Of course, the window I launched myself out of just happened to be at the very edge of the floating island. It couldnât have been one that conveniently opened up to a nice grassy garden, oh no.
Nope, I watch helplessly as the castle and then the base of the island whizzes past. Wind whips around me, tangling my hair and pushing against my skin as if it wants to punish me.
I look back and try to flex my wings, but I realize how much harder they are to control now that theyâre corporeal. Of course I would realize this Iâve already jumped through a window.
I grit my teeth and strain to stretch them out. My back muscles scream in protest, but I somehow manage to do it. The wind catches them instantly and Iâm yanked sideways.
I try to straighten myself out, but I canât get the hang of it, and I start to spin sickeningly fast. The kingdomâs floating island is already far above me. I can see other floating islands all around, too, but I have no hope for reaching any of them if I canât learn how to fly in my new physical body.
I scream into the air in frustration as I continue to rotate, my stomach ready to heave. I flap my arms out to my sides and force my wings to spread further out, even as the muscles in my back burn with an agonizing tightness. I spread my legs out straight and clench my teeth in concentration.
I feel the air pushing at me relentlessly, wanting to control me, wanting to blow me wherever it wants, but I know that if I donât stop falling, I will either fall forever or crash to my death. I donât like either of those options.
With another ear-splitting scream that burns my throat, I lift my wings and flap against the punishing wind. Up, down. Up, down. Up, down. Finally, I manage to stop spinning and I straighten out. Iâve been falling for a long time now, and the kingdom island is no longer in view. At least thereâs that.
I turn forward again and am relieved when I see an island far below. I know I canât fly for much longer, because my muscles are screaming and my wings feel weak, so I flap toward it with all the strength that I have left.
All I can see are green trees. No cities, no houses. Itâs a much smaller island, maybe only about a tenth of the size of the kingdom island, and with a lurch, I recognize it immediately. The island where I saw the three very kissable sexy tail-men.
I fly/fall toward the trees as I near the island. I know I need to slow down, but I donât know how. I keep trying to flap, but my muscles are shaking so badly now that they donât want to lift anymore. A cry wrenches from my throat as I try, but itâs no use.
My wings canât hold me anymore or fight against the incessant gravity that is so new to them. I watch as the ground comes closer and closer. Just before I hit the line of trees, I see something whizz toward me.
I scream as an arrow pierces through my right wing.
I fall.
And fall.
And fall.
Iâm really sick of falling.
I crash into the trees. Every branch that hits me on the way down is like a punishing whip. I try to tuck my wings in, but I scream again because the arrow is still stuck in it and every movement is agony.
I feel every scratch that cuts into me as the branches flay me from all directions. The trees rip me apart, and yet every resistance also helps to slow me down. Talk about a silver lining. Itâs barely silver. More like really, really, really dark gray.
Just when Iâm sure I canât take any more of a beating, I crash to the ground. I land on my arms and knees, tucked into a ball, and my chin slams against the dirt, jarring my teeth together. Whoa. Being corporeal hurts.
I roll over onto my back and stay there breathing, feeling every ounce of pain as it ripples through me. I canât move my wings and I canât reach where the arrow pierced me, either. All I can see are black dots that swim in front of me, and my heart hammers against my chest so hard that Iâm sure itâs about to explode.
My vision is just beginning to clear when hands pounce on me. In a split second, multiple sets are holding me down. As if Iâm in any condition to move. But the moment their hands touch my skin, something happens.
The strange white lightning that has been stuck under my skin ever since the prince launched his magical attack on me suddenly transfers to the people pinning me down. Thereâs a painful jolt at their touch and then the hands snatch away from me.
âWhat did you do to us?â one of the voices above me yells.
I blink several times to rid the blurry tears from my eyes, trying to make sense of his words. When my vision clears, I see them.
The three men that I first saw when I came to this realm. Itâs First, Second and Third. The sexy tail-guys in all their gorgeous, muscled glory. Theyâre staring down at me with fierce scowls.
âYou can see me?â I ask shakily, because I need to know for sure. My mind realizes that they touched me, that theyâre looking at me, but I need to hear them say it.
My heart is in my throat as I wait for an answer. Whatever the prince did to me, itâs surely about to end and Iâll go invisible and unfeeling again.
It would be my luck to be turned physical only to fall down stairs, trip over my feet, crash through a window, plummet through the sky, be hit by an arrow, and then crash through trees and fall to the ground before turning intangible again.
Seriously. Iâm waiting for it.
âWhat did you do to us?â Third asks.
âWhat?â I croak.
Sexy strong First grabs my face so that his thumb and fingers are clamped down on my jaw. Itâs not very polite. âWhat. Did. You. Do?â
I swallow because he looks crazy scary. âI-I didnât do anything.â
His grip digs into me painfully, but Second leans forward. The nice one. You can just tell heâs nice by the look in his brown eyes. Except he doesnât look so nice right now. âSomething happened when we touched you,â he explains. He lifts a hand and I see that the strange crackling light that had been under my skin is now beneath theirs. After a moment, I watch as it fizzles out. âWhat did you do?â
âI donât know,â I say, watching as his palm returns to normal. âI donât know what that was.â
Itâs difficult to talk with my jaw being held, so I jerk my face out of Firstâs grip. âI say we tie her up,â First says to the others.
âWhat?â I squeak. âTie me up? For what?â
He ignores me. Okay, so mister strong and sexy is a jerk. Surprise, surprise.
I snap my fingers in front of his face to get his attention. Except I canât really snap since Iâve never done it before, so my fingers make a weird, fumbling motion minus the sound. Still, it makes First look back down at me, so thatâs a win.
âHey. I asked you a question. Tie me up for what? I donât want to be tied up,â I tell him. Then I consider it. âWell, unless itâs for, like, some hot bondage-type stuff. I might be okay with that. Except youâll have to go easy on me for the first time. Iâm new at all this. Plus Iâm injured. Weâll need a safe word. How about pineapple?â Because itâs always pineapple.
Iâm rambling, right? I think Iâm rambling. Ouch, I hurt everywhere.
He just stares at me. And stares. And stares. Someone whistles under his breath.
âBloody hells,â Third says with a salacious smirk. âWhere you been all my life?â
âShut up,â First snaps at him. âSheâs an enemy. Weâre tying her up and then Iâll interrogate her. Weâll get answers by any means necessary.â
Whoa. So definitely not the fun kind of tying up then. Well, in that case, heâs definitely not the first one Iâd kiss anymore. Heâs just dropped himself right into last place. Asshole.
When he turns to look at the others, I notice that he has a quiver and bow strapped to his back. I gasp in outrage. â
shot me with an arrow!â
He turns and glares down at me. âYou were infiltrating our island.â
I narrow my eyes. âInfiltrating? What is this, a war zone? I was I couldnât help where I landed.â
âSure,â he says, as if he doesnât believe me at all. Yep. Heâs definitely in last place.
I try to roll over, but even that is too much and I end up stuck on my side, breathing through the pain as my head spins. Damn.
Third kneels in front of me. His eyes run up and down over me, assessing. âWhat are you?â
I hear First scoff behind me. âIsnât it obvious? Sheâs a demon.â
I whip my head around to glare at him. âExcuse me? I am a demon!â
âYou have red wings.â
âTheyâre feathered,â I counter defensively. âDemons donât have feathers, and their wings are black. Besides, I have pink hair. Have you ever seen a demon with pink hair?â
First crosses his massive arms in front of him. âIâm seeing one now.â
I open my mouth to tell him off when Third cuts across me. âWhat are you?â he asks again.
âWhat does it matter?â I snap. âYouâve shot me with an arrow and now youâre going to tie me up. I havenât done anything to any of you. You can all go to hell.â
First snorts. âSpoken like a true demon.â
âEnough, Ronak,â Second says. I give FirstâRonak, a triumphant look. âYeah, enough,â I say, glad to finally get someone whoâs talking some sense. âYouâre not first anymore.â
He scowls down at me. âWhat?â
âYou were first, but that was before I knew you were such a giant ass. Youâre definitely not first anymore. I strip you of the honor. Iâll call you Not-First from now on.â
Not FirstâRonakâstares at me like Iâm insane and then lets out a long-suffering sigh. âWhatâs she spewing about?â
Third smirks. âI like her.â
âNobody asked you,â Not-First snaps.
âFuck off, Ronak.â
âYeah, fuck off, Not-First,â I add. All three of them frown at me. Whoops. I guess Iâm not allowed to say that.
Second pinches the bridge of his nose and closes his eyes, like heâs really trying to keep the situation under control. âCould you two not start?â he says to them. He opens his eyes to look back at me. âWhat are you talking about with Ronak being first?â
I begin to explain their ranking. âFirst, Second, Third,â I say, pointing to each one of them in correct order. âExcept not in first place anymore,â I say, pointing back at Ronak. âHis attitude is deplorable.â
âYou put us in order?â Third asks, his lips twitching up to betray his amusement âOf course.â Seriously, who wouldnât?
âIn order of what?â
I open my mouth to tell them about my kissing order, but stop myself just in time. âWouldnât you like to know,â I taunt.
Second sighs. âOkay, okay. We arenât getting anywhere and sheâs bleeding all over our island. Evert, help me pick her up. Weâll take her to the cabin and see to her wounds.â
âAre you out of your mind?â Ronak snaps. âSheâs an enemy.â
âOh, screw off,â Third says. âDo you ever pull the stick out of your ass?â
Not-First glares back at him like he wants to melt his face off.
Second gets between them before things can escalate. Heâs obviously the peacekeeper of the group. âLook at her, Ronak,â he says quietly. âSheâs weak and hurt. Sheâs not going anywhere. I donât think sheâs like the other ones.â
That has me perking up, despite the pain Iâm in. âWhat other ones?â I ask. I donât get an answer. Does he mean other cupids? No, that doesnât make sense. But then what does he mean?
âWhatâs your name?â Second asks.
Well if they wonât answer my questions, I wonât answer theirs. I raise my chin in a show of obstinacy. âI donât have a name, but I wish I did just so that I could refuse to give it to you,â I snap.
Third laughs. âYep. I was right. I do like her.â
âShut the fuck up, Evert!â Ronak snarls. âGet her back and tie her up. Now.â He turns and stalks away, the bow and quiver slapping against his massive back as he stomps away from us.
ThirdâEvert, rolls his eyes. âYou really going along with this?â
Second sighs. âYou know how this looks, Evert. Maybe Ronakâs rightââ
âYeah, Iâm gonna stop you right there, because right and Ronak donât go together.â
âYouâre just arguing for the sake of arguing,â Second says quietly. âNo matter what Ronak would have said, you wouldâve taken the opposite side like you always do.â
Third just shrugs at the accusation, like thatâs exactly what heâd do and he doesnât give a damn who knows it.
âDonât be like this. Ronak could be right about her. When has someone come to our island that didnât mean us harm? Never,â he says, answering his own question. âIn all the years weâve been here, thereâs never been one person or creature that was sent here unless it was to hurt us. Be smart about this.â
âSmart? Is that what you are for kissing his ass?â
âI donât kiss his ass. I just donât hold a grudge like you.â
This would all be terribly fascinating if, you know, I wasnât bleeding out and curled up in agony. âCan you guys argue later? Whatever youâre going to do, just do it. Everything hurts,â I grit out between clenched teeth.
That brings their attention back to me. âHelp me bring her back to the cabin,â Second says, coming forward.
ThirdâEvert, sighs. âIf it was up to me, Iâd take you back to my bed and tie you up under very different circumstances, but it seems Iâm overruled,â he says, making my heart do this weird flip-flop thing. âSo just try and be a good little enemy bird, wonât you?â
I have no idea what to say to that.