Chapter 10: Silence

The Unseen PainWords: 11664

Kaira's POV:

The next thing I knew was my whole face was covered with cake.

I ran after Alessio with the cake which was left after imprinting my face on it.

I threw the cake at him and this cake was also covered with cake.

I lay down while laughing seeing him.

He came beside me and layed while laughing.

We both turned at each other and started laughing.

" Alright, so let's go." He stood up and gave his hand to me.

" Like this?" I pointed at our faces.

" Why not?"

" You are crazy." I said while standing with the help of his hand.

We sat in his car and he gave me wipes. And took one to clean himself.

" Aren't we going to school like that?"

" We are directly going to your house, school must be over."

" But my bike-"

" I will make someone drop it."

After sometime, I felt someone touch me and I instantly got alert.

I saw Alessio trying to wake me up.

" We have arrived."

" Thank you."

" Your welcome." He smiled at me and I came out.

I saw Valentino and Aria also coming out of the car at the same time.

I ignored them and entered.

I straightly went into my room.

After sometime, I came downstairs I saw to drink water.

Aria was trying to cook something, I guess. I drank my water and was going to leave when I saw that the pan was going to turn, I immediately pushed her at side and hold the pan.

" Ahh!" She shouted because of pain, I guess.

During this, all the oil on the pan, fell on my injured wrist and to my luck, I had just removed my bandage.

I hissed in pain.

" WHAT THE FUCK!" Valentino shouted, he immediately went to pick Aria.

" Aria baby, are you fine?" Francesco asked as Valentino carried Aria to the couch.

She nodded.

Valentino looked at me angrily.

" What the fuck, is your problem? From the time, you came you are continuously trying to hurt Aria. Do you so badly want to kill your sister?" He shouted.

" Uhm. She did not-" Francesco interrupted Aria.

" Don't try to save her, Aria."

" Pack your bag, you are going from here." Valentino said.

How are they guys in mafia? Because they are all Seriously idiotic.

" Guys, she-" Aria again tried but this time Lorenzo interrupted.

" Kaira, you are going to meet me in my office."

" But she-" Aria was again interrupted by Alessandro which irritates the fuck out of me.

" I am going out." And he was going to leave.

" Can you all fucking shut your mouth and let her speak. Salute to you Aria, how do you handle such a bunch of immature idiots." I couldn't control but yell.

The all looked shocked after my statement and then I realised I actually spoke to Aria.

No.

I am getting over friendly. I am actually behaving like they are my family.

No, this can't happen.

I can't break my walls. I can't let anyone enter inside my walls. I can't open, not to them, not to anyone. No one.

Everyone is fake, every relation is fake, no one cares about me, they love me when they want, they hate me when they want.

Fucking bullshit!

Love? What they even know about love. They never loved me, they just liked me because I was their blood. Love is so pure to get tainted. Even a criminal has a chance to meet his family, they did worse to me.

In these 11 years, they didn't even came to meet me once.

I hate them. I hate them with all my passion.

I hate them to the verge that I don't even want to destroy them. I just want to forget their existence for damn sake.

But the word DeLuca never lets me, I can never get rid of it, after all I am Kaira DeLuca.

" I am leaving."

" Thank god." I heard Valentino said.

" Stop." I heard Aria said.

" Guys, she helped me, not hurt me. If she didn't came then I might have burned."

They all looked shocked.

" And what were you doing that you might get burned?" Lorenzo asked.

" I-I.. I was trying to cook."

" Aww, my baby." Valentino hugged her and trust me, I was trying so hard to puke.

" But why were you trying to cook, you could have just said to the cook." Francesco said.

" I also wanted to cook for you guys."

Valentino pulled from the hug and said," Baby, you don't need to do anything for us, we love you regardless of everything. We don't compare your from anyone, you might not have the ability to cook but you have the ability to be good person and a good sister, you didn't try killing you own sister."

This guy is over obsessed from me.

" You are never entering the kitchen again." Francesco told me.

Wait, how does it even make sense.

" Our sister feel worthless because of you."

I actually need to puke.

Drama.

Drama.

Drama.

The thing I used to despise, happened to be my existence now a days, my morning starts with drama and my night ends with drama.

Trust me. This family is crazy. I have never seen people so crazy that also in a mafia. Now I have started to think, my school was better because atleast they knew I was their punching bag. They don't even know what am I to them? And they are the same person who wants Leonessa in their mafia. Fuck off! I will die but never enter their mafia.

I have heard Italian mafia are dangerous but trust me, you just have to do Aria, Aria and they will keep you on top. Fucking idiots. God, if you wanted to send me in this earth then why didn't you throw me in an abusive family rather than a psycho family.

" I came." There came the only normal person of the family.

He ran to me and I tried to pick him up but as I touched him, the oil burns came in contact with his sweatshirt and I hissed.

" Tesoro, are you ok?" He asked with concern.

The only reason, I am staying with these psycho's.

" I am absolutely fine." I said while picking him, even though it pained.

But now I am used to pain.

I picked him up and took him upstairs.

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I was in my room and studying about all the real estates marketing going on right now when my door opened.

" I bought you chocolate cookies, Tesoro." He kept chocolate cookies in front of me.

I had ditched dinner so my baby brother bought me cookies, that's so sweet.

" Thank you." I picked one and ate.

" Wait, what's that on your hand?"

Oh no!

" Nothing."

" No, I saw something."

" There is nothing, Antonio. Don't you get that." I said harshly this time.

He ran out of my room and then I realised that I shouldn't have shouted at him because he was only trying to care about me.

I went to his room and knocked twice but no response.

I opened the door and saw him covered in blanket.

I snatched the blanket and made him look at me.

" I am really sorry, Antonio."

He looked away with a pout.

I pulled my sleeves up and show him my bandage.

" I got hurt."

" Oh no, it must be paining na. Let me tell to Lorenzo he will take you to a doctor."

" No Antonio, you would not do any of these things." I said sternly.

" But-"

" No but. Now, sleep. Good night." I kissed his forehead and tugged him to bed before going to my room.

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I was sleeping when I felt some touch me and my reflexes kicked in and was going to punch the guy but a hand stopped the punch.

I saw Lorenzo sitting on the bed.

" You have nice reflexes."

" What are you doing here?"

" Antonio told me you got hurt. He even told me to not take his name otherwise you will kill him."

That brat. I will definitely kill him.

" It's none of your business."

" You are my sister and under my  guidance right now."

" I am nothing to you." I snatched my hand back.

" Kaira, can you please behave for a while." I scoffed. He took my hand in his and pulled the sleeve a little.

" Now you have seen my wound, happy? Can you please go now?" I said sarcastically.

" When did this happen?" His jaw clenched.

When you thought me murder?

" I fell and hit my wrist."

Not because I was saving Valentino, hell I won't save him if he gets beaten to shit but it's just a hate drama.

" Lie."

" Fine, then you tell what is the truth?"

" Did this happened when Valentino pushed you twice?"

He noticed? Ok, atleast they are not that big of a idiot.

" No."

" Yes."

" Fine, think whatever you want."

" Can I open it?"

" No." He didn't listened and opened then looked at the burnt marks on my wrist which looked fresh.

He looked up at me and I saw a different emotions, vulnerability, sadness, adoration, longing.

" This must hurt."

I snatched my hand.

" Never mind. Now get out, I want to sleep."

Instead of going out, he picked me in bridal style.

" Fuck you! Leave me! You! Leave me!" I tried to get out his hold but I must say he strong, way too strong.

He put in his passenger seat and sta on the driving one and started driving.

" Where are we going?"

" Hospital."

" I don't want to. I want to sleep."

He ignored me. After finally realising he is not gonna backout, I lay silently on my seat.

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I came in my room and lay down, not wanting to talk to him more.

My door opened but acted like I was asleep and then I felt him placing a kiss on my forehead before going.

Why are humans so complicated?

If you love me, you love me, if you hate me then hate me. What's this? You love me also and hate me also.

Emotions are not my thing. I hate emotions.

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" Kaira, sit beside me." Lorenzo said and did sat next to him.

" Good morning." He greeted me with a small smile and everyone had stopped eating.

I didn't replied him because I am not your toy, man. I do what I want and when I want.

" Did I hear correctly? Because the great Lorenzo greeted someone good morning except his dad." Alessandro said with a smirk.

" Damn, Lorenzo you did your favouritism, right? Did you forgot she is the murder of our sister?" Francesco taunted.

I ignored them all. They are literally so irritating.

I like silence and from the time I am here, all I can hear is noise.

I ate my food and completely ignored their existence.

I stood from my place.

" Tesoro." I ignored him too.

Because I hate people bitching about me.

Fuck, I have to go to school too. I have started hating human existence.

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I entered the school.

" Ira!" He tried to slide his hand on my shoulder, but I swiftly got side and looked at him with and unwanted expression.

" What happened?" He frowned.

" I don't want to talk to you." I said and started walking.

I know I am being nothing else than a bitch but who cares.

I have stopped caring for anyone.

I saw Bruno smoking cigarettes. Exactly what I want.

I snatched one more him and took the lighter from his hand.

I placed it on my lips and inhaled  the air.

" You shouldn't-" I cut him with my glare.

I closed my eyes and lay my head behind.

" Fuck! That's not good for you." I opened my eyes and saw Alessio trying to snatch the cigarette from my hand.

" Fuck off!" I said before inhaling it.

This is not strong. I need a strong drink.

" Leave it, Kaira! It's dangerous!" Alessio shouted and I ignored him.

I just don't understand why do people think, they own me.

He is a friend of mine of 11 years ago! Like seriously 11. We meet yesterday, I was different at that time and I am different at this time.

I know how dumb, I was to go with him, be his bestie bestie but now I have knocked some brain in me.

If J wouldn't come, he would married some else. He also didn't tried to find me and meet me once, I can understand about 11 years ago, he was five but now he is god damn 16, drives a car. And is a fucking billionaire.

Why do I have to show up so that people care about me? If they remembered me they would have done something. Sent a letter atleast. The worst part is he remembered me.

Man, if you remembered than why didn't you thought to put effort.

You can't except me to be the same, when you came to meet me after 11 years for god sake.

" I don't care what you are saying but I will not let you do this."

That was it, my last limit.

" I said FUCKING STAY AWAY FROM ME!"

And walked away. I looked back and motioned Bruno to follow me and he did.