+25 BONUS Chapter 0133 Chapter 0133 As Alexander and I made our way upstairs, I could feel my heart pounding harder with each step. I led him to my bedroom, the quiet hallway suddenly feeling intimate, making me hyperâaware of his closeness.
My embarrassment was only slightly eased by the fact thatâd finally started remodeling the room. The childish posters were gone, and most of the stuffed animals had been packed awayâexcept, of course, for the plush bunny Alexander had won for me at the carnival, which still sat on top of my nightstand.
Alexanderâs eyes landed on the bunny immediately, and he smiled as he walked toward it. âWhat a lucky bunny,â he said, tapping it lightly on the head. âSeems itâs earned a place of honor.â
âOf course it has,â I replied, trying to hide my embarrassment. âAfter all, itâs a sweet gift from my fiancé.â
He chuckled, glancing back at me thoughtfully. âYouâre either very dedicated to this role, or maybe... just a sucker for a cute stuffed animal.â His gaze softened, though his brow furrowed as he looked around the room. âWho else would notice this in here?â
âI didnât really think about that,â I replied honestly, shrugging. âI just like the bunny. Thatâs okay, isnât it?â âIt is,â Alexander said, sitting down on the edge of my bed. âAfter all, I won it for you because I thought youâd genuinely like it. It even matches your pajamas.â
1 huffed, rolling my eyes. âYouâll never let me forget about those pajamas, will you?â
âOf course not,â he replied, his smirk tugging at the corners of his lips. âHonestly, I thought Iâd see a bit more cute decor in your room.â
âThere used to be,â I said, glancing around. âBut Iâve decided to remodel. I havenât gotten very far yet, but I packed away all my childish things.â
âWhy?â he asked, his voice curious but gentle.
I sighed, the weight of it catching in my throat. âIâm not a child anymore. Itâs time I grow up and put all of that behind me. I have responsibilities nowâones I have to take seriously. Thereâs too much at risk if I donât.â
Alexander watched me intently, his bright eyes searching mine. âHaving responsibilities and taking them seriously doesnât mean you have to give up the things that bring you joy,â he said softly. âWhat made you think you had to let go of joy in order to lead?â
I shrugged, about to answer, when he suddenly turned back to me, his expression sharp as he held up a small pill bottle heâd found on my nightstand. âWhatâs this?â he asked.
I froze, looking at the bottle in his hand. It was my medicationâthe pills Iâd been taking every night since my wolf had gone dormant. âItâs my nightly medication,â I explained, feeling a pang of unease. âWhy?â
âHow long have you been on these?â he asked, flipping the bottle over in his hands and reading the label.
âA few years now,â I said, trying to keep my voice steady. âWhatâs the problem?â
His jaw tightened as he looked at me. âIsnât it true that just a small dose of poison would be enough to keep your wolf dormant?â
My eyes widened, and a wave of dizziness swept over me as the implications hit me. If someone in the packâs medical team was secretly aiding David, they could have easily been slipping something into my medication to keep my wolf at bay.
âDo you think... itâs the medicine?â I asked, my voice barely a whisper.
1/3 +25 BONUS Chapter 0133 âIâm going to find out,â he replied firmly, standing and slipping the bottle into his pocket. âIâll have my doctor examine them and make sure theyâre safe.â
Watching him, I felt a strange mix of relief and anxiety. I trusted himâbut the possibility of betrayal from within my own packâs medical team chilled me to the core.
âYouâll be discreet, right?â I asked, wringing my hands together anxiously. âIf somehow my medication is poisoned, then that means-â
âDonât worry,â Alexander said, his voice steady as he gently placed a hand on my arm. âIâll make sure that whoever is responsible has no idea weâre onto them. Iâll head out now; if I hurry, I can get to my doctor before theyâre done for the night. I want this testing done immediately.â
âYou really think itâs that urgent?â
âOf course it is,â he replied, meeting my gaze firmly. âIâll let you know as soon as I have answers. If this is whatâs keeping your wolf from you, then by tonight, weâll know what needs to be done to change it.â
My heart raced at his words, the gravity of the situation hitting me all at once. Alexander must have noticed, as he gently helped me to sit on the edge of my bed.
âTry to stay calm,â he murmured. âIâll be in touch.â
âThank you,â I whispered, my voice barely audible.
Alexander lingered for a moment, his gaze intense, as though he had more to say. But he held back, finally turning and hurrying out the door.
My mind raced as I tried to process everything that had just unfolded. I didnât want to believe that Alexander was right about the pills, but something about them had clearly set off alarm bells for him. And his comment about restoring my wolf... could that really be possible?
Iâd been living without her for so long that Iâd convinced myself it didnât matter. I wasnât broken or useless without my wolf, yet a part of me had always felt incomplete as if something vital had been taken from me.
David hadnât just robbed me of my wolf; heâd stolen my power and my voice, leaving me hollow in a way I rarely allowed myself to acknowledge.
Maybe thatâs why it had been so easy for him to manipulate me. Deep down, in the most insecure part of my heart, Iâd believed I couldnât do better than David because I was wolfless.
Logically, I knew that wasnât true. But the feelingâthe helplessness heâd instilled in meâwas undeniable. Knowing now that he had orchestrated all of this filled me with a sickening fury.
The thought of reclaiming what he had taken stirred something fierce inside me. I could only imagine the look on his face if I undid all the damage heâd caused, if I found my power once more.
I was getting ahead of myself. The tests hadnât been done yet, but something in Alexanderâs demeanor left me almost certain he was right. The way heâd examined the pillsâit was as though he recognized something familiar.
That thought alone was troubling, hinting at shadows in his past. But whatever those shadows were, they were helping me now, and that comforted me more than I wanted to admit.
I donât know how much time passed as I sat there, my thoughts whirling in confusing circles. It must have been hours because the next thing that pulled me from my anxious thoughts was the sound of my phone dinging with a text message.
I looked down, my fingers shaking as I unlocked the screen. The message was from Alexander, and my heart 2/3 Chapter 0133 dropped as I read:
This is it.