Chapter 14: Chapter 14

Drew didn’t know what to do; he was standing in front of his apartment building debating on how to approach this. Face David or move away?

Shit he can’t move away, he had his life here if anything David should be the one to move. He mentally smacks himself at how selfish he was being, it was David who told him to go to his room last night, it was David to point out that he was drunk, and Drew had just pretty much ignored him. He shook his head and turn around to walk away, he checked to see if he had his wallet before calling for a cab, he called his work to tell them that would be out of town for a few days, a family emergency.

With his mind made up, he told the cab driver to take him to the airport.

He was conscious he was traveling with only his cellphone, wallet and the clothes he was wearing, he knew he could buy clothes so he wasn’t worried about that, his family had money and even though he had never been a big spender but he would but whatever he needed, he knew this was important, he needed it to face the one person who made him the man he was today, he had to face the one person that made him fear commitment and love if he ever wanted to face David at all.

David had been looking out the window, he saw Drew standing there, and he silently whispered, ‘’come on Drew, you can do it, come in so that we could talk about it.’’ His face drops as he see Drew shake his head, Drew walked away with his cell phone to his ear.

‘’Wow, didn’t even say, bang bam thank you man.’’ David scoffs as he moves from the window, he went to his room, well Evan’s room and started to pack his bags, enough of this shit, yes he was an asshole but he was trying to change, Drew wasn’t, he was and always will be a player who just found out about gay sex, maybe he didn’t like it, David huffs yeah they did it three times and Drew didn’t like it.

David wanted, no he needed to get out of here before Drew came back, he wasn’t a pity loser, no he was a man who made mistakes, and one of the biggest ones was falling in love with someone who didn’t return the feelings.

He had no one to blamed but himself, he pursuit Drew, he flirted with him, pushed him to the edge and he got exactly what Evan had said, ‘Drew is not gay and you’re going to end up getting hurt, or killed’.

This right now hurt him, shit he could almost say it was slowly killing him.

He took out his cell phone and dials Evan, he owe it to his ex and friend to let him know that he was moving out and to tell him thank you for your help.

‘’Hello? David what’s up?’’ Evan’s voice sounded concerned and David lost it.

He did something he had never done, not even when his family had turned their backs on him when he announced he was gay, he silently cried.

‘’Evan, nothing is wrong, I’m just letting you know that I’m moving out, I have someone who needs a roommate and since I’m starting an internship tomorrow with him then it just made sense.’’ David managed to say softly, he was trying to contend the sobs that were threating to come out, after all this was his entire fault.

‘’David, man you sound weird, what’s going on?’’ Evan always the smart one, he always knew, when something was wrong.

‘’I, well me and Drew we just didn’t clicked.’’ He tried to speak but as he said Drew’s name his voice croaked.

‘’David what happened? Tell me, please.’’ David shut his eyes as he leans his back on the wall.

‘’We had a fight after Drew came home from work yesterday, he saw the food, the roses, the music and put two and two together, he left pissed, when he came back he was drunk and came into my room and we, well we ended up having sex, I didn’t take advantage of him, I actually tried to send him to his room, but he had his mind made up and me being the selfish bastard the I’m went with it, he left this morning for work, and a while back he was outside and then all of the sudden he took off, so I’m thinking he couldn’t face me after what happened, but is not his fault, Evan I pushed him and pushed him so I don’t blame him for caving. I just need to get out of here, so that it doesn’t hurt me when I faced him and he acts like nothing happen.’’ After telling Evan everything, he fell silent, waiting to hear Evan said something like, ‘you’re right this is your fault and you deserved what you got’, but instead he got.

‘’Was he top? David, did you let him top you?’’ Evan’s voice was soft and quiet.

‘’Yes.’’ David answers.

‘’Damn it, did you tell him that?’’ Evan’s voice was rising in anger, and it confused David.

‘’No, I thought he knew, what does it matter?’’ He finally asks the other man.

‘’David, he took your virginity, even though we’re not girls, a bottom always treasures that, dude that’s giving all your trust to the one you love, like you said, David do what you have to do, but don’t shut me out, we’re still friends and after I call that jackass that is my best friend to give him a piece of my mind, I’ll be calling you to make sure you getting settled, ok.’’ David was speechless for a few seconds, he blinks once and then twice and he hears Evan shouting.

‘’David! Do you hear me? David are you still there?’’ David came back to reality and sighs, ‘’Evan I’m here, I was just shocked at what you said, I didn’t think you like me that much as a friend.’’ He was ashamed to admit it, he had been a real jerk to poor Evan and here he was trying to help him.

‘’We’re friends David, and I do anything for my friends, now do you need any money until you get back on your feet?’’ David smiles a little, feeling a bit better about the situation.

‘’No, I still have my personal bank account, I opened a long time ago and had deposited some money in there just in case, I just now got all the information I needed to make withdrawals so I’m good, thanks for asking though.’’ It warmed David at how nice and sweet Evan was with him.

‘’Ok, I’ll keep in touch and you do the same, if you need to talk call me day or night.’’ Evan offers and David nods but felt stupid since he was on the phone, not face to face with the little guy.

‘’Yes, I will thank you Evan, for everything.’’ They said their good byes and David called a cab to go to a hotel to spend the night, he didn’t want to be here when Drew came back drunk.

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Evan kept redialing Drew’s number and he kept getting send to voicemail.

‘’Damn it Drew, fucking answer my phone, your voicemail is already full jackass!’’ Evan snaps as he leaves the last message. Andrew came into the room holding his overnight bag; he was getting everything ready so that he could fly the next day.

‘’Baby what’s going on?’’ He questions his younger lover.

‘’Your son is an asshole, he keeps sending me to voicemail, and I’m pissed, he ran out on David after he had sex with him, I mean who does that?’’ Evan shouts as he throws his hands up in the air angrily.

‘’Drew, that’s who, I mean he’s done it with a bunch of girls so why are you shocked that he did it this time?’’ Andrew tilted his head as he asks Evan.

‘’I know, I know it’s just hard to process all this, I mean it was he that went into David’s room and had wicked sex with him, even though David told him to go and sleep it off because he was drunk, Drew ignored it and continued it.’’ Andrew widens his eyes in surprised.

‘’Drew went after David, wait if they had sex, who was, you know the catcher?’’ Andrew questions.

‘’David, was the bottom, which is a big deal since a top never bottoms for anyone unless he really does love that person and he trusts him as well.’’ Evan whispers.

‘’So, he trusts Drew and he really does love him.’’ Andrew was feeling bad for David now.

‘’Could you try and get ahold of him for me, maybe he knows that David already called me and that’s why he’s dodging my calls, which is a first since me and him never have fights.’’ Evan pleaded looking oh so pretty that Andrew right away did what he was asked to do.

Drew got off the plane and took out his cellphone out of his pocket, he forgot his charger so he had shut it off so that he could save the juice, and of course during a plane trip he always shuts it off.

His face pale when he saw his cellphone’s screen blinked alerting him of his voicemail being full.

Message 1- ‘Drew where the hell are you? And why are you sending me to voicemail, I told you about that shit!’’ Evan’s voice sounded pissed.

Message 2- ‘Damn it Drew, this isn’t funny, answer you goddamn phone!’’ Was it him or Evan was getting meaner and meaner as the messages went on and on.

He decided to erase the rest of them without listening to them; he’ll make it up to Evan as soon as he fixed his problems.

His phone went off and he groans as his dad’s name flashes on the screen.

‘’Yeah, old man what’s up?’’ He tried to sound calm, but he knew his dad was doing Evan’s dirty work.

‘’Drew, where are you and why are you screening your calls?’’ Andrew questions in pauses, Drew knew Evan was right next to his dad telling him what to say.

‘’Dad, put your man on the phone, I know he’s ordering you.’’ Drew drawls as he stops walking towards the exit.

His father actually sighs in relief and said ok, not even seconds and Evan was on the other line.

‘’What’s going on with you? Drew why are you acting this way? Are you confused, do you think you’re not gay and that’s why you ran off as soon as you took David’s back door virginity?’’ Drew tried to keep up with the little queen on the other line, but something got stuck on his head, David’s back door virginity?

‘’His what?’’ He gaped at the phone and then puts it back on his ear.

‘’Drew, he’s never bottom for anyone, he wanted to save that for the one he loves and trust.’’ Drew felt ten times worst, now he was a double douche bag.

‘’Damn, I didn’t know, he didn’t tell me.’’ He was speechless.

‘’Not to create a double standard about man’s virginity’s and woman, but to us gay people, we take that very seriously and for David to lose it with a drunk who doesn’t love him, well it’s heart broken, he was crying Drew, when he called me to tell me he was moving out before you came home, he saw you outside the window, he saw you walking away from the apartment, from him.’’ Drew’s chest tighten as he picture David with a broken face, crying and in pain, he really fucked up.

‘’Where are you Drew?’’ He looks around the airport, and the city’s name. He was somewhere he needs to be; somewhere he had to be to face his fears of love and commitment.

‘’It’s time I face my demons Evan. I’ll call you when I’m done and then we can talk about me and David, ok?’’ He prayed that Evan wouldn’t push him to tell him where he was, he had to do this alone.

‘’Ok, if you need help, call me ok, I love you Drew.’’ Evan said softly and Drew reply with his own I love you before he hang up.

~*~*~*~*~*

‘’I hope everything works out.’’ Evan croons as he hands Andrew his cellphone.

‘’So what do you want to do on your last night here, watch a movie or go out to eat?’’ Evan tried to sound like it wasn’t bothering him that Andrew was leaving the next day.

‘’Actually I was kind of hoping we stayed in tonight, and do something special.’’ Andrew blushed as Evan frowns in confusion.

‘’Oh, is Andrew needing some Evan?’’ Evan teased while he waggles his eyebrows up and down in a, what he thought it was a seductive way.

‘’God, don’t ever do that, ever again, it makes you look like chucky the doll.’’ Andrew shivers and Evan just snorts.

Andrew rolls his eyes but smiles and wraps his arms around Evan’s small waist, pulling him closer to him, Andrew leans down and sets his chin on Evan’s shoulder, and then he slowly turns so that his lips were pressed on Evan’s ear and nips it.

‘’I was actually thinking more along the ways, of you being in me, trust and love remember?’’ Andrew murmurs in Evan’s ear as he continued to suck and softly bite on Evan’s ear.

‘’Are you sure? Andrew you don’t have to do that, I’m perfectly happy the way we are, as long as I’m with you it doesn’t matter who’s top.’’ Evan coos softly.

He was nervous he had only top a couple of times but that was back in high school and with another fresh out of the closet teenager, out with each other but not out to the public that is.

‘’Come on, I’m sure let’s go make love.’’ Andrew states with a smile, Evan looked into his lover’s eyes, in them he saw love, adoration and fear, Evan was about to ask what Andrew’s fear was, but then it dawned on him, fear of rejection. Andrew was afraid of Evan rejecting him this time.

That only meant that, Andrew wanted Evan to know that the older man did love him and trusted him, he wanted Evan to feel the same way.

‘’Ok, we can try it but just know I’m not the best top out there.’’ Evan confesses to the older man.

‘’That’s ok, it will be my very first time at being a bottom so I think we’ll manage.’’ Andrew chirps and they both chuckle as they started walking towards the bedroom.

*WARNING SEX SCENES AHEAD*

Evan’s body came to life as Andrew gently stroked down his spine to the crack of his ass. The way he scraped one finger along it, making Evan feel it even through layers of clothing sent blood flooding to his groin.

‘’Better naked, definitely better.’’ Evan murmurs.

‘’Glad you feel that way.’’ Andrew growled as he tears off Evan’s shirt.

‘’Are you having second thoughts about being top?’’ Andrew questions softly.

Evan smiled and shook his head, wanting to reassure the big man that the fact that his lover was willing to let Evan top him was a precious gift.

‘’You’re incredibly, handsome, kind, sweet, thoughtful. I’m so glad you came into my life, I love you.’’ Evan whispers.

Instead of responding to that, Andrew closed the distance between their mouths and took Evan’s lips in a deep kiss. Evan clung to his lover as Andrew plundered his mouth. A whole body shiver took him as Andrew used his flexible tongue to wrap around Evan’s and stroke it sensuously.

Moaning, Evan’s grip tightened around Andrew’s shoulders, he rocked his hips forward, desperately needing pressure on his shaft. Andrew growled into his mouth, and the vibrations seemed to travel through his entire body to his already engorged shaft.

It didn’t register that they’d moved until Evan felt his back pressed into the bed. Andrew settled between his legs, and although Andrew was bigger than him, he felt cherished instead of suffocated.

They stop and came up for air, Evan’s heart pounded in his chest, his breath came in short gasps, and blood swelled his shaft. They started to strip off, Evan was having problems with his pants, and by the time he got them open and looked back up he gasps at the sight in front of him, and Andrew was already naked and lay on his side, watching him. Andrew held a bottle of lube in one hand and the other one was behind him, Evan didn’t have to ask as he saw movement behind him, it excited him to no end seeing Andrew stretching himself.

Evan joined Andrew on bed, looking at his lover, the heat of Andrew’s gaze sent a shiver of need through him and he hissed as his shaft oozed a bead of pre-cum. His noise turned into a whimper when Andrew ran the index finger of his free hand around Evan’s nipples.

Once Andrew knew he was ready he took his fingers out and look at Evan, taking in the concerned gaze, Andrew saw , he reached down and traced the firm brow ridge that was in place of  the younger’s man eyebrow. ‘’I’m ready, make me yours baby.’’ Andrew crooned softly.

Evan’s heart tightened at Andrew’s words, making his breath hitch in his chest. This man who’s never been with a man before Evan, he was ready to give Evan something important, Andrew wanted to be devoted to him, Evan didn’t know what he’d done to deserve such a kind man, but he’d take it.

Evan stared at him for a heartbeat, and Andrew could see his dark eyes, searching his expression. Andrew splayed his legs wider and rocked his hips, his hard shaft bobbing in front of Evan, more than willing to express his need with his body since Evan seemed to need reassurance.

Gently, Evan gripped Andrew’s legs and he got in between them, Andrew was on his back, as Evan loomed over him, Evan grabbed the lube and slick his Shaft, although he wasn’t as big as Andrew he had a pretty good size, once he was slick up pretty good, he line up his naked shaft, thankful that they both decided to test each other so that they didn’t have to use condoms anymore, nothing between each other.

Evan leaned over Andrew once again and as his gaze locked into Andrew’s he pushed inside of the older man, breaking through the tight ring around Andrew’s tight virgin hole. He stayed still to let Andrew get used to the intrusion.

Andrew gasped from the unfamiliar feeling of a hot, slick naked shaft filling him up. ‘’Oh, Evan.’’ Andrew whispered, moaning, his lover paused, his shaft buried balls deep, the hairless orbs rubbing against Andrew and creating interesting sensations on his skin.

‘’You doing ok?’’ Evan asks, he growled the words more likely, they were filled with such strained control that Andrew’s nipples beaded at the sound.

‘’Damn, yesss,’’ Andrew hissed, he clung to his waiting lover with one hand, his legs wrapped tightly around Evan’s slim hips, Andrew buried his other hand in the younger man’s dark silky hair and tugged, pulling his young lover’s face down for a kiss.

Sucking on Evan’s tongue, Andrew rocked his hips and clenched his chute, trying to tell Evan without words what he wanted.

Evan tried to go slow, but as his naked shaft slid into the warm vise of Andrew’s channel, his control slipped, Evan pulled out back and thrust in harder, faster, burying himself deep in the sexy man below him.

Somehow he managed to regain enough control to stop. He opened his eyes, he hadn’t realized he’d closed them; he gazed down at his lover. Instead of pain, like he would have expected, he saw the greatest look of wonder and pleasure.

Andrew reached up and stroked his hand through Evan’s hair. ‘’My baby, always and forever.’’ He whispers.

Caressing the silky black strands of Evan’s hair absently, Andrew admired the fine lines of his baby’s face. The pleasure he felt at being connected to his baby overrode the uncomfortable burn and the odd sensation of feeling stuff.

‘’Move, Evan, please move baby.’’ Andrew whispered, wanting to feel Evan’s shaft inside of him. ‘’Fuck me good.’’

Evan moaned the sound oh-so-sweet to Andrew’s ears. Evan obeyed Andrew’s command, tingles exploded along the walls of Andrew’s chute.

Evan adjusted the angle of his thrust, nailing Andrew’s prostate on the next move. Andrew groaned as sparks of pleasure shot through his system, like mini lightning bolts along his nerve endings.

‘’Never in my wildest dreams did I imagined it would feel like this.’’ Andrew grunted, his hips bucking up into Evan’s strokes. His body chased more of those delicious feelings. He nearly came when Evan gave him a lascivious grin, the younger man reached between them and to fist Andrew’s shaft, he worked the older man’s foreskin back and forth over his circumcised head. ‘’Evan!’’ Andrew practically howled. Fire coursed through Andrew’s blood stream, making him feel as if his whole body was going to spontaneously combust.

‘’Yeah,’’ Evan muttered through clenched teeth. ‘’You gonna to come for me, big man? Paint our chest with your cum.’’ Evan managed to say through gritted teeth, he was barely holding on, but he wanted Andrew to cum first.

Evan slammed into Andrew’s prostate twice more, and to his amazement and shock. Andrew did just that. Andrew felt nearly blind- sided by an orgasm almost as intense as their times when he was inside of Evan, his body convulsed as his testicles forced spurt after spurt of seed out of his pulsing shaft.

His body clamped down rhythmically on Evan’s invading member, coaxing the younger man to come with him. Evan moaned and tensed above him, his warm seed filling Andrew’s channel as he shouts ‘’Andrew!’’ Evan shivers with the aftershocks of his orgasm.

‘’Evan.’’ Andrew whispered. Peace and contentment flooded him feeling even better now, ‘’My Evan, I love you.’’ Evan lifted his head up from Andrew’s chest, ‘’does that mean, I did well?’’ Evan teasing smile made Andrew chuckled.

‘’Babe, you did more than well, and I see us in the near future doing that at least a couple of days a week.’’ Evan chuckles as he mumbles something into Andrew’s chest.

‘’What was that? I didn’t quite catch that?’’ Andrew questions.

‘’I said, I created a sex addict.’’ Evan pipes more clearly.

Andrew laughs, he slid Evan off of him and froze when a ‘pop’ noise sounded, followed by him hissing in pain, he forgotten Evan was still inside of him while he lay on his chest.

He still got up and went into the bathroom; he takes a wash cloth and gets it wet with warm water. He cleans himself then goes back out and cleans Evan.

‘’I love you Andrew, I wish you didn’t have to leave.’’ Evan murmurs with sadness.

‘’I know, I’m going to miss you so much, but let’s just hope the summer goes quickly so that you can be back in New York with me.’’ Andrew said as he took his place back in the bed next to Evan, he wraps his arms possessively around Evan and pulls his back all the way up to Andrew’s chest.

And they both drifted off to sleep, both feeling sad about leaving each other in the morning.

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Drew stood in the front of the house, it was dark out and he could see lights on inside, he knew she was awake.

He didn’t know why he was hesitating to go in, he had always made it a point to avoid the woman and now he’s come so that he could talk to her. Did she even know how to form a conversation with her clothes on?

He let out a big sigh as he walks up to the door; he knocks with authority a few times, and then rings the doorbell.

He heard the clucking of heels stomping his way, damn even at night and she still wears high heels, what happened to wearing house slippers around the house?

‘’Drew? What are you doing here?’’ He grimaced at the shock on her face, there it was the reason he was the way he was with potential lovers, the reason he didn’t let people other than his dad and Evan to get close to him. The one person that showed him with her actions that love only existed in fairytales, in real life there was no such thing as love.

‘’I need to talk to you mother.’’ Drew deadpanned.

‘’Well then come in, I have to say this is a surprise.’’ His mother chirps as she walks into the family room. Right away she picks up her wine glass and drinks slowly as she eyed Drew.

‘’So, how’s college? You father? You must be feeling terrible about the betrayal from Evan, I mean he was your best friend for god sakes.’’ She said with exasperation.

Drew raised his eyebrow in amusement.

‘’College is fine, since it’s summer at the moment, and dad well he’s still in the area and as for me well, I’m not feeling any betrayal from Evan, we’re still best friends, I love him, he loves me and him and dad love each other, so as long as they’re happy, then I’m happy for them, which brings me to why I’m here.’’ Drew points out as he takes a sit on the big white couch.

‘’Why did you always cheated on dad?’’ Drew tilts his head looking at his mother, he waited for her answer.

‘’What kind of question is that?’’ She scoffed as she walks towards where her wine was sitting and she serves herself some more red.

‘’A simple one mom, now I ask again why did you cheat on him, all those numerous times?’’ Drew never understood this, he always had wondered why his mom would marry his dad only to be unfaithful, ‘’wasn’t dad enough?’’ He asks softly.

‘’Drew, you’ll never understand.’’ His mom responds avoiding her son’s gaze.

‘’That’s why I’m here! So I at least can try and understand it!’’ Drew shouted as he jumps off the couch.

‘’What do you want me to say Drew? That I wasn’t in love with your father? That our marriage was because I wanted stability instead of love? I gave up the man I loved because he was poor, but your father had that drive, I knew since college that he was going to be successful! So I dumped the boy I loved for your father,’’ Drew stayed quiet analyzing every word that came out of his mother’s mouth.

‘’You’re so selfish mother.’’ He scoffs.

‘’Who in their right mind would choose a man who works at a gas station over a successful rich one? Your dad had and still has money, so I married him and stayed with him all those years.’’ His mother sighs sadly as she looks around the house.

‘’Wow, you’re materialistic to the end.’’ Drew mutters feeling sick to his stomach, how was it possible that he had come from that woman?

‘’Yeah, well money talks and now that I’m divorced and without a penny, I’m starting to think I should’ve done something’s different.’’ Drew was afraid to ask what those things were, but that’s why he was here to get the truth out.

‘’What things mother? What would you have done different?’’ Drew questions.

‘’For one, not signed that damn prenup and second never cheat with someone close to your husband.’’ Drew felt nauseated, this woman was heartless, and everyone wonders why he was the way he was.

He scowls at her and she shrugs as if nothing she said was wrong.

‘’Did you even loved dad? Me? Through all those years?’’ He whispered, he felt like when he was ten years old and had ask his mom if she was coming to his baseball game, his mom had said, ‘honey mommy is very busy and game fields aren’t really my thing’.

Drew sucked in some air, he felt light headed and his eyes felt watery. But he didn’t squeezed his eyes in fear of letting the tears roll out of them, he wasn’t going to be that little boy who hoped and wished his mommy would love him.

‘’I loved and still love you Drew, you’re my son after all, your father is another different thing, there was never real love to begin with. You asked me before why I cheated on your father? Well the truth is, our sex life was dull and boring from the beginning, but after you were born, he started to distance himself from me, he worked all the time, never making it for dinner and well a woman has needs, and I have to find someone who could fulfill those needs, this is your father’s fault, if he would’ve done something more, then I wouldn’t had cheated on him.’’ Drew’s jaw dropped open in shock, was this woman for real? Her explanation made no sense.

‘’My god, I’m nothing like you, here I thought I had commitment issues because somehow I thought I would be like you, but I could never be as superficial as you, this stops here, I’m not going to run away from love mother, I’m going to welcome it and try my hardest to make my partner happy and satisfied.’’ She raised an eyebrow at him in questioning.

‘’You found someone? Well who is she? Is she from good family?’’ Drew chuckles at his mother’s words, good family; translated to do they have money?

‘’Oh mom, you’re in for a surprise.’’ He shook his head with a smile on his lips.

I should record her reaction, uploaded to you tube, this would make an awesome father’s day present for my father.

‘’Mom, the person that I was afraid to let close his name is David, and he’s going to be a lawyer defending human rights and lgbt community.’’ Drew said and surprisingly he felt ten times lighter, he smiles softly as he realizes he does love David, he didn’t know when it happened or how soon this happened but he was crazy in love with the man, it was so weird how he and his old man found the real kick in the nuts love.

It happened in two weeks’ time, for the both of them but he wasn’t going to avoid it anymore.

‘’A man? You’re gay also?’’ His mom spoke as if she was confused.

Drew gave her a minute, he kept his face blank but inside he was laughing hard, at the face pale woman muttering quietly.

‘’Yeah mom, I’m gay just like my daddy.’’ Drew said with a mocking tone.

‘’How could you do this to me? Do you know what people will say about me because of you and your perverted father, how am I supposed to show my face anywhere after this comes out!’’ She snaps angrily.

In all her words vomit, all Drew got was me, me and more me.

‘’The same way we showed our faces, when everyone knew your indiscretions, with our heads high up because we didn’t do anything wrong, at my baseball games, dad was always there to cheer me on, when I broke my elbow for climbing a tree, dad was there to take me to the emergency, or how about when I said ‘hey mom I’m going to do an experiment, I’m putting this old wires into the plug in while the other end is in a bag of potato chips to see if I can make electricity’, you said sure honey just do it in your room so you’re out of my way, and once again dad was there to take care of me.’’ She stayed quiet narrowing her eyes at me.

‘’Face it mom, you screwed up big time with me, dad was my father and my mother, while you were out looking for Johns, so what you have to say about dad and me being gays don’t really bother us, you lost my respect, and if I never see you again after tonight, that’s just fine by me. Now I’m going to leave without turning back, you made me realize that I have nothing to be afraid of, because I would never hurt someone like you hurt me and dad, and I have some major groveling to do so that the person that broke through my walls can forgive me.’’ Drew said feeling happy.

For once he was running the other direction, towards love, and he might have his days where he would doubt himself but if David was in his life he could be reminded, that he did love someone and he will try and make him happy.

‘’Tell your father, I’ll be out by next week.’’ His mom bit off not looking at him.

‘’I sure will oh and hey mom,’’ she slowly turns her gaze to meet his, Drew saw the disgust in his mother’s eyes, ‘’I rather be gay then a slut.’’ And with his mother’s gasped and his chuckling he left his childhood home, where his memories were only happy when his dad was home or Evan was over. Other than that, the rest of his memories were a terrible thing.

Once outside he sends off a text to Evan and Andrew, telling them he was going home, and that he finally decided to stop running, he was dead set on making David his and only his.

‘’About time bastard.’’ Was Evan’s reply.

‘’Whatever makes you happy, son oh and I will be back tomorrow too.’’ Andrew’s reply was a bit fatherly.

He had said he was going to be gone for a few weeks, but Drew was happy he got it done in one day, he was going to be dead on his feet the next day since he was planning on flying back that same night if they was a ticket available, hoping he could catch the red eye.

And as soon as he was back home, he and David would have a sit down and talked about considering a relationship with each other, he just hoped David wasn’t too mad to forgive him.

He could call him but, he rather talk face to face, and wasn’t irony knocking once again on Drew’s doorstep,  hours ago he jumped on a plane because he was afraid of facing David after having sex, and now he wanted nothing more than to face the man, kiss him and possibly maybe had some hot sex.

He got to the airport and finally his luck was on his side, there was a ticket on the same night, he looks at his cellphone and saw it was almost midnight, he sighs and as he starts to put his cellphone back into his pockets, it beeps alerting him of a text.

‘’Remember, payback’s a bitch and I still remember that I have to get you back, love you son.’’ Drew shuddered at his old man’s words, that man was a menace when it came to pranks.

Fuck he still remembered when he was on his first year of high school, and he and his dad were in disagreement about Drew attending a party, well Drew snuck out on that Saturday, and got super fucking drunk. When he came back home, his dad was in the living room, he didn’t say anything to Drew, he just gesture with his head towards the stairs and since Drew was too fucking drunk he didn’t pushed any more. Well the next day Drew didn’t even remember how he had gotten home, and his dad woke him up shouting for him to get up, ‘’Drew get up, wake up boy, you’re going to be late for school come on I’ll drive you, Evan already left!’’ All Drew could do was to hurry and get ready for school, he was half asleep so when he was half ass dressed, he stomp down the stairs, it didn’t registered that it was still dark out, so Andrew was already in his car, Drew gets in it and right away falls asleep. Once at the high school, Andrew steps on the brakes roughly and makes Drew bounce front and back on his seat, he wakes up and looks around the school. ‘’Hurry up son, I just saw the last student going in!’’ Andrew said and Drew without thinking gets out of the car and runs to the entrance of the school. Andrew sped up leaving Drew there with a smile on his lips.

Drew remembered that day, it was an embarrassing fucking day and all because he had disobeyed his father, it had turned out that day was Sunday, so only the custodians were there, all that year they kept calling Drew, the Sunday boy school. He had sworn to never again disobeyed or fuck with his father, his pranks were epic but embarrassing. He gulped hard as he stares at the text. He’s going to get me back, dear god help me.

Drew groaned and boarded the plane, he was going to have to stay on alert when his dad came back home.