Chapter 14: Chapter 13 P2 : Assurance

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Sterling's POV

Hunger,I think that's a interesting topic to talk about because the way Rachel is looking at me,it's just that.

I cleared my throat and break eye contact with her,readjusting myself.I averted my attention to Blair and Eric instead and started small talk,leaving Rachel out of the conversation.

"So I mean we did gardening today so that was fun." I said and Eric nodded,explaining more about our community work to Blair.

"I think what you guys are doing is great." Rachel added,and grazes her hand on my thighs.I didn't realised that her hand went under the table and I was getting dizzy.Really dizzy.

"Yeah,it's been something,alright.I think Sterling is always excited about it." Eric pointed out and Rachel turns to me,her hand going higher up.

"Uhh...yeah.Community work is such fun and contributing back to society,it is-" I choked on my breath as she squeezed my butt.

"You okay,Sterl?" Blair eyes me suspiciously and I nodded.Rachel smirked,knowing she was in total control of the situation.

"Yeah,all good....I'm just gonna go the bathroom." I excused myself and Rachel looks at me,getting the message.

I went to the bathroom, turned on by the sudden teasing by Rachel.I mean I didn't expect that from Rachel.She's always so sweet and playful but who knew she was a freak?

I waited for Rachel,agitated with every second that passes by.She was clearly teasing me,wanting to be in control.I kind of dig that.

The door opened and Rachel walks in,her eyes on me.Only me,like I was her target.

We both knew what we wanted.What we crave of at the moment.Even though it was too soon.

Every step she took,I moved a step back.The tension between us even heavier until I found myself bumping into the wall.Now,I had nowhere to run and she smirked.

She wraps her arms around my waist and pulled me to her,our bodies now pressed against each other.

Her hands travelled further up my neck and I looked at her,our breathing ragged and our hearts thumping loudly.

I looked at her lips and back to her green eyes.She pushed my hair back and brushed her thumb against my bottom lips,staring at it.My lips tingle,begging to touch her.

I couldn't help it anymore and caught her lips with mine,taking in everything.

Her soft lips,her scent,her tongue all together was overwhelmed but it felt good.

She starts kissing my neck,her mouth eagerly moving against my bare skin and leaving small marks as always.I gasped a little and she reattaches her lips back to mine,kissing me aggressively.

I didn't like how she had a lot of control right now.

I spun her around,with Rachel having her back against the wall.I kissed her neck as well,giving her hickeys that were visible from afar.I wanted others to know she's mine.

"Sterl...." Rachel runs a hand through my hair and stifled a gasp.

She then picks me up and I had my legs wrapped around hers,kissing her passionately.She lead us to the one of the empty stalls and closed the door behind.

She sat down and straddled my hips,rocking our bodies slowly.I teased her by biting her bottom lips and pulling away.

She smirked and was ready to lean in again when someone opened the bathroom door.

"Guys! I mean Sterling,Luke's outside and he's in terrible shape." Blair walked in and shouted,startling both Rachel and I.

So much for hooking up in a public restroom.

"I'll be there in a sec!" I shouted back and footsteps starts to recede and the door closes.

"I guess we have to continue this some other time?" I said and remove myself from Rachel.

"Yeah..." She kissed me again before letting me leave.

"Luke...what's going on?" I trailed and this sight was worst than when Luke and I broke up.

It looks like he just witness someone die or something,which would be really sad.

"I..uh.." He couldn't even continue and starts to break down.His eyes were puffy and red,his shirt is crippled and his hair was a mess.

This is the worst.

I went up to him and enveloped him into a hug,as his head slumped on my shoulders.His hands pulling me closer to him,like he needed something to hold on to.

"It's okay..Luke." I tried to soothe him down but it only made it worse.

His tears were dampening my shirt and his cries grew louder,causing a scene now.Rachel came out of the bathroom and saw the sight.

I'm guessing we should talk about exes really soon.

I lead Luke out of the restaurant to avoid further attention and brings him to beach nearby.It was really close and it was peaceful.

We sat on the bench and took in the scenery for a while.The waves crashing against each other and the cool breeze,just a typical chilly night. I looked back at Luke.

"So what happened? I think this is the worst I've ever seen you." I stated and he slumps his shoulder and sighs.

"I broke up with April." Luke said solemnly and I gasped,holding a hand over my mouth.

"No...that's...Luke..." I brought his head to my shoulders again as I hugged him tightly.He didn't deserve this at all.He's so pure,sensitive and now he's going through heartbreak again,it's like good guys always finish last.

"I mean you guys were so happy and looked good together.Was there something wrong?" I asked because I knew April.I knew April would be asking for the break-up and she wouldn't have done it without a reason.Was it because of me?

"She kissed Brian right in front of me,Sterl.In front of me." He explained,his voice hinting that he didn't want it to be true.

April kissed Brian? After hearing Brian talking about how they're just close friends,nothing more..

She's such...I can't even be mad at April anymore.

My anger now was focused on Brian.He knew that April was with Luke,and he still had the audacity to kiss her.

And April...she wouldn't be in a good shape either.Probably crying as well or worse.Regardless,Luke still meant something to April for these past few years.

"Did she try explaining? You have to hear her side of the story as well." I tried to reason out,because it probably wasn't April's fault.

As much as I dislike the sight of them together,they make each other happy and I know that Luke really loves April.

The way he looks at her and gives her affection.

"That's not the worse part,I think she's in love with someone else." This one really hit me.

"Luke..." I gave him more hugs and assurance to make him feel okay again.Honestly,it takes time.

"Things with you were so easy.Simple.We loved one another and get each other whether it was circumstance or not." Luke lets out,taking my hand.

"I just-" Luke leans in but I gently pushed me away.

"I..I'm sorry,Sterl.I just..thought..well.." He stammered,backing away now.

"I'm taken." I said,and saying that to Luke really takes the weight of my chest.I haven't told Luke about my personal life on a daily basis and being able to tell him now feels great.

"Oh..that's great,Sterl.Congrats.Who's the lucky guy?" He nudged me playfully and I chuckled nervously.

This is the part where I haven't told him yet.

"It's a girl."