âMaybe.â She giggles. Great.
âHow much did you drink?â I ask. I had two drinks, but I can tell sheâs had more.
âI donât know . . . how much did you drink?â she teases, and lifts up the bottom of my shirt. Her cold hands rest against my hot skin, and I flinch before she nuzzles her head on my chest.
See, Zed, sheâs mine. Not yours, not anyoneâs, only mine.
Looking at him, I ask, âHow much did she drink?â
âIâm not sure how much she drank before, but we just played two games of beer pong . . . with cherry vodka sour.â
âWait . . . we? You two played beer pong?â I ask through my teeth.
âNope. Cherry-vodka-sour pong!â she corrects me with a laugh and brings her head up. âWe won, too, twice! I made most of the shots. Steph and Tristan were both pretty good, but we beat them. Twice!â She holds her hand up like Zed should high-five it, and he begrudgingly does a sort of air-high-five from where he stands.
This is Tessa, the girl who is so used to being the best and smartest at everything that sheâs boasting over winning a game of beer pong.
I love every bit of it. âStraight vodka?â I ask Zed.
âNo, itâs the mix with only a little vodka, but she had a lot of it.â
âAnd you brought her out here in the dark when you knew she was wasted?â I say, raising my voice.
Tessa brings her face close to mine, and I can smell the vodka and mix on her breath. âHardin, please chill out. Iâm the one who asked him if I could c-come outside with him. He told me no at first because he knew youâd act like . . . like thissss.â She frowns and tries to remove her hands from my bare stomach, but I gently put them back against my skin. I wrap my arms around her waist, pulling her even closer to me.
Chill out? Did she really just tell me to chill out?
âAnd letâsss not forget if you wouldnât have left me, we c-could have been beer-pong partnersss,â she adds, slurring.
I know sheâs right, but sheâs pissing me off. How could she play with Zed, of all people? I know he has feelings for her still. Nothing compared to what I feel, but I can tell by the way heâs looking at her that he cares for her.
âAm I right, or am I right?â she asks.
âOkay, Tessa,â I growl in an attempt to silence her.
âIâm going to go inside,â Zed says, tossing his cigarette onto the ground before walking away.
Tessa watches him, then says to me, âYou are so grumpy, maybe you should go back to wherever you ran off to.â She tries to pull away from me again.
âIâm not going anywhere,â I respond, purposely dodging her remark about my absence.
âThen stop being grumpyâbecause Iâm having fun tonight.â She looks up at me. Her eyes appear even lighter than usual with the black lines she colored around them.
âYou couldnât have expected me to be happy to find you alone with that motherfucker.â
âWould you rather me being out here with someone else?â Sheâs awfully testy when sheâs drunk.
âNo, youâre missing the point here,â I snap.
âThereâs no point. I didnât do anything wrong, so stop being an ass or I donât want to hang out with you,â she threatens.
âFine, I wonât be a grouch.â I roll my eyes.
âNo rolling your eyes either,â she scolds, and I take my arms away from her waist.
âFine, no eye rolling.â I smile.
âThatâs what I thought.â She tries to fight her smile.
âYou are quite bossy tonight.â
âThe vodka makes me brave.â
I feel her hands move lower on my stomach. âSo you want a tattoo, then?â I ask, moving her hands back up, but she defies my attempt and touches me even lower.
âYep, maybe five.â She shrugs her shoulders. âI donât know.â
âYou arenât getting a tattoo.â I laugh, but Iâm beyond serious.
âWhy not?â Her fingers play at the hem of my boxers.
âLetâs talk about it tomorrow when youâre sober.â I know this idea will not appeal to her when sheâs not drunk. âLetâs go inside.â
She slips her hand into my boxers and stands on her toes. I assume sheâs going to kiss my cheek, but she brings her mouth to my ear. I hiss as she squeezes me gently in her hand.
âI think we should stay out here,â she whispers. Fuck.
âThe vodka certainly makes you brave.â My voice cracks, betraying me.
âYes . . . and it makes me horââ she begins to say, way too loud. I cover her mouth as a small group of drunk girls walks by.
âWe need to get inside, itâs freezing, and I donât think they would appreciate me fucking you in the bushes.â I smirk, and her pupils dilate.
âBut I would appreciate that very much,â she says the moment my hand uncovers her mouth.
âJesus, Tess, a few drinks and you become sex-crazed.â I laugh, remembering Seattle and the filthy words that fell from her full lips. I need to get her inside before I take her up on her offer and drag her into the bushes.
She winks. âOnly for you.â
I canât hold in my laughter. âLetâs go.â I put my hand on her arm and pull her across the yard and into the house.
She pouts the entire time, and that makes my groin ache even more, especially when she pushes her bottom lip out. I could easily lean across and pull it between my teeth. Fuck, Iâm just as bad as she is, and Iâm not even drunk. Maybe a little high, but not drunk. She would be so mad if sheâd found me upstairs; I didnât actually smoke, but I was in the room and they were making it a point to blow it in my face.