âGod, Iâm so tired,â Theo tells me as I pack my bag, glad our workday seems to have flown by for once. I nod absent-mindedly, my mind on Ezra and finding a way to see Archer tonight without making him suspicious. He got back home yesterday and doesnât have a trip scheduled for another two weeks. It makes me feel terrible, but I kind of wish we werenât living together, so I wouldnât have to explain my absence.
I wasnât sure what to expect when Archer and I started seeing each other, but I definitely never expected him to make me feel so cherished and wanted. I didnât think heâd fulfill emotional needs that I didnât even realize I had.
âSerenity?â
âHmm?â I murmur, snapping out of my thoughts to find Theo staring at me, his chair close to mine.
âDid you even hear a word I said?â Theo asks, frustrated.
âIâm sorry,â I tell him, realizing Iâve been entirely unable to focus on him because I was thinking of Archer. âWhat were you saying? I just didnât really sleep well last night, and honestly, Iâm ready for bed.â
I managed to sneak out of the house late last night, surprising Archer in bed. Having to wait till Iâm sure Ezra is fast asleep is exhausting, and having to sneak back in early in the morning leaves me with very little time to actually sleep.
Theo stares at me, his gaze conflicted. âYouâve been like this for a while now, a bit absent-minded. Even when you came over for dinner, you were mostly on your phone.â He hesitates, and my stomach drops. Iâm not sure I can lie to him if he asks me anything outright. If Kristen hadnât interrupted at dinner, I probably wouldâve admitted who I was texting then.
âCome to think of it, I forgot to thank Kristen that day,â I rush to say, eager to change the topic as I rise to my feet. âThat pasta she made was incredible, and the wine was too. I had a great time.â
He blinks in confusion as he falls into step with me. âYou did?â he asks, his voice tinged with disbelief.
I grin at him. âOf course,â I lie. âI got to hang out with two of my closest friends and have some of my favorite food. Whatâs not to love?â The lies come easier now, the words feeling lighter. This is exactly what Iâd hoped to be able to do somedayâat least pretend Iâm happy for them. If not for Archer, I may never have managed it.
âI see,â he says as we pause in front of the elevator, his tone not quite what I expected it to be. He sounds conflicted. Does he realize Iâm merely pretending?
âSerenity. Theo.â
I look up to find Archer walking up to us, and my heart skips a beat as I take in the pinstripe three-piece suit heâs wearing. All day, I expected to catch a glimpse of him, only to be disappointed. I didnât think Iâd see him until tonight, if at all, and I canât help but smile despite my fluster.
âMr. Harrison,â I say, loving the way his gaze darkens as it briefly roams over the red dress Iâm wearing today. He keeps his face impassive, but Iâve learned to read his eyes, and I know he likes what heâs seeing.
âOn your way home?â he asks, his tone polite and friendly, even as he steps between Theo and me.
âWe are,â Theo says, sounding a little frustrated. âI thought maybe we could go grab that ice cream you said you wanted to try on our way home?â
Archerâs fingers brush against mine, and my heart begins to beat a little faster. âMaybe some other time,â I tell Theo just as the elevator doors open. Ezra is still in a meeting, so Archer and I only have an hour or so before he gets home, and Iâd like to make the most of it.
He leans back in the elevator, still standing between Theo and me, a surprisingly smug smile on his face. âCan I offer you a ride, Serenity?â
My gaze cuts to his, and I bite back a smile as heat rushes to my cheeks, my mind replaying what he texted me an hour ago. I need you to ride my cock, darling.
âIâd love that,â I tell him, reveling in the way he smirks, the two of us enjoying our little inside joke.
âHow about tomorrow?â Theo asks. âLet me buy you some ice cream tomorrow. You used to love getting ice cream together, and I donât want to let that tradition die.â
I tense, longing emanating from my chest. Heâs right. Those were moments I really looked forward to, when itâd just be me and him after class, and weâd talk about anything and everything. âSounds good,â I tell him.
Archer tenses beside me and places his hand on my lower back. âLetâs go,â he says, his tone a little colder now as he leads me to his car. He holds the door open for me as usual, but he doesnât quite look at me.
âYouâre mad,â I murmur when he still hasnât said a word halfway home.
âNo,â he says, denying it. âIâm jealous.â
I turn my head, my lips parting in surprise. âWhat? Why would you be jealous?â
He reaches for me and places his hand on my thigh, just under the hem of my dress. âI told you that I donât share, Serenity. I wasnât referring to just your body. I hate the idea of you sitting next to him, having ice cream together and pretending itâs a fucking date.â
I place my hand over his, unsure what to say. âHeâs got a girlfriend. Iâm not delusional, Archer. I know I canât have him, that itâs not a date. The reason Iâm trying so hard to get over Theo is so I can preserve my friendship with him. Avoiding him altogether isnât going to help.â
He pulls his hand away as he parks the car. âI see,â he tells me, throwing me a polite smile before getting out of the car and walking around it.
âArcher,â I murmur as we step into the elevator together. âDonât be jealousâ¦â He raises a brow when I push against his chest, until Iâve got him pressed against the wall. I move to stand between his legs and rise to my tiptoes, our eyes locking before I lean in and kiss him. He groans in approval and cups the back of my head as he deepens our kiss, his movements languid, teasing.
I squirm against him, and he chuckles against my lips. âDarling,â he whispers, just as the elevator chimes. I step back, and he reaches for my hand with a smile on his face. I grin at him as he pulls me to his door, letting go of me to unlock it.
We walk in, only to pause when we find Ezra standing in Archerâs living room, a beer in his hand. He frowns when he sees me, and my stomach drops.