Chapter 368 Sheâs Blind Just Like You âDonât go, Deirdre.â
This was the first sentence Kyran typed after getting his phone.
Deirdre was dumbfounded for a moment. She did not know why he would say something like that.
âGo? Iâve always been here. I wonât leave your side.â
Kyran gazed deeply at Deirdreâs face, his eyes filled with despair. âI had a dream. In that dream, you chose to leave my side. You didnât return to Alnwick but went to a place that I could not reach. I couldnât find you no matter how hard I tried to, and I had to live in remorse for the rest of my life.â
He stretched out his hand and held Deirdreâs finger. His palm was warm as always, but his hand trembled slightly.
Apparently, he was scared.
He was scared of Deirdre leaving him.
Deirdre blinked blankly and said, âKyran, it was just a dream. Besides, you didnât do anything to me, so why would I go to a place where you cannot find me?â
Kyranâs chest was heaving up and down vigorously as he tightened his grip. It took him a long while before he finally calmed himself down and typed, âIâm just worried that I might disappoint you.â
âWhy would you think like that?â Deirdre chuckled. Ever since she got to know him, he had never disappointed her before. âYouâre overthinking. Iâve always felt proud to have you as a friend.â
As soon as Deirdre finished speaking, Kyranâs blood ran cold, and the light in his eyes dimmed down.
âJustâ¦
Deirdre could sense his disappointment even though he was talking through a mechanical voice.
Kyran then typed again, âDo you hate me, Deirdre? Since I said I like you and am going to make you my girlfriend, I should tell you everything about me from my past. I should let you know what kind of person I am, but instead of doing that, I didnât tell you anything. Did that break your heart?â
Deirdre snapped herself back to reality and replied, âOf course not!â
After that, she continued. âKyran, I remember I told you before that everyone has their own. secrets. I have my own secrets too. I can totally understand if you donât want to tell me something about yourself. You donât have to feel guilty about it at all.â
âBut itâs about my ex-girlfriend. Since Iâm courting you, I should tell you everything about her from A to Z so you wonât feel uncomfortable.â
When Deirdre wanted to say something, Kyran added and mocked himself, âOr you donât care about it since you donât have any feelings for me. You just want to get rid of me as soon as possible.â
Deirdre was stunned.
âDo I want to get rid of him?â
Honestly, she had never thought of that. She just thought they were from two different worlds, so there was no way they would be together.
âOr the person you like is Tobey, so you donât want to give me a chance?â
âIt has nothing to do with Tobey,â Deirdre replied, biting her lips. âI donât intend to get rid of you either.â
âThen you must be mad at me,â he said with confidence. âYou must be mad at me because I didnât answer your question back then.
âDeirdre, honestly, I thought for a long while after you left. Iâve been regretting that I didnât talk clearly to you back then. But at the same time, Iâm afraid of letting you know what kind of a person I am.â
âHeâs worried about letting me know what kind of person he is?â
Deirdreâs heart skipped a beat.
âWhat kind of person is Kyran? Isnât that obvious?â
He was a kind-hearted, gentle person who would go to great lengths to help her and wouldnât ask for anything in return. She did not understand why he made himself sound like someone who had done something unforgivable.
Kyran fell silent for a while before saying, âSheâs a blind person like you too.â
Deirdre froze when she heard what Kyran said. She jerked her head up and looked at him in.
Apparently, he was talking about his ex-girlfriend, but she found it hard to believe that shel was a blind person like her as well.