Sure enough, at nine oâclock in the evening, Lu Yuanbai got off the elevator on this floor.
Shen Ciwen finally saw Lu Yuanbai whom he had been thinking about for more than half a year.
âBrother Yuanbai.â
Shen Ciwen stood in front of the door and looked at him.
Lu Yuanbai raised his eyes and glanced at him; his peach blossom eyes were dull and waveless, as if he hadnât seen anything, he walked straight past Shen Ciwen.
Shen Ciwen stood there, almost subconsciously reaching out to pull Lu Yuanbai back.
However, before he touched Lu Yuanbaiâs arm, Lu Yuanbai moved one step to dodge his approach.
âBrother Yuanbai.â
When Lu Yuanbai heard this, his handsome eyebrows frowned slightly, âWho allows you to call me that?â
The person in front of him had a cold face, a cold voice, and a pair of eyes staring at him with disgust. Shen Ciwen froze in place almost instantly after seeing Lu Yuanbaiâs eyes.
Even though the eighteen-year-old Lu Yuanbaiâs eyes were filled with disgust when he looked at him, they were not completely indifferent because Lu Yuanbai was filled with a fire in his heart.
But now Lu Yuanbaiâs eyes seemed to be looking at someone who had nothing to do with him, with hatred in his eyes.
When did Lu Yuanbai start to look at himself in this way? Since the age of twenty.
That year, Lu Yuanbaiâs eyes looked at him from disgust and hatred to more and more indifference, as if his appearance in his heart could no longer make any waves.
Shen Ciwen suddenly had an ominous feeling in his heart.
âYuanâ¦Lu Yuanbai, youâ¦â Shen Ciwen was a little uncertain for a while but still tentatively asked, âHow are you?â
Lu Yuanbai didnât look at him; instead, he stepped forward to move.
The tiresome silence was Lu Yuanbaiâs best answer to Shen Ciwen.
Shen Ciwenâs heart dropped almost instantly.
But his face quickly turned into a provocative look, âWhy are you so unwilling to see me now?â
What he was most afraid of was that Lu Yuanbai didnât have him in his eyes. He was eager to get Lu Yuanbaiâs attention, just like he had been hiding in the corner and secretly peeking at Lu Yuanbai for all his youth.
Even if he uses Lu Yuanbaiâs disgust to get the attention of the other party, thatâs fine.
He wanted Lu Yuanbai to see him.
âYou do not want to see me, but Iâm not here for what you think. I just want to see what the young master of the Shen family looked like in the past.â
As he said, Shen Ciwen caught up with Lu Yuanbai and stood in front of him.
The superior-looking facial features twisted sarcastically, âLook at what you look like now. for a film that was closed for filming and was injured and hospitalized, itâs embarrassing to think about it.â
âIf you went back to Shenâs house early in the morning before, where would there be so many things? Itâs not that the Shen family canât tolerate you; itâs that you are narrow-minded.â
Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbaiâs cold face and used the harsh language that he knew the other party didnât want to hear the most. He wanted to use this way to let Lu Yuanbai look at him, so that the other partyâs emotionless peach blossom eyes had emotional ups and downs because of him.
He didnât want Lu Yuanbai to look at him like a stranger when he looked at him.
He wanted to have contact with Lu Yuanbai.
âIf you want to go back to Shenâs house now, you can beg me; Iâll go back and help you by saying a few good things in front of your dad; maybe you can come back with your tail between your legs. After you go back, you donât have to survive like this, shooting till midnight.â
âYou just have to come backâ¦â
âShen Ciwen.â
Shen Ciwen was halfway through his speech when the indifferent voice of the person in front of him cut off his words.
Hearing his name spoken from Lu Yuanbaiâs mouth, Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbai almost excitedly.
âWhy? Are you tempted?â
However, at this time, Lu Yuanbaiâs eyes were still indifferent, and he looked at Shen Ciwen as if he were looking at a clown jumping on a beam, âDonât you think you are ridiculous?â
The smile on Shen Ciwenâs face stiffened.
Lu Yuanbai stood upright opposite him: âSince the day I left the Shen family, I have never thought about going back.â
âThose thoughts are just the result of you and Shen Kangyongâs obscenity.â
âThe glory and wealth of the Shen family, and the position of the young master of the Shen family; I donât care about them.â
âThere is only disgust in my heart. I hate the Shen family, Shen Kangyong, your mother, and you at the same time.â
Shen Ciwen stood almost stiffly in place.
Then Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbai and wanted to say something, and the next moment he listened to the indifferent voice.ï¼
âDo you really think I donât know them?â
Shen Ciwen held Lu Yuanbaiâs gaze, and for a while he was a little evasive for some reason.
Donâtâ¦â¦
Donât say it.
âThose disgusting thoughts you have about me.â
Indifferent words came into his ears, and Shen Ciwenâs pupils suddenly tightened.
Lu Yuanbai looked at him. Since he stepped into the big dirty dye tank of the entertainment industry, Lu Yuanbai has seen the ugliness of the world almost every time.
The ability to see people has naturally grown.
And the abilities honed with these experiences also allowed Lu Yuanbai to see Shen Ciwen, who had been crawling beside him.
The other partyâs eyes looked at him vaguely. Lu Yuanbai didnât know it before, but the painful experience at the age of 20 made him see Shen Ciwen again, and he saw through the other partyâs inner thoughts at a glance.
Lu Yuanbai felt sick immediately.
The illegitimate son of the dove occupying the magpie's nest has feelings for him.
This feeling is not ordinary affection or friendship, but a very twisted idea of love that violates ethics.
Lu Yuanbai was there, and every time he saw Shen Ciwen again, he would feel sick. This person who had plundered his life had twisted thoughts about him.
Absurd.
Itâs ridiculous.
Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbai in shock, unable to refute it.
âHow did you know!â Shen Ciwen stepped forward and looked at Lu Yuanbai.
Lu Yuanbai: âIf you want me to tell you, put away your disgusting eyes first.â
Shen Ciwen didnât know what to do for a while, as the feelings for Lu Yuanbai in his heart became more and more turbulent.
âBrother Yuanbai, I like you. I have liked you since I was in high school. I have always regarded my feelings for you as hate, but after all this time, I realized that it was not hate. Iâ¦â
As he said, Shen Ciwen wanted to raise his hand to touch Lu Yuanbai.
Lu Yuanbai jerked to the side.
âBrother Yuanbai, Iâm jealous. Iâm jealous of Duan Yuâs marriage to you. Iâm really jealous that Iâm going crazy.â
Now that Lu Yuanbai already knew his feelings for him, Shen Ciwen was no longer hesitant.
âIâm jealous that Duan Yu can stay with you every day, eat with you, andâ¦â
Shen Ciwen didnât want to say more when he thought of Duan Yu and Lu Yuanbaiâs intimacy.
Who would have guessed Lu Yuanbai would say the following: âWe kissed and did the deed. Duan Yu and I have done all the dirty things in your mind.â