Almost every word Lu Yuanbai said stimulated Shen Ciwenâs nerves.
The last thing he wanted to admit was spoken by Lu Yuanbai.
Lu Yuanbai looked at him and said, âWhat we have done is far closer than you think.â
Shen Ciwen blushed almost instantly after hearing this, âWhen did you realize it?â
He can see his nasty thoughts about him and his twisted feelings.
Lu Yuanbai lowered his eyes and didnât speak, but Shen Ciwen himself began to recall frantically in his mind.
When did Lu Yuanbaiâs eyes start to become dull?
Since the age of 20.
The age of 20 was the year that Lu Yuanbai chose to marry Duan Yu.
Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbai almost as if he was crazy, his eyes scarlet.
âYou knew it when you were 20 years old, and you knew you chose to marry Duan Yu.â
Shen Ciwenâs words came inexplicably.
It seemed that Lu Yuanbai had to accept him after knowing his nasty thoughts and unethical feelings for him.
Shen Ciwenâs superior facial features gradually distorted, and he even looked at Lu Yuanbai in pain, âYou know I like you yet why do you want to marry Duan Yu?â
Lu Yuanbai looked at Shen Ciwen in front of him.
âWhy wouldnât I choose to marry him?â
Shen Ciwen was taken aback by these words.
âWhy should I accept your feelings?â
âShen Ciwen.â Lu Yuanbai took Shen Ciwenâs hand away from his collar, âI think you think too much.â
Facing Lu Yuanbaiâs indifferent gaze, Shen Ciwen instantly stiffened in place.
âI have never not felt disgusted with you. You are my fatherâs illegitimate child. Your mother is the woman who hurt my mother. You and your parents ruined my life.â
âYou have been living around me since you were a child, as a stranger and as a friend, for more than ten years. In the end, on my birthday, you said that you were my fatherâs illegitimate child. Who wouldnât be disgusted?â
The kind of resentment and powerlessness that was deceived and concealed.
Lu Yuanbai will never forget it in his life.
âYou said you have feelings for me, but think for yourself if you feel sick or not.â
âYour feelings are against morality and ethics. What you and your mother did was despicable and unscrupulous. In the end, you still wanted me to accept your feelings. Donât you think itâs ridiculous?â
âShen Kangyong is the culprit who ruined my life. You and your mother are accomplices. Why should I accept you, and go back to Shenâs house? I canât wait to hide far away. Itâs been great not having you in my life.â
Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbaimwith scarlet red eyes, âStop talking!â
Lu Yuanbai: âWhy should I wait for you? Your dirty thoughts are just wishful thinking.â
âStop talking!â
Shen Ciwen yelled out angrily, his handsome face becoming very hideous.
He didnât want to hear Lu Yuanbaiâs rejection of him; these were not what he wanted to hear.
âIâm dirty and vulgar, yet Duan Yu is not?â
Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbai in distress, âDo you know what kind of person Duan Yu is? How much scenery he has planted, how many people he has ruined, how ruthless his methods are, how ruthless his heart is! You believe he is marrying you for your sake, but he is not! He is marrying you for the benefit you bring him!â
Shen Ciwen has followed Shen Kangyong to infect the capital in the past few years, and he can see almost everything clearly.
âDo you think he holds you and gives you good resources because he likes you, or because he loves you? He just wants to use your fame to promote his company.â
âEven top companies need marketing and publicity. Duan Yu naturally needs it, and you are the coolie in vain. You are famous. Those students who are not well-versed in the world and young people who have not entered the society can naturally know Duan Yuâs intention through you. You think Duan Yu loves you; he is just using you!â
âWhat kind of person Duan Yu is? Itâs the novelty and freshness that attract him. You donât know how many mistresses a big boss like him has out there. You think heâs watching over you, but in the last few years, heâs had at least two, if not three or four mistresses outside. Now you are being sold and helping him to make money.â
âEndless use, using your fame for profit, but you treat Duan Yuâs actions as love, and you still make people sleep in vain. Duan Yu loves you? Bah, he just sees you as interesting and fresh. He is lusting after you; taking off your clothes and taking possession of your body is his way to vent. Itâs not love. Itâs use. Only me, Brother Yuanbai, only I truly care about you.â
However, Lu Yuanbai regarded his true feelings for him as disgusting.
Shen Ciwen was emotional for a while, âIâm dirty and vurlgar. But isnât what Duan Yu did to you not dirty and vulgar?â
Lu Yuanbaiâs eyes looked at him dimly, âIf I donât marry Duan Yu, should I marry you?â
Shen Ciwen: âYouâ¦â
Then Lu Yuanbai didnât know what he was thinking of and suddenly laughed, âHe is really nasty like you said.â
âEven then,â Lu Yuanbaiâs eyes were stained with a hint of gloom, âI still like him.â
âHe uses me, so what about playing with me? I just like him.â
âHis thoughts on me are really unclean, but I like that he thinks of me like that. He wants to sleep with me and take off my clothes. All of this is entirely voluntary on my part. He is my man. Itâs not up to him how he wants to sleep with me. Itâs up to him.â
Lu Yuanbaiâs words rang in his ears, and Shen Ciwen was almost going crazy.
The jealousy in his heart almost reached its peak.
âLu Yuanbai, donât be crazy! Duan Yu doesnât love you! He is just using you, donât you understand it?! He will not want you in the future! What you are paying now is nothing in his eyes; you are just a boring thing!â
âThatâs what I want.â
Lu Yuanbai knew Duan Yuâs feelings for him very well in his heart; thus, he would not be provoked by Shen Ciwenâs words.
âIâm willing to undress in front of him, Iâm willing to let him sleep with me. He can only play with me.â
âNo way!â Shen Ciwen stepped forward and grabbed Lu Yuanbaiâs arm, âYou canât be with Duan Yu anymore. That man brainwashed you, Brother Yuanbai, you were deceived by Duan Yu.â
âYou can come with me. We wonât go back to Shenâs house this time. You donât want to go back? Then we wonât go back. We will go to other places. No one will find out if we go abroad. Just the two of us. I will take you away. I will treat you well. Lu Yuanbai, believe me, if you follow me, I will work hard to make money. I have learned a lot of skills in the past few years, and I will definitely not let you live a hard life.â
âYou left with me, and you are still the young master who has no worries about food and clothing. Think about it. If Duan Yu really loves you, why would he let you do these exposed jobs? He just uses you to play with you. You take it seriously. Donât be obsessed anymore. If you follow me, I promise to let you live carefree.â
Shen Ciwen was on the verge of growing ecstatic to the point where he actually wanted to approach Lu Yuanbai and give him a hug.
However, before he could put his arm around Yuanbaiâs shoulder, Shen Ciwen felt a sudden pain in his abdomen.
The next moment, he fell to the ground and vomited acid water.
Lu Yuanbai looked condescendingly at Shen Ciwen, who was half kneeling on the ground in embarrassment, and felt a little ridiculous for a moment.
The Shen family had done everything possible to drive his mother away. The illegitimate son and the second wife who were picked up are now at odds. Now it seems that Li Hanwei did not expect his son to have such feelings for him.
Lu Yuanbai couldnât tell how he was feeling about this situation. To say that it was retribution, Lu Yuanbai didnât have the pleasure he imagined. Lu Yuanbai only felt disgusted by Shen Ciwenâs liking for him.
In light of Shen Ciwenâs previous audacity, if he had read Li Hanwei and Shen Kangyong correctly, arrogant and uneducated parents would naturally have children with the same attitude.
Fortunately, he was educated by Lu Wanfang when he was a child. Although there was a lack of patriarchal love, Lu Wanfang filled Lu Yuanbai with his love.
Lu Yuanbai stared at Shen Ciwen. âI have no feelings for you, and your wishful thinking will not bear fruit.â
âEven if your feelings are put aside from the world, they cannot be accepted by others. Your feelings for me have been sneaking around and invisible from the beginning, hiding in the corner to spy, and committing obscenity in your mind. You only care about your own feelings; forcing others to accept yours. Shen Ciwen, you look too much at both yourself and your own feelings at the same time.â
âIn my eyes, your feelings are discarded, unable to rot. They are worthless. Even at first glance, you make me feel disgusted. Your feelings are just like those of Li Hanwei and Shen Kangyong. Itâs disgusting.â
âYou are the same as your parents. You have learned everything from Shen Kangyong and Li Hanwei very well. There is no one more suited to sitting than you in the position of Young Master Shen.â
When Shen Ciwen saw Lu Yuanbai planning to leave, he thought of turning around to stop him.
No one could have guessed Lu Yuanbai to raise the mobile phone in his hand where the screen of the mobile phone to be recording the interface.
âIf you donât want Shen Kangyong and Li Hanwei to know your disgusting thoughts about me, youâd better get out of here now.â
Shen Ciwen sat on the ground in embarrassment, and the sound of closing the door echoed in the silent corridor for a long time.
Lu Yuanbai breathed a sigh of relief after walking into the room.
In fact, Shen Ciwen was right at the beginning. Duan Yu was indeed using him before.
But this was also negotiated by the two from the beginning, in the marriage agreement.
Now that Duan Yuâs feelings for him have become true, no one can question or attack him.
It was true that the two had agreed to marry for the benefit of each other before, but now it is true that Duan Yu loves him.