Chapter 0314 +25 BONUS âThere we go, little one.â he said in a soft voice. âWeâll have you all clean and comfy in no time.â
I must have made a sound because Noah looked up, his eyes meeting mine in the doorway. âDid you need something, Hannah?â
I shook my head, still trying to process what I was witnessing. I wanted to pinch myself to see if it was real. âHow... how do you know how to do this?â I blurted out.
Noah shrugged, his focus returning to Olivia as he fastened the fresh diaper. âAs soon as I found out you were pregnant, I started reading everything I could find. Books, articles, YouTube videosâyou name it, Iâve probably watched or read it.â
âBut itâs only been a few weeks.â
âThatâs plenty of time to get my research done.â
He lifted Olivia into his arms, cradling her against his chest. She cooed happily, blowing little spit bubbles on his shirt, whichâ
once again, to my utter surpriseâdidnât faze Noah in the slightest.
âI know I have a long way to go,â he said, âbut I wanted to get a head start. I thought it was important be as prepared as possible.â
I just stared at him, openâmouthed, completely unable to hide my shock.
âWhat?â he asked.
to I shook my head. âI... I never thought youâd actually care enough to learn all this.â I admitted. âI figured youâd just expect me or a nanny to handle it.â
Noahâs face fell slightly, a hint of hurt flashing in his eyes. âHannah, of course I care. It will be my child too. I believe a father should take on at least half of the childcare, if not more.â
He gently rocked Olivia as he continued, âA woman goes through so much with a pregnancyâthe physical pain, the hormonal changes, and then thereâs the matter of labor, which is some of the worst pain imaginable.â
He shook his head. âThe least a man can do is step up and make a motherâs life as comfortable and easy as possible. Itâs the bare minimum for all that work she does bringing a child into the world.â
His words hit me harder than I expected, embarrassment and shock washing over me. I didnât know what to sayânot that it mattered, anyway, because he was already brushing past me with Olivia in his arms.
We made our way back to the dining room in silence, my steps stumbling behind him as I tried to head around the version of Noah I thought I knew and whatever this was.
wrap my As we resumed our places at the table, Lily looked at us with a hopeful expression. âHow did it go?â
I felt my cheeks flush, the heat rising to my face as I mumbled, âHeâs really good with kids.â
The rest of dinner passed in a blur. I barely tasted the food, my thoughts preoccupied with the new side of Noah I was encountering. Was this kindness always there, hidden beneath his seemingly cold exterior? Or was this a recent development?
+25 BONUS Chapter 0314 Or... was this just another ploy? An act to make himself seem like the good guy in front of my parents? A tactic to keep me complacent so I wouldnât leave him?
When dessert was servedâa soft lemon custard dish that I normally lovedâa wave of nausea washed over me. The sight and scent of the dish were enough to turn my stomach, and I knew I had only seconds before the battle with my gag reflex would be lost.
âExcuse me,â I managed to choke out before bolting from the table.
I heard my motherâs voice calling after me, but I couldnât stop to explain. I barely made it to the bathroom in my old bedroom before the contents of my stomach made a hasty reappearance.
As I heaved over the toilet, the sound of the bathroom door opening reached my ears. Warm hands gathered my hair, holding it back from my face.
âIâm here,â Noah said gently.