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He even thought that if in the future he were to be alone and single, then he would want to be earning lots of money and have no kids. He would be active in charity. He would donate his excess assets to children who were either seriously ill or poor, but he would never think of adopting.
He had accepted Gong Jieâs terms only out of duty and much helplessness. Not that he really liked Natalia.
âI know you donât like me very much. Since you donât like me, I wonât force you to like me. So please donât force yourself to like me too!â
Natalia smiled as she spoke. âStill, I will live in harmony with you!â
With that, she turned and walked back into the room. He watched her go in silence. Suddenly, he was overcome by a strange sense of helplessness.
â¦
âHow could that be? Didnât your relationship with Natalia improve significantly during the trip to the amusement park?â
â¦
Late at night.
On the balcony, the actor was on the phone, leaning back against the railing as he lamented to Yun Shishi. âPerhaps I really donât have what it takes to be a newbie dad. Iâve tried my best to build a relationship with her, but this child is so sensitive. With just a look, she completely dismissed me as a person. Sheâs only six or seven, but the workings of her mind are already so exquisite and mature!â
Yun Shishi smiled at that. âIn this respect, heâs very similar to Youyou.â
âAre they similar?â
âThe boy has always been sensitive and delicate, even as a child. How far could he go? He could tell if someone liked him or hated him with just one look. Natalia is the same.â
The actor sighed helplessly. âI donât mean to dislike her. Itâs just that, you know, she showed up out of the blue. Overnight, I went from being a singleton to a newbie dad. Although Iâm just an acting dad, my status had changed so fast that I couldnât adjust my mentality!â
âI can quite understand that!â
Yun Shishi continued, âBut, think about it. You havenât been through the preparation process. Unlike the one in my family who had been constantly preparing for everything from getting ready for pregnancy to conceiving and nurturing the baby. A manâs paternal nature is actually different from the maternal nature. Motherhood is innate. Perhaps when sheâs childless, she feels an inexplicable stirring whenever she sees someone elseâs child. On the other hand, for men, some donât even realize their role as a father until the child is five or six years old. That paternal nature generally awakens later.â
âI want to get to her,â he said sincerely.
âYou want to get to her because you promised Alice youâll work closely with her to monitor this child, right?â
ââ¦â
âWhen you finally want to get to her because you wish to do it from the perspective of a father wanting to get to his daughter, the child will also be sincere with you.â After a pause, she smiled helplessly and said, âThis child, I think, is more vulnerable and sensitive, a little extreme in her thinking even. Itâs difficult to get along with her, to get to her.â
âSee? Isnât that right?â The actor pleaded for help. âThen what should I do? I donât want her to be on the guard against me like Iâm a wolf. She says sheâs not a sick person, but she doesnât know her own condition.â
âYou may not understand, Hua Jin.â