you most when i shouldn't have loved you at all

and here i am, with you still on my mind, lips cut, fingertips bleeding, regretting the very way i loved you

my heart was cruel to me, all those days and all those years

we watched this unravel before our eyes, we watched it birth despair

how could this happen, how could we let this happen?