Chapter 754 I Wonât Keep It As soon as Deirdre heard Tobey, her pupils constricted with surprise.
âImpossible!â she retorted.
âIn this case, why are you so reluctant to let go of his child?â
Deirdre looked heartbroken. She didnât know whether she should explain herself, but she eventually did. âTobey, I was pregnant in the past.â
âWhat?â Tobey was astounded.
While smiling wryly, Deirdre told everything she had experienced in the past few years. Perhaps she was too tired to hide all the grievances to herself and felt rather relieved after she finished speaking.
Meanwhile, Tobey was shivering. He was so furious that his eyes reddened and he punched hard at the railing. âThat lunatic! Why doesnât he die!?â
Moving her messy hair aside, she said, âIâm sorry for that child. I always feel that I owe him. If I could protect him back then, he wouldnât leave in that way with despairâ¦â
âDeirdreâ¦â Tobey hugged her. âIt is just an embryo, yet to become a fetus.â
âYes,â said Deirdre, her eyes downcast. âBut Iâm still scared. Therefore, the presence of this child has made me feel that this is another opportunity that God has given me to redeem myself.â
Before Tobey said anything, Deirdre added calmly, âDonât worry, Tobey. I understand what you mean. I wonât keep it. I just want to wait until I regain my composure before terminating it. Meanwhile, I also feel I have a chance to get along with it and make up for my failures.â
Caressing her hair, Tobey said, âI donât want to force you.â
âHow could you say that you are forcing me? I know you said it for my sake. Youâre right that I should let go of the past since Iâve decided to let go. If I were to keep Brendanâs child, Iâd regret it in the future.â
Tobey didnât say a thing but tightened his hug.
At that moment, there wasnât any romantic relationship between the two parties but incomparable friendship and kinship in life, just to comfort each otherâs souls.
After a while, Deirdre recalled and asked, âDid you tell Madame Russell about me?â
âI havenât managed to tell her. Once she learns about your situation, sheâll definitely be so worried that she canât sleep. Sheâll also dwell on it, and this is not good for her health,â replied Tobey after a moment of silence.
âUnderstood.â Feeling guilty, Deirdre apologized, âItâs me whoâs been dragging you and Madame Russell into this ordeal. However, is it really good for her to stay there alone? If Brendan finds her, heâll definitely play some tricks on her.â
âI donât think so.â Tobey comforted her. âIâve changed my momâs phone number and asked her not to return to Village Alnwick. She wonât be found if she doesnât leave the place she is in now.â
In the next few days, Brendan investigated endlessly. After checking all the surveillance cameras, which could probably detect Tobey and Deirdre when they got out of the car, he finally came to only one possibility.
Tobey and Deirdre should have boarded a ship.
After glancing at Brendan, Sam said softly, âBut I checked the ferry schedule that day, and the earliest available ferry would have to be at night. How could Miss McKinnon and that man disappear out of thin air?â
Brendan closed his eyes. The dark circles under his eyes showed he hadnât gotten any news about Deirdre for a few days already. When he heard Samâs question, he just sat on the sofa and asked only after a moment,â Are there any other boats?â
âYes, but⦠it doesnât seem to be possible,â replied Sam.
Brendan opened his eyes to look at Sam and urged him to continue.â Those are cargo ships. The rooms on those ships are all small bedrooms where a group of men sleeps on the floor. The space is extremely narrow because the ships are full of cargo, and guests are not allowed to board the ship.
Moreover, Miss McKinnon is pregnant, so it is impossibleâ