Chapter 0308 Chapter 0308 Ella POV Alexander watched me approach with a curious look on his face, which quickly turned to confusion as I stormed toward him. I knew my reaction was probably out of proportion, but I couldnât seem to help myself.
It wasnât just my attraction to Alexander that had been heightened since my Wolfâs awakening every emotion I felt was dialed up to eleven.
And I hated it.
I hated feeling like I needed someone else just to function like a normal adult. But that was where I was, completely dependant on Alexander.
Alexander had promised me more than once that we would talk things through, yet he had told me nothing. I had bared my soul to him, and I was still in the dark about the nature of his secrets.
might s I didnât know who I could trust. I didnât know be helping David or what lengths they would go to in order to hurt me.
By the time I stood in front of Alexander, my mind was swimming with dark thoughts, my fear twisting through me until I felt almost frantic.
His expression tightened with concern. âWhatâs happened?â
âNothing,â I said. Then, âI mean, a lot. We need to talk. You said we could talk.â
âRight,â Alexander said hesitantly. âI did say we could talk Iâm just not sure now is the right moment.â
âYou promised yesterday,â I pointed out. âIâve tried to be patient, but I have so many questions.â
âIâm sure you do,â he said, slipping off his shoes and walking past me toward the living room. âIâll answer what I can, but I have a meeting with August soon, so we may have to cut this short.â
His words irritated me, but I did my best not to let it derail me.
I followed Alexander into the living room and sat on the couch, wringing my hands together, trying to find something to do with my nervous energy. Alexander watched me with a guarded expression.
He looked uncomfortable, but I wasnât sure why. After everything I had told him earlier, what could he possibly be hiding that could compare?
âWhat was it you wanted to ask me about?â he said, shifting on the couch in an attempt to get comfortable..
I looked at him strangely, not quite sure where to begin. âI want to know how you were able to sneak Dr. McIntyre back into the capital without anyone noticing,â I said. âAnd how you had access to that warehouse to keep her prisoner.â
âShe wasnât my prisoner,â he interrupted. âIt was more like protective custody.â
âWhatever you want to call it,â I said. âYou hid her from the King, despite the manhunt for her. I want to know how you had the knowledge and resources to pull something like that off. Itâs not the first time youâve done something like this.â
âYouâre answering your own question,â he said tensely. âI was able to do it because itâs not the first time Iâve done something like this.â
âBut why?â I pressed. âAnd how? How do you have so many contacts near the Roguelands? How do you have 1/3 Chapter 0308 people working for you who are so loyal that theyâre willing to betray the King?â
âThatâs an exaggeration,â he said.
+25 BONUS âIs it?â I asked. âI understand your reasoning for doing things the way you did, but it was still a direct violation of the Kingâs orders. I think weâre very lucky he let it go so easily.â
Alexanderâs jaw tightened. âI donât understand why youâre questioning me like this,â he said. âEverything I did regarding Dr.
McIntyre was for your benefitâto keep you safe. Are you saying you think I did something wrong?â
âNot at all,â I said honestly. âI completely understand your motivations, and Iâm glad you did what you did. Iâm just trying to understand.â
âI donât know what it is you think you need to understand, Alexander said, his voice clipped. âI feel itâs quite clearâat least on the most important points. Youâre making too big a deal out of this.â
That made me angry, and I bit the inside of my lip, struggling to control my temper.
âI am not being dramatic about this,â I replied. âThis is a drastic situation, and I think weâll be able to handle it better if weâre on the same page.â
âI mean this in the nicest way possible,â Alexander said, his voice dangerously even, âbut I do not need your help with this. I have it completely under control, and getting you further involved will only make things more difficult.
11 âIs that what you think?â I asked, my voice shaking with anger. âThat Iâve made your life more difficult? Well, if thatâs the case, maybe you donât need my help with the election after all. Iâm not sure how I can possibly support you when I donât even know who you really are.â
âYou donât mean that,â Alexander said, his voice tight with anger.
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âMaybe I do.â I crossed my arms, glaring at him. âIf you donât respect me enough to tell me what Iâm involved in, then I donât think itâs right for me to stand by your side. I need to know what Iâm promoting. If your secrets are so terrible that you canât confide in me, then how can I trust you?â
âAfter everything Iâve done to help you, you will not back out on me now!â he shouted.
It was the first time he had ever raised his voice at me. Tears pricked my eyes immediately, but I refused to cry.
âDo not yell at me,â I said weakly.
âElla, I donât have time for this,â he said, standing up and striding toward the kitchen.
Something inside me snapped.
Without another word, I turned and ran to the front door. I barely paused to slip on my shoes before rushing out. I didnât grab my coat. I didnât take my purse.
I just left.
I couldnât stand to be in the same space as him right now. I needed to clear my head.
I knew I was overreacting, that I was being hotheaded, but I couldnât get my emotions in check. I didnât understand why he insisted on hiding things from me.
Was he some kind of criminal? Was he selling drugs? Smuggling goods from the North after all?
No explanation I could come up with made sense, and his refusal to talk to me was maddening.
I took the elevator downstairs and made a beeline for the exit. James, who had taken to waiting around the lobby, 2/3 **+35 BONUS