Iâm going out today.
He smiled at me and asked if I wanted to go to the movies.
But I didnât want to go, Thatâs where you always took me.
I know I need to move on, I canât keep holding onto a love that I canât have.
So, I put on my fake smile, The one nobody ever notices is fake.
And I said yes.
Iâm getting ready to go right now, But Iâm freaking out wondering if itâs a date.
I donât want it to be one, Iâm not ready yet.
Wish me luck.