Drew groaned, head aching and mouth tasting like something crawl up in there and died.
He slowly pulled himself from his bed, wavering unsteadily on his feet, before his balance came back to him. Scratching the sleep off his eyes, he dragged his body to his bathroom, making his morning ritual. He stared at his reflection on the mirror with bleary blood shot dull eyes.
He didn't sleep well the previous night, actually he hadn't had a good night's sleep for quite some time now, ok, ok since no one was in his head he can admit the truth, he hasn't had a good night's sleep since David moved in, there he said and even though it wasn't out loud it still count.
Drew rubbed a hand over his cheeks to check, if he needed a shave. Feeling no scruff he continued to get ready.
He finish his shower quickly and wraps a towel around his waist, he wonders if David is even awake yet, but he right away scowled himself for worrying about the man, who complicated his life.
After getting dressed in his room he went and retrieved his messenger bag and keys, unlike Evan and David he didn't have a plan, or internships, he wasn't sure what he wanted to do, he hadn't chosen a major yet, he knew he had to since he'll be in his second year of college but he still didn't have a clue at what he wanted to be.
He didn't see David anywhere in the apartment, disappointment flow through his whole body but shook his head no a couple of times to clear his head.
He had a job working as veterinary's assistant, and his shift started in fifteen minutes.
~*~*~*~*~*
David went out to grab the ingredients to make enchiladas for dinner, white wine and yellow roses.
He had already downloaded some music that Evan told him Drew was into, he was going to make this a night Drew wouldn't forget, he just hopes it didn't backfire in some way.
Once he bought everything he needed, he went home to start to make everything, and he felt giddy at doing this. He knew he had come a long way from the jack ass that he was before, never too late to change.
Drew was helping the vet put a cone around a dog's head when his phone chirps; he let it go to voice mail, making a note in his head to check who it was and return the call if he likes the person.
30 Minutes later he check his missed call and sees Evan's name on it, he cringed knowing that his best friend would be throwing a queen bitch fit.
He press sends on his phone almost wishing Evan wouldn't answer, but he heard the screeching noise on the other line he knew luck wasn't on his side.
''You send me to voice mail, what did I tell you about that shit!'' Drew took the phone away from his ear; he didn't want to lose his hearing at a young age.
''I was busy with a dog, sorry Evan.'' He manages to speak in between the shouting.
''Please tell me that when you're saying dealing with a dog you're not actually referring to David.'' Evan deadpanned.
''No I don't, I actually mean a real dog, don't you remember? I told you I was going to be working as a vet's assistant during the summer.'' Drew reminds his best friend.
''Oh, yeah, how's that going for you?'' Evan asks it still surprised Drew how his best friend could be so bipolar sometimes, shouting from one minute to being happy the next.
He decided not to push it, so he smiles, ''is doing well, how about you and dad? Are you guys ok now?'' He has been expecting a call from them, to let him know what had happened.
''We're ok, we're back together and well we told each other the 'I love yous' so I think we're serious., oh and he should be going back there the day after tomorrow.'' Evan said and Drew could hear the happiness in his best friend's words follow by a bit of sadness since his dad would have to come back to New York and leave Evan over in Los Angeles.
''I'm happy for you two, now just don't fuck it up and it should last.'' Drew drawls slowly.
''Drew, are you ok? You sound different, like tired and sad, and that isn't the Drew I know.'' Drew curse in his head, Evan had the ability to know When Drew was sad, angry or nervous since they were kids.
Leave it to Evan to notice even on the phone, Drew consider telling Evan what was going on in his head, but for some reason he couldn't, he trusted his best friend and he knew he could always count on him but for some reason Drew couldn't bring himself to tell his best friend what was really going on in his head, shit he didn't even know what was going on himself.
''I'm ok Evan, just having trouble sleeping, it'll pass.'' Drew really did hope that all this would pass.
''Drew, you know I'm here for you right? If you're having trouble or if you're confuse about anything, I'm here, I might not give you the solution but at least I'm all ears to listen to you.'' Evan offers with a soft voice.
Drew had a feeling Evan had some idea at what Drew was going through, but he was happy his best friend didn't pushed to tell him anything.
''I know, hey my lunch is almost over so I have to go, you go and enjoy the old man, remember use a condom, I don't need to be an uncle at my young age.'' He teases and before he ends the call, he could hear Evan shouting his name.
He chuckles as he sticks his phone in his jean's pocket.
He sighs as he goes back into work, he was still thinking about the whole cluster fuck that was his life, he was Drew god damn it, he was a player, he wasn't relationship material and for some jack ass to come into his life and mess with his life was annoying and just cruel.
He didn't believe in love, well he knew it existed but that didn't mean it was for him.
His mother never loved him, and she sure as hell didn't love Drew's father, judging by all the man she was with ever since Drew could remember, why do people claim to love someone if you're going to be unfaithful, at least Drew had the decency to tell the woman he had been with straight up before they went to bed, that it was only a one-time thing and he wasn't looking for something serious, he just wanted to get his dick wet. Some girls would smack him for him being so crude, and others would smile and agree with him. So love was not for him.
After work he reluctantly went home, as soon as he enters the apartment he smells something familiar and his stomach started growling in hunger.
He slowly made it into the kitchen and spots David setting an oven dish on the small table.
David saw Drew and smiles widely, ''hope you hungry I made too much of this and I might need help.'' Drew wanted to ask why he made enchiladas, seeing as that was his favorite food, but he decided to let it go, it had to be a coincidence.... Right?
His gaze went to the yummy looking food but he spotted bright yellow roses in a crystal vase.
Ok, yet another coincidence.
Drew nods and sets his messenger bag on the kitchen counter and slowly went to take a sit on the table, in his gut he felt like this was an intimate dinner, like a date but he thought he was being ridiculous.
Then he really studied David as his lips widens more in a smile, then David took off the apron he was wearing and his breath cut in his throat as he saw David wearing a yellow Pac-man shirt.
Make that, three coincidences.
It was getting more dangerous and Drew decided to keep quiet, but then as he serve himself some enchiladas and salad, he saw David pour some white wine, his patience was getting thin and the last thing to make him lose what little self-control he had, what really brought it home was, David put on some music, All shook up by Elvis Presley started to play and Drew stood up losing it.
''What the fuck do you think you're doing?!'' Drew bits off angrily after David sits down to eat and David stops the fork in front of his mouth.
''Eating.'' David responds, but Drew saw the guilt cross the man's eyes before he had time to clear it.
''Right, you made my favorite food, you're wearing my favorite colors and went as far as getting roses in the same color, the white wine and who can forget about the fucking music, you're trying to...to....woo me.'' Drew finish talking and eyed David to see what the man had to say for himself.
''Drew, Can you please try, what can it hurt? Just sit down and have a nice dinner with me.'' Drew heard the plead in David's tone, he wanted to, he really did but his fears were stronger than his desire.
''I'm going out, suddenly I lost my appetite, don't wait up.'' Drew stomp off out of the kitchen and out of the apartment.
David was speechless. His head was spinning. He stared at the exit of the kitchen for another minute. He was sure he saw desire in Drew's eyes, along with fury and confusion, and he knew there was something there, maybe someone hurt him and that's why he was fighting David.
He wanted to help Drew to get over whatever was making him confuse, but if the man didn't let him in, then how can he help?
Drew went straight to a bar, he set on the bar stool nursing a beer, things kept swimming in his head, David was going out of his way to please Drew, and what did he do? Walk out, he groans as he remembers the hurt in David's eyes when Drew announced he was going out.
Drew hated himself for doing this, but he also hated David for making him feel things he's never felt before.
''Hi, you look like you might need some company.'' The feminine voice made Drew stop thinking about David, he plasters a smile on his face, one he wasn't feeling and turns slowly towards the pretty blond in front of him, she was sexy, with her hair down and wearing a skin tight dress, she had blue eyes and two dimples on each of her cheeks.
''Sure take a sit, what are you drinking?'' Drew asks as he gestures to the bartender to bring two of whatever they were both drinking.
''Thank you,'' The girl blushes as she takes a seat next to him on the bar stool.
''So what's your name?'' She asks
''Drew, and you?'' He questions the pretty girl.
''I'm Emily, nice to meet you Drew.'' She purrs softly, trying to sound sexy.
A few weeks ago, Drew would've been all over that with that sexy little purr, but now it just made him nauseated.
''So, why are you here all alone?'' Drew decided to ignore her attempts at seducing him.
''Well since I recently became single, I figure it was time to look for another candidate.'' She smiles at him.
''Ah, the moving on phase.'' Drew chirps with a small smile.
''Well, when you get dumped by a guy who you're about married, because he decides he's gay, a girl's pride is bruised so she needs to show that she still has the ability to attract men.'' As she said this she started to run her hands up and down on Drew's thigh.
''Wow, that was a dick move on the guy's part.'' Drew said as he stares at the hand slowly moving dangerously closer to his soften shaft.
''I always had a doubt about David, but brush it off thinking it was just me seeing too much into things.'' She said and Drew stiffens, no way was this David's ex.
''Wow,'' was all Drew could say.
''I don't understand how he could come out, I mean his parent's disowned him, and told him he was cut off from money or communication until he decides he's not gay anymore, honestly I hope the bastard burns in hell for making me the laughing stock, now people think I turned him gay, can you believe that, god I can't believe I slept with him, it's disgusting thinking he slept with man then with me, I hope he rots in hell, man should only sleep with woman as god said in the bible.'' After the word vomit was done, Drew shuggs his beer and order some more.
He was fuming inside, he decided this bitch was nasty, he knew why he dislikes her and that pissed him off more.
She continued to trash talk about David and he kept drinking more and more, by the end of the night the bitch tried to take him home with her but he declined, he actually found out she was a homophobe, and had a thing about gays.
''My dad and his boyfriend will be coming to visit me, so I have to go home.'' Drew drawls and smiles satisfied at the blond who widens her eyes in shock, she went pale, probably because of everything she just said about gays.
~*~*~*~*
David was lying down on the bed when he heard noise outside, Drew was back, David wanted to make sure the man was ok but resisted the urge to go see him.
David jump up off the bed in surprised when it was thrown open and a drunk Drew stood there glaring at him.
''Drew, are you ok?'' He asks in a soft voice, he wasn't looking at Drew, so he didn't see the other man coming his way, until he was right in front of him, since they were almost the same height, when David lifted his head; he was real close to Drew.
Drew knew what he was doing was wrong, but he was so tired of running away, maybe if they gave into their desires, maybe he could get David out of his system for good.
So without warning, and without giving himself time to doubt his actions, Drew framed David's face in his hands, holding him still so he could finally taste the man who'd been tormenting him for the past few weeks.
The first brush of lips brought matching sighs. David's eyes fluttered closed, and his lips parted. Drew tilted his head and melded their mouths together, gently at first, lingering over the smooth, soft skin, but he couldn't help himself. He pressed closer, harder, needing more.
David's mouth opened under Drew's, and he drove his tongue inside, tangling with David's, tasting him, and consuming him.
Drew knew he'd made a terrible mistake by ever going in for that first kiss, but damned if that didn't stop him for going in for a second and then a third one. Maybe...just maybe Drew might have had a chance to fight this and never pursue David.
But when David looped his hands behind Drew's neck, all his self- control shattered.
''So good,'' David whispered, his fingers twirling a piece of Drew's hair.
That was one thing Drew could agree with, but then David pulls away just enough to look into Drew's eyes.
''You're drunk, I think we need to stop.'' David states, with a tone that said, -I don't want to stop but I have to-.
''Since when did you become a decent human being?'' Drew raises an eyebrow; David frowns at Drew's hurtful words, and opens his mouth to defend himself.
''That's not fair, I'm trying to change and do things right.'' David speaks softly.
''Yeah, says the guy who had a fiancée, and still wanted to have some hot sex with a man in a dirty hotel.'' David drops his hands from Drew's neck, and slowly steps away from Drew.
Even with desire shooting through his body, David forced himself to pull the rest of the way from the asshole. ''You need to go to your room, and sleep it off.'' He grumbles with sadness.
Drew laugh, mocking David, he shifted closer to David and his hands cup David's ass, ''you strung me along, you fucked with me for weeks, and now that I'm ready to give you what you been asking, you tell me to go to my room? I don't think so, oh I so don't think so.'' Drew whispered in David's ear making the man shiver with pleasure.
''Fine, but just to be clear, I'm not making you do this.'' David snaps, fuck it if Drew wanted this, no matter the reason then he'll let him have it, he'll be a selfish bastard and have Drew.
Letting out a growl, Drew turned their bodies slightly, so they could fall on the mattress. They landed, David on his back, Drew spread out over him. Drew grabbed David's hands and pin them over his head with one of his while the other started to roam around David's voice.
Drew has never had sex with a man, but he knew how it worked, insert piece A into piece B, simple math.
David let out a moan, when Drew grinds his hips making his cock rub with David's erection.
Sitting up on his knees, Drew straddled David's hips and then looked down at the man under him, for weeks he has been wondering about all this, well enough wondering, enough fighting this. If only for tonight he will give in to desires, even if he had to walk away the next day.
''Are you just going to sit there, or are you going to fuck me?'' David said with little patience and while rubbing his shaft on Drew's.
Drew chuckles as he ripped his shirt open, he stood up slightly and slid his pants off, glad he had decided to go commando today, David's eyes were set on Drew's chest.
And as he stares at the hard smooth looking chest David started to lick his lips.
Touching soon wasn't enough, and Drew begins to rain kisses down David's skin. When he reached David's nipples, Drew took extra time.
Mostly because of the way David reacted, not only did he let out a string of curse words, but his hands fought to get free from Drew's hold.
Drew liked this more and more, he enjoyed having David at his mercy, he realizes he didn't want to give it up ever.
David bent his legs and lifted his ass off the bed some, as if he were desperate to get closer to Drew.
''You taste sweet, just like the cereal you like to eat every morning.'' Drew states while licking.
''That's why I eat it, you never heard that saying, you are what you eat.'' David smirks at Drew.
''Well that would explain why you're such a dick, since you eat that all the time.'' Drew points out smugly.
''yeah, then it would also explain why you always run away from me, because you're a pussy.'' David retorted.
''Well I'm not running right now.'' Drew says.
David dismissed the disappointment he felt when Drew said right now, was he planning to do a hit and run? David would be heartbroken if he did and had a good mind to stop Drew before things got more complicated, if he was smart he would, but he was never called smart only average so he was letting this happened.
Drew got back to work, he was still drunk and had send thanks to the gods that David slept naked, that way he didn't have to fumble with zippers and shit. So he got back on his knees and stretched over the nightstand, grabbing a bottle of lube and condom.
Drew lean down and nibbled on David's chest, making him gasp and then shiver.
Then just as David was gasping for air, Drew moved his head and wrapped his lips around David's thick cock. David let out a yell, with his hands fisting the sheets under him.
''What ever happened to you know, warning a guy?'' David asks with a shaky voice.
Drew sucked him off for several moments before he grabbed the lube and held it up. ''How about this? I'm going to lube my fingers and fuck you with them.'' David rolls his eyes at him.
''You sure know what to do, for someone who's never been with a man before.'' He scoffed annoyed at that.
''Well you're forgetting my best friend is Evan, he used to make me watch gay porn with him, and I would make him watch straight porn, well more like dares.'' Drew shrugs it off as if it wasn't a big deal.
Drew opened the bottle and poured the liquid over his fingers, making his movements slow and deliberate so there was no way David could miss them. David licked his lips, his eyes darkening with desire.
Drew hooked David's knees over his shoulders. All the while he watched David's face carefully to make sure the new position didn't bother him.
Looking down at David's ass, Drew admired the way it sloped perfectly. Drew even moaned his approval as he ran the palm of his hand over one cheek, he left behind a bit of a mess when lube got all over everything, but that was what the washing machine was for.
When he finally began to use one finger to rim the outside of David's tight opening, they were both tense with need. David pushes his ass to meet Drew's finger.
''Just, please do it already.'' He pleaded.
Drew didn't respond, he just thrust another finger in then paused to give David time to adjust. David let out a frustrated growl. "What part of I'm ready for you is confusing? I want you now!''
Drew added a third finger ignoring the bossy bastard under him.
David opened his mouth to bitch; Drew gave him a sharp slap on the ass. ''You'll get it when I say you're ready and not a second sooner.'' Drew orders and David shut his mouth up.
Drew half expected David to keep complaining, so when he let out a moan and nodded instead, it came as the most pleasant kind of surprise. ''Good boy.'' Drew said as he continues to work David's ass with his three fingers. The sounds coming from David so hot that it was a wonder Drew didn't give into his bossy demands and take him right away. As soon as he felt David was loose enough, Drew reached for the condom and opened.
He slides the condom on; he then picked up David's legs and put them on top of his shoulders.
Drew's eyes connected with David's for a second, and as he lines the tip of his cock, David nods slowly giving him permission, Drew saw the fear in David's eyes, and he just figure it was because he was nervous of being with a guy who has never ever been with a man before, so he decided to show David that Drew could do it.
Drew plunged in with one hard, quick, deep thrust.
When David cried out in pleasure and curled his toes, Drew felt a heady thrill. Then David locked gazes with Drew. His eyes were so full of passion and need that Drew forgot to breathe. It was at that moment that Drew realized he'd been frigging delusional. He hadn't been the one in charge- not by a long shot. David, the asshole was, had all but crooked his finger, and Drew had played the ever -obedient lap dog.
It should have made him mad or at the very least miffed, instead it made him want David all the more.
Letting out a groan, he grabbed David's hips in a punishing grip and began to pound into him.
''Fuck yeah, this is fucking good!'' David yelled.
The sounds of the headboard slamming against the wall filled the room, that and David's moans and softly asking for more and to keep going, was adding a whole level of eroticism one that Drew had never ever felt with past lovers.
''I'm going to come.'' David warned.
Drew reached down to help him along, but David was already shooting off, hot ropes of cum slashing on his stomach and chest.
The fact that David had come untouched and the way David's ass squeezed his cock, shoved Drew over the edge. Yelling David's name, Drew threw back his head and then filled the condom.
The orgasm seemed to last forever; Drew rode it out, still giving an occasional thrust. Which made both of them shudder in pleasure. It wasn't until Drew noticed David wince that he finally pulled out.
Taking off the condom, Drew tied it off, then lay on his side, David gave a pointed look to Drew and ask, ''So are you going to go to your room anytime soon?''
''Maybe in a bit, I don't know if I'm done playing with you, yet.'' Drew responds with his eyes close.
''I like the sounds of that.'' David grinned, he really didn't care if Drew was just using him to get a nut off, and he was enjoying himself too much to let it bother him. He was a man after all.
So did he, Drew thought still with eyes shut, which just showed how attached he was already to David. Damn it, but it was going to hurt to let the asshole go.
Drew lay on his side and watched David sleeping-which would be nice, since Drew hadn't gotten a wink. Then he reminded himself that was because he spent the last few hours having the most amazing sex of his life, and suddenly he didn't feel tired at all.
The good thing about David being asleep, aside from the fact his mouth was shut, was that he wasn't aware of how sappy Drew was being. And Drew was being sappy with a capital S. The only thing missing was a sketchpad and some pencils so he could draw David, even though he couldn't even draw stick people.
He reached out and ran a finger along David's side. His skin felt a bit cool to the touch, so Drew got up and pulled a blanket out of the closet.
The early morning sun was creeping through the window, so Drew had a good view as he came over to the bed, there was several finger shaped bruises on David's hips, ribs and arms. Plus there was an impressive looking bite mark on his shoulder. While Drew hadn't broken skin, there was still a nice purple contusion there.
After he tucked David in, he check the time and knew he had to be at work, he knew he should probably wake David up, but he didn't know what to say, 'hey thanks for the sex, I'll see you around' Yeah for some reason he didn't think that would work.
Damn it he should've stop himself last night, but his night of drinking and adding David's ex who was talking up a storm about David, well shit he has been out of his mind for the last couple of weeks last night was enough so he had decided to do something about it, granted he wasn't planning on taking David like he did last night but his self -control snapped when he saw the man on bed naked as the day he was born.
But today, he wasn't sure that was a smart move, sleeping with David had been a mistake.
He was more infatuated with the man then before. He freaked out and took off without waking the man up.
~*~*~*~*~**~
David woke up and slowly turns around only to be met with an empty spot on his bed next to him.
He tried not to let it hurt, but he failed, it did hurt damn it. He had given Drew something he's never gave anyone else and the bastard just took it and left.
Great now he was acting like a teenage girl who just lost her virginity to the popular jock from high school.
David sighs as he gets up and gets his things to take a shower, he hissed when he moved reminding him of the hot, sexy hard night he had with Drew.
And probably will never have again.
That hurt more than it should, leave it to David to fall for a jerk, the thing that hurts the most was that David was that way before and now it seemed like karma decided to pay him a visit.
And boy did karma knew how to really get you back.