Hailey's pov
These have been the worst days of my life. My own boyfriend is ignoring me, i just suffered from a miscarriage and i dont know how to tell micah.
I was out with henry at an ice cream date and then i felt my panties dampen and i thought i was on my period but it got worse and i called henry and then i remember waking up in the hospital. Henry was sitting on the couch and when i called out his name he quickly came to me and kissed my forehead. The doctor came in the wrong and he told me that i lost twins. He had said my womb wasn't ready to have babys yet but if i ever tried again i would have a healthy pregancy. I remember i trying to call micah several times but he never answered.
"You okay?" Henry asked me as i entered his classroom.
"Im getting better, but i called ugogo from mamas side and she told me i need to have a cleansing" hailey said and put her head on henrys shoulder.
"Dont cry nana" henry said and covered my face by the bear hug.
"You weren't ready nana." Henry assured and i wiped my tears
"Is he here yet?" Hailey asked and henry shook his head.
"Okay, i was thinking aince you guys finish writing in mid November, we could go do the cleansing after your exams." I said.
"Wont you he starting your exams ?" He asked
"I can manage, plus it will just be a 2 day trip." I said and he nodded his head.
"Goodluck today" hailey said and i kissed his cheek and as soon as i was done she felt eyes boring into her back. I turned around to see micah staring at us as if we were pieces of shit. He has had this face on for the past 3 weeks. They started their final Cambridge A level exams last week.
It looked as if me and henry were a couple as henry's hand were on my back soothing me and i just came from kissing him.
"He just arrived." Henry said and i nodded my head.
"Should i tell him?" I whispered to him and it looked as if we were gossing about him.
"If you guys have something to say to me say it." Micah said with a groggy voice
"Its nothing. Goodluck" i said and went out of the classroom. The tension between me and him was too much.
I just cant handle it especially with how i dream of babies every night.
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"Gogo, i have been dreaming of the babies." I said over the phone. It was home time and i was waiting for henry to finish his exam so to make time pass by i called my gogo. She never judged me, she was basically my mother.
"What are they doing?" She asked. She was sort of a seer.
"They are just playing with toys and yesterday i saw micah holding the boy in his hands and holding the girl and they were walking towards me but they all had a frown on their face. Eish gogo it was scaring and thats the same face he had on today. He has been having the same face expressions for a long time now." I said, i started to get teary. I then saw a familair body come towards me and my heart started beating fast.
"Gogo he is coming towards me" i said feeling scared, i dont know why.
"Baby, there is a dark cloud hovering over that boy and it is affecting you because you 2 are meant for each other." Gogo said as she was sitting on her mattress.
"Gogo, he hates me. I know gogo because how can you say we are meant for each other when he is treating me like a nobody, we are back to square one." I stated and began wailing completely ignoring micah who was sitting next to me.
"Is he next to you?" She asked me
"Yes" i said
"Please just dont-"
"I know my girl, i wont" gogo assured me and i gave micah the phone and he took it.
"Saubona." He said in his deep voice which made me shiver, due to me not hearing it for a long time. He sat a good distance away from me.
"Mina ngright....im xhosa....i just speak zulu so that i don't confuse her....*laughs*..... uhm im not sure if i can visit you, but maybe after exams....okay bye, stay safe." Micah said and gave me back the phone.
"Oh" i said seeing that gogo had cut the call.
"How was the exam?" I asked him and he just looked at me and kept quiet. I sighed in sadness but he just kept on looking at me.
"Yini?" I asked, the tension was becoming too much, he was still staring at me and i was avoiding eye contact.
"Heyy yall, lets go." Henry said arriving at the spot
"Damn, the tension" henry said and began laughing and i glared at him.
"Dont start, where are we going?" She asked him.
"To have some cake, that exam almost killed me" henry said and i chuckled and stood up.
I felt micah arms touch mine and the butterflies errupted in my stomach.
"Yes?" I asked looking back at him on the bench.
"I touched you by mistake." He said and the butterflies began to die 1 by 1.
"Oh" thats all i said and i began to walk with henry. He was nownwalking behind us and i could feel him staring at my back. I was wearing my kiloskirt, with the golf tshirr and the long white socks with airforces.
We were now in micah's car and i was sitting next to henry, i was no more his girlfriend so what was the point of sitting at the front.
"Are you 2 fucking?" He asked and that made henry stop telling me the joke.
"Ew" we both said at the same time.
"Why would you think that?" I asked him as he started to find parking.
"Nothing." He said and turned off his engine.
As we arrived the the cafe i sat next to henry and micah started glaring at me.
"something wrong babe?"
"oh shit I mean micah sorry" I said feeling embrassed, oh how I just wanted to dig a hole and stay there forever.
"you told your grandma about us?" he asked me and he shrugged my shoulders
"why? we are long over so stop telling her false information." he said and the waiter brought the ice creams we ordered.
"I dont remember us breaking up." I said with a small voice. well it is true, he just started ignoring me.
"im breaking up with you." he said looking directly in my eyes. My heart was shattering bit by bit but I masked it by eating ice cream.
AUTHOR'S POV
it was the last week of the A level exams. Micah had his last exam today becaue scienes were done writing.
for the first time he had arrived at the mansion as he was staying in 3 bed apartment he bought for himself. He didn't want to stay with his family as he wanted his full attention on his exams.
"AMPHIWE I DIDNT COME HERE TO ARGUE WITH YOU! please just leave me alone, I just came to leave his things." a familiar voice said and micah's hear jumped a little.
"YOU LITTLE BITC-"
"EY, dont call her that." Micah said to amphiwe and that made the 2 girls advert thir attention to him.
"oh my baby" amphiwe said and went and hugged micah.
"I missed you kakhulu my baby." amphiwe said getting emotional already.
"its okay." micah said and rubbed her back. She then let go of the hug, and smiled whilst looking at him,. The funny thing about the mother-son relationship is how amphiwe looked really young and could pass as his sister. I mean they were also 12 years apart.
"uhm let me go." hailey said feeling uncomfortable.
"stay here." micah said in a low voice causing amphiwe to frown.
"I dont want her here." amphiwe said and crossed her arms and began stomping her feet.
"I cant have the 2 women I care about most hate each other." micah said causing hailey to blush.
"ampy, I will see you tommorow." micah said and grabbed hailey's arm.
"but mi-"
"please its too soon." he said and she nodded her head.
"lets go." he said and began to drag hailey and roughly shoved her in his car.
"what the fuck are you doing here?" he asked and hailey flinched
"I- I came to leave your hoodies and stuff that you bought for m-"
"hailey I will slap the dogshit out of you, what the fuck is wront witchu! I give you those things not for you to return them dammit!" he said with veins popping out of his forehead.
"im sorry." she whispered and rubbed her tears.
"shit man." he said and began to reverse out of the driveway and he drove like a maniac to his apartment.
"get out." he said and she quickly exited the car and began admiring the beauty of the complex.
"ahhhhh" she screamed when she heard th gunshot sound.
"oh fuck" micah said and quickly went to hailey and covered her body. he grabbed the gun from his waist band and began shooting at the guy who was wearing all black.
"bullseye." micah said and smirked to himself seeing him fall to the ground.
"mi- micah im so scared" hailey said and began weeping and micah lifted her by her thighs.
"are you okay?" micah asked and hailey nooded her head and when micah was about to put her down she shook herhead.
"noo micah! dont let me down, please im scared." she said.
"hailey mharn!" he said and roughly threw her on the bed.
"ow!" she screamed due the impact. she regained her balance and stood up from the bed, she was still crying so she decided to leave his house. she closed the door and wiped her snot using her tshirt. she began to go down the stairs and kept calling herself stupid. she realised she didn't have any money so she found herself walking home.
"hello?" she said answering the phone.
"its me gogo, how are you?"
"im fine" she lied and crossed the road.
"I can sense that you and Lwandile aren't fine."
"gogo please dont mention his name." she said and entered the estate where she lived,
"are sure honey, I just feel as if something is off." Gogo mentioned and i rolled my eyes.
"Gogo i hope he goes to hell!" She screamed as she noticed she was 5 houses away from her parents house
"Really?" A voice asked from the car that was driving and she rolled her eyes.
"Get in the car." He said and she kept on talking to gogo.
"You have to visit soon." Gogo said.
"Im coming with henry this Wednesday." She said and cut the call.
Hailey arrived at her house completely ignoring micah and entered the house.
"Hailey! Dont be like that" micah said also entering the house.
"Stop following me!" Hailey shouted and went up the stairs. She opened her room and immediately threw herself on the bed.
"Hailey i didn't mean to do that" he said and she threw her teddy bear at him.
"Fuck you" she said
"Oh wow, the couple of the century had blessed me and my husband with their presence." Minnie said entering the room along with her husband.
"Mom this isn't my boyfriend" hailey said and let out an annoyed sigh.
"Dont i know you?" Minni asked
"I came here with henry before." Micah said and sat on haileys study chair.
"Your Johnson's son right? " the dad asked and micah nodded his head.
"Wow hailey, you like then rich dont you." Minni teased her duagjter who rolled her eyes.
"Mom i only used to have a crush on him!" She exclaimed.
"Dont raise your voice ntombazane" the dad said sternly.
"Get out" hailey whispered and minnie laughed.
"This is my house" minni said
"Okay, now leave me alone and take him with you" hailey said and got inside her sheets.
"Eish my baby." Minni said and left the room.
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2 months later
January.
"Gogo, i cant come with him" hailey said as she was sitting on the ground with her head wrap.
"You have to my child, your children are not at peace, you need him to come" gogo said.
"But gogo we haven't spoken ever since November. All we do is just lay in each others arms or have sex. Gogo he really hates me and all i do is love him." She said and cried
"Its okay my baby" gogo said and began to rub her back.
Hailey was now back home and before she went to her house she thought of stopping by at micahs place first.
She entered the house and saw Amphiwe being cosy with lubanzi.
"Oh Hailey, what a suprise." John who was sitting on the single sofa said seeing the familiar figure.
"Sawbona Baba." She said and sat down at the seat opposite him.
"How are you?" She asked him and he felt blood rushing to his penis.
"Micah is upstairs go right now" lubanzi said rudely as he noticed his dad getting aroused.
"Okay, thank you." She said and went upstairs.
She knocked on the door first and heard a low 'come in' and she obeyed the command.
"Hey." She said standing on the door. He looked as if he just woke up.
"Yo" he said rubbing his eye and sitting up. He was shirtless.
"Whats wrong?" He asked sensing a discomfort.
"Sit down." He said and patted the area next to him. She went over to him and got inside the sheets.
"You're already crying?" He asked noticing her sniffs and yawned whilst stretching his body. He was still sleepy and he rested his head on her lap.
"Where have you been?" He asked.
"At gogos" she said in a broken voice
"Was it fun?" He asked
"Kinda" she said back.
"Whats wrong? Why are you here?" He asked.
"Micah i dont know how to tell you." She said and began to break down.
"Yini baby wam?" He asked and lifted his body and looked in her eyes.
"I- i lost, i mean we lost babies." She said and avoided eye contact
"What?" He asked getting it but not getting it.
"I had a miscarriage." She said and looked at him and saw a frown come onto his face.
"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked getting angry
"You hated me those days" she whimpered.
"WHAT THE FUCK!" he shouted and made her flinch.
"It wasn't my fault, the doctor-"
"Fuck what the doctor said! So what the hell do you want from me. Money? Huh? More sex?" He said and stood up from his bed.
"I just need you to come to the cleansing ceremony."
"fucekn shit!" he said and the pillow to the wall.
"when?" he asked
"we go today and do it tommorow."
"Henry knows?" he asked and she kept quiet.
"you dirty bitch. Maybe its a good thing why they died." he said and walked to his closet and began to pack his clothes.
"micah im sorry." she said and cried.
"im sorry, im so fucking sorry." she cried and repeated those words.
"lets go." he said and lifted her from his bed roughly
"ndiyakonyanya." he said and poked her chest. She didn't know Xhosa that much but she knew this word.
"I still love you." she said and sniffed causing him to feel bad.
"do you have your stuff?" he asked and grabbed the keys to his G wagon.
"I dont wanna go to my parents house but the stuff I have at gogos will be okay for now." she whispered and began following micah like a lost puppy.
"okay" he said slung the bag onto his shoulder.
"Lubanzi im going out" micah said passing through the living room and kissed amphiwes cheek.
"remember 3 days left." lubanzi reminded him and micah shook his head.
"what ever man." he said and grabbed haileys arm.
"so what did you come with." micah said after 10 minutes of silence and driving.
"with a bus." She said lowly and noticing him pull up at Africa mall.
"lets go buy whatever you want." he said and parked the car.
"why are you being nice?" she asked.
"no reason"
the trip was only 2 hours and hailey had passed out. She bought a lot of stuff for her grandma such as groceries that would last her 6 months and the lucky thing is that the GD6 was the one carrying the stuff. it was behind the couple as micah didn't have body guards for no damn reason.
"wake up." he said and rubbed haileys body who was wearing micahs hoodie. he had bought her a lot of stuff, he even bought extra stuff so that she will remember him.
"oh uhm just turn here and park behind the house." she directed him and he did just that.
"are the guys sleeping here?" she asked him
"no" he said and turned off his car.
"do you have cousins here?" she asked
"no they aren't here. I wouldn't want them here." she said
"why not." he said and the guys and instructed the guys to load the stuff off of the car.
"they will take my man away from me." she said as a joke and he paused for a moment and began laughing.
"I only have eyes for 1 person and its not you or your cousins." he said and she stopped smiling.
"oh." she said and exited the car.
she then walked to the kitchen hut and knocked on the door.
"gogo?" she said
"come in bby" the granny said and she did.
"I have brought him gogo." she said and the young man said and entered
"sawbona gogo." micah said and removed his cap and bent his leg and shook grannys hand. Hailey found this moment to be very beautiful and him being respectful was so sexy in her eyes.
"hello ndonana, unjani come sit here next to me." gogo said and micah chuckled and came around the hut and sat down next to her on the small rug.
"eish wena your so handsome." gogo said causing micah to blush and laugh
"hawu gogo how could you say that?" hailey asked amused
"hes single angithi? he can always hit anytime." gogo said and caused the former couple to laugh.
"first henry now him?" hailey teased
"eish you have good taste" gogo said and micah laughed loudly
"gogo your very funny." micah said.
"anyways, even though its dark, I brought you a few stuff for you." micah said and gogo gasped.
"oh my! what kind of things?" she asked him
"some groceries, blankets, lights and yeah." micah said and gogo screamed
"thank you my child." gogo screamed and hugged micah, she even started crying.
"hawu gogo crying infront of your crush?" hailey teased.
"this one is annoying." gogo whispered
"very." micah whispered back.
"so are you guys back together?" gogo asked
"no" micah said causing hailey to frown.
"uhm gogo im going to prepare the rooms." hailey said and exited the hut.
"why?" gogo asked him
"why what gogo?" he asked
"why are you treating her like this?" she asked him and he kept quiet
"boy" she said sternly
"I want the separation to not have a huge affect on her, leaving early and harshly is better for both of us." he said and gogo frowned.
"oh so you dont love her?"
"I love this girl so much, right person wrong time gogo." he explained
"but eish my child you're rudeness is on another level." gogo said and surrended
"yeah, im used to being like that but when im mean to her it keeps me up at night as her sad face shows up every time I close my eyes" he said and gogo felt the youngs man heart break.
"its okay my child" she said rubbed his back.
"so you have a new a girlfriend?" gogo asked trying to remove the tension
"yes I do" he said smirking and the door opened and the 2 looked at hailey who seemed as if she was about to cry.
"gogo, t-the rooms are ready, will just stay in here for a couple minutes. I prepared the other hut for micah and I put his stuff in there." she said and sat on the stool made of cemet.
"you do know you're sleeping with him right?" gogo teased
"haa gogo you must be joking."
"well I was but now you are. NO FUNNY BUSINESS!" gogo said sternly and left the hut.
"eish" hailey groaned.
"atleast show me the hut." micah said and she rolled her eyes.
"okay let me take my stuff from gogo's room" she said
"stuff like what?" he asked and pulled her back by her hoodie.
"pjs" she said
"you will sleep in my shirt." he said causing hailey to sigh.
"here" he said and removed his shirt and threw it in her face. He sat on the bed and lit up the torch,"Change hawu" he said
"but your looking at me!" she protested
"whats so special that I haven't seen?" he asked
"fine" she said and removed her skirt first and he gulped seeing her caramel thighs and the lace panties she was wearing. She then removed her top and he felt blood rush to his groin as he saw her boobs jiggle. He was semi hard when he saw her face in the morning and now she was unconsciously teasing him.
"fuck." he mumbled under his breath and she felt her nipples harden but she quickly wore his shirt.
"what if someone steals your car?" she said getting into the bed. They were a good distance away from each other.
"my guards are hiding in the bushes." he said and turned to look at her. even though it was dark they knew they were staring each other.
"I was on an ice cream date with henry and I felt soaked and I thought my period started but when I got into the bathroom I noticed the blood was continuing to flow, I began screaming and I remember waking up in the hospital and the doctor told me my womb wasn't ready to carry a kid, well in our case kids and he told me that if I ever tried again I would have a good pregancy." she said and wiped her tears.
"I wanted to tell you, I swear but it was a lot for me to take in and you were writing exams, you hated me and I just didn't want you to get distracted." she said
"so if it wasn't for the cleansing ceremony you were never going to tell me?" he asked
"well" she said and shrugged her shoulers
"you're so unbelievable!" he exclaimed
"do u fucking blame me!? MICAH YOU FUCKING HATED ME, LITERALLY YOU NEVER FAILED TO SHOW IT. IF I WERE TO TELL YOU, YOU WERE JUST GOING TO LAUGH AT ME! OR INSULT" she said and her breathing rate increased.
"WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT I HATE YOU LESS THAN BEFORE?" he asked and she cried even more.
"fine after this ceremony you will never hear from me again, I dont know what I did to deserve this but im sorry if I wronged you. all I did was love you." she said and looked away from him.
he then snaked his arms around her waist and brought her closer to him. they slept in each in each others arms.
THE NEXT DAY
AT RIVER
"it is done, uSophia and Nkonsiyebo are at peace" gogo said and caused the couple to let out a heacy sigh.
"thank you gogo" micah said and slid the R1000 to her.
'its okay my child
"are you leaving now?" hailey asked.
"NO" he said
"I was wandering if you wanted to take a walk?" she asked him and she refused
"im tired I want to go sleep" he said and helped granny get up and began to help her back home
it was now night time and micah was a bit tispy. he had been drinking since 7pm with granny. they drank traditional beer and some savannah.
"gogo asambe" she said and guided gogo to her bedroom.
"micah lets also go to sleep" hailey said and dragged the heavy man to the other hut.
"micah then crushed on the bed and began to sing an audile lyrics causing hailey to chuckle as she was changing in his shirt.
"baby" he said and stood up and began to wipe haileys cheek
"micah" she said looking in his eyes. it was dark but they knew.
"I need you baby, let me taste you one last time." he whispered and began kissing her neck. Before she could refused he smashed his lips on hers. he stuck his tongue In her mouth and ripped his shirt that she was wearing.
"youre mine angithi?" he asked and stopped kissing her and she nodded her head
"huh?" he slapped her ass roughly and she moaned out 'yes'
"baby, intliziyo yam ilangazelela wena kodwa abenzi bobubi abayifuni loo nto." he whispered as he pushed her on the bed and opened her legs. he continued to say these wprds as he removed hisc clothes.
"Lwandile I dont get isiXhosa." she moaned feeling him rub on her clit.
"oh shit." she moaned feeling him penetrate her hole.
"ndiyayazi uyandithanda kwaye uyandithemba uthando lwam kuwe lukhulu kunebunzi lakho." he said and chuckled at the end and he moaned loving the feeling of being inside her. he began to speed up his pace and lifted her right leg and went deeper.
"Sthandwa sam umhle kakhulu, ndiyathandaza kuthixo ukuba asenze sibuyelane ebomini bethu, kodwa ndizokuyeka ukonwabele ubutsha bakho nangona mna ndingazonwabele. Ndiyakuthandana." he said and she moaned as he finishe his sentence.
"what did you say babe?' she asked breathing heavily and touched his chest.
"I love you." he said and began crying. he just broke down and she straddled his lap and began soothing him.
"I dont want to loose you!" he exclaimed and cried even more."im here babe" she said and rubbed his back
this was the day micah poured all his emotions and made love to her.
"I love you" he said and slept. for someone drunk he could last many rounds.
IN THE MORNING
"gogo uyapi Lwandile?" hailey asked
"baby, he left" gogo said and hailey heart broke into many pieces
"did he say anything?" she asked
"im sorry baby" gogo said and engulfed her in a hug
she like the way that I grrrrrrrrrrr. I love me some pope smoke. Next chapter will probably be either today or next weeekend