T/N: Implied slight NSFW at a part, please proceed carefully, youâve been warned~
Editor: Amaris
Who is she?
Oh...right. The person in question was Gu Xiâs cousin.
Gu Xi hesitated for a while.
This was a good chance for Gu Xi since he didnât intend to mess around with Shen Jiaze anymore. He could take advantage of the current situation by using his cousin as an excuse. It would be best if he could just directly cut off their relationship with this.
However... Gu Xi couldnât bring himself to harden his heart upon seeing the Shen Jiaze who had lost a leg and had his arm broken (not really).
It would be too unreasonable of Gu Xiâif by any chance Shen Jiaze had truly liked himâto âbreak upâ with him at this time.
As expected, it would be better to do things step by step.
Gu Xi was only pondering for a short while, yet his âteammateâ had sold him out.
Gu Xiâs terrified cousin promptly said, âIâm Gu Xiâs cousin! His blood-related cousin! My father is his biological uncle!â
Gu Xi, â...â Sister, thereâs no need to go into so much detail.
At first, Shen Jiaze had worn a fiendish look on his face as if he had been cuckoldedâbut his expression turned from overcast, to cloudy, and finally, clear, upon hearing the cousinâs words. He said, â...Hello, Elder Sister.â
Gu Xiâs cousin sat upright and still, still feeling terrified of Shen Jiaze.
Shen Jiaze felt somewhat remorseful for having jumped into conclusion, thus even though he was embarrassed, he sincerely said, âIâm sorry, that was really impolite of me...â He stole a glance at Gu Xi upon saying so.
Shen Jiazeâs expression had instantly melted nearly all of Gu Xiâs heart.
Gu Xiâs cousin immediately waved her hand. âItâs nothing, itâs nothing at all!â
Later, Gu Xiâs cousin retreated, leaving Gu Xi and Shen Jiaze to sit and talk face to face.
Gu Xi asked again, âYou broke your arm?â
Shen Jiaze, âYeah.â
âWhat did you do to get hurt like that?â
Shen Jiaze didnât say anything.
Gu Xi made a guess, âYou got into a fight with someone?â
Something flickered in Shen Jiazeâs sight for a moment before he nodded.
Hearing his response, Gu Xi became angry. âYouâre already an adult, yet youâre still picking a fight with others? Do you think youâre still an eighth grader!?â
Shen Jiaze lowered his head and stirred his coffee. After a while, he finally said, âThey were the ones who picked a fight first.â
Gu Xi, â...âTheyâ? Just how many people did you fight with!?â
Shen Jiaze replied, âAbout four or five people.â
Gu Xi asked again, âYou fought all of them by yourself?â
Shen Jiaze responded, âMn.â
Gu Xi became even angrier than before. âHow impressive, one on five. Why are you not dead yet?â
Shen Jiaze, â...â
Gu Xi felt angry yet distressed for Shen Jiaze. Noticing that Shen Jiaze had been fiddling his hands around yet not drinking the coffee, Gu Xi took the initiative to take the cup and added some more milk and two packets of sugar into the coffee...
Shen Jiaze said, âIâll do it myself.â
Gu Xi shot a glance at him.
Shen Jiaze immediately behaved himself again.
After stirring the coffee, Gu Xi put it in front of Shen Jiaze. He asked again, âWhy did you fight with them?â His way of speaking was like an elementary school teacher who was questioning an elementary school student.
Shen Jiaze paused.
Gu Xi exclaimed, âSpeak!â He wanted to know just what kind of trifling matter made Shen Jiaze not take care of himself like that.
Shen Jiaze hesitated for a moment before he spoke in a low voice, âThey were trying to kidnap me.â
Gu Xi felt as if there was water poured over his head that his whole body almost turned cold all over. He couldnât help but raise his voice when he exclaimed, âKidnap!?â
Shen Jiaze consoled him, âNo worries, they were just some bandits, and Iâve knocked them all out then. All of them have been arrested now.â
Gu Xiâs hands and feet were frozen. It took quite a while before he returned to his senses and asked, âThey didnât carry any weapons, did they? You actually got into a fight with four or five kidnappers? D-Did...did you only hurt your arm? Or did you also get hurt somewhere else...â
The more Gu Xi thought about it, the more frightened he became. At first, he thought that it was Shen Jiazeâs bad temper as usual that led him into a conflict, got into a fight, and accidentally broke his arm. Who would have expected that Shen Jiaze would have actually bumped into kidnappers? This...this was simply too dangerous!
Shen Jiaze chuckled. âIf I got hurt somewhere else, how would I be able to sneak out?â
Gu Xi knitted his brows. âWhat are you doing out here instead of recuperating properly at home?â
Shen Jiaze replied, âItâs too boring to stay at home.â
Gu Xi immediately felt guilty.
But soon, Shen Jiaze asked him, âHave you been worried about me in the past few days? I thought of telling you, but I couldnât get my cellphone. Having another person to deliver the message isnât convenient, either.â
He added, âI donât have my cellphone with me right now, but luckily, I ran into you.â
Shen Jiaze looked at Gu Xi, his gaze carrying the longing he couldnât conceal anymore.
Noticing that, Gu Xiâs heart thumped. He felt that he...was going to be done for.
In these three days, Gu Xi had wanted to alienate Shen Jiaze and made a clean break with him so that they wouldnât keep playing the âlovers gameâ anymore. However, Shen Jiaze was still concerned about him even though he was injured. He had finally managed to run out of the house, yet all that he got to witness in the end was Gu Xi drinking coffee with a woman. It was no wonder that Shen Jiaze got so angry at first.
What Gu Xi didnât know was that the reason Shen Jiaze had stealthily slipped out was to look for him.
Shen Jiaze couldnât get his cellphone nor pass on a message, it made him miss Gu Xi so much he couldnât get a blink of sleep.
Humans were like this. They didnât notice it when they were together, but when they were suddenly separated even only for a day, Shen Jiaze missed Gu Xi so terribly that he became restless all over.
His arm hurt, his mother kept nagging him, and worst of all, he couldnât meet Gu Xi. Because of that, everything just practically felt boring as hell for him!
Shen Jiaze finally managed to secretly slip out of the house when his mother was out, yet in the end he got caught by his bodyguard just when he was about to leave.
He wouldnât just go home like that, of course. He eventually got the chance to go out and have a cup of coffee after he threw a tantrum for a bit.
Coincidentally, Shen Jiaze saw Gu Xi with an unfamiliar beautiful woman the moment he sat down...
Back then, he was so angry that he flared up right where he was. He had missed Gu Xi so much that he desperately ran out of his house, yet in the end, Gu Xi was...
But obviously, Shen Jiaze had turned incredibly, extremely delighted the moment he learnt that the woman was Gu Xiâs cousin.
Gu Xi felt quite uneasy upon being constantly glared by Shen Jiaze. He asked in a low voice, âWhy did you not take your cellphone?â
Shen Jiaze replied, âMy mom feared that I wonât recuperate properly if I have my cellphone with me.â There were much more things Shen Jiaze could do with his cellphone in possession that he might accidentally break another arm.
Gu Xi, â...â
Shen Jiaze, âIt was really boring being restricted like that.â
Gu Xi paid no heed to Shen Jiazeâs grumbling. Instead, he asked, âDoes your arm still hurt?â
Shen Jiaze responded, âNot anymore.â
Gu Xi advised, âImmediately go home and properly recuperate your arm.â
Shen Jiazeâs expression was filled with disappointment when he said, âI donât wanna go home.â
Gu Xiâs heart skipped a beat. Then he said softly, âYouâll be able to attend school only if you get well soon.â
Shen Jiaze said, âItâll take a long time.â
Gu Xi had been holding back, but in the end, he was unable to keep his restraint and said, âTake this. Donât do anything else with it. Iâll send a message to you once in a while.â He took out his spare cellphone and gave it to Shen Jiaze.
Shen Jiaze was stunned.
Gu Xi couldnât look at him. He felt quite embarrassed as he asked, âDo you want it or not? If you donât want it then forgââ
Before Gu Xi could finish his words, Shen Jiaze had grabbed the cellphone, then carefully kept it in the pocket closest to his chest.
After he put the cellphone in the pocket, Shen Jiaze said joyfully, âRest assured, I wonât do anything other than reading your messages.â
What Shen Jiaze said were ordinary words, yet Gu Xi could feel his face turning extremely hot. He said, âIâm really busy, so I could only send a few messages.â
Shen Jiaze responded, âJust a message a day is fine.â He had never experienced how it felt to miss someone, but now that he had, he finally knew just how painful it was.
Shen Jiaze reluctantly finished his cup of coffee. Not long after, his bodyguard reminded him that he should go back already.
Shen Jiaze was agitated. âWhatâs the hurry?â
Gu Xi was worried about Shen Jiazeâs body, thus he said, âQuickly go back now. Itâs getting late, I should be going, too.â
Shen Jiaze immediately looked at Gu Xi. He didnât say anything, but his eyes revealed that he didnât want to leave at all.
Gu Xiâs mind was filled with: Oh no, oh no, Iâm really done for! He truly couldnât resist this kind of Shen Jiaze!
Fortunately, Shen Jiazeâs bodyguard was very responsible and diligent. He simply whispered a sentence, âMadam will be home soon.â
Shen Jiaze didnât want to be scolded for three hours straight by his mother at all, so he had no choice but to return home.
Before leaving, Shen Jiaze looked at Gu Xi again. He didnât say anything, he simply hung his arm as he looked at Gu Xi with his pitch-black eyes.
He looked like a little dog which was being abandoned by its owner.
Gu Xiâs heart softened into complete shambles. He said under his breath, âIâll message you later.â
Shen Jiaze finally felt reassured. He said, âThen, Iâm leaving?â
Gu Xi shouted, âJust leave already!â
Shen Jiaze had been enduring for quite a while, but he couldnât help it in the end. He approached Gu Xi, then said with a low voice that only Gu Xi could hear, âYouâre not allowed to go on morning jogs with others. Donât eat with others. Youâre also not allowed to walk too close to girls...and boys!â
Gu Xi couldnât help but laugh. âI wonât be able to fulfill the second one.â
Shen Jiazeâs eyes brightened up. âDoes that mean you could fulfill the first and third ones?â
This boy actually has the audacity to try to trick me! Not only did Gu Xi not get angry, he felt delighted to oblige instead. He responded with a tender voice, âYeah.â
Shen Jiaze tried his best to keep the corner of his lips down as he did his best to say seriously, âIf you lied, Iâll have to punish you.â
Gu Xiâs eyes were filled with a glimmer of smile as he replied, âHow are you going to punish me?â
Looking at Gu Xiâs curved eyes, Shen Jiaze felt an itch on the tip of his heart. He tried his best to shift his gaze, then said with a husky voice, âIâll bite you.â
Gu Xi nearly burst out laughing. âGo away, would you!?â
After Shen Jiaze left, Gu Xi had no choice but to eventually press the corner of his lips down after some time had passed.
He took out his cellphone and typed a message, thinking of sending it. But he shook his head and deleted the message in the end.
It has been less than five minutes since he left, why would I need to send a message?
So it has only been five minutes... Gu Xi felt rather melancholy now.
After barely holding on for half an hour, Gu Xi sent a message to Shen Jiaze: [Are you home?]
Shen Jiaze instantly replied: [I am. What about you?]
Gu Xi replied: [Didnât I say that youâre not allowed to reply?]
Shen Jiaze: [No worries, I could type pretty fast even with one hand.]
Gu Xi: [If only Iâd known sooner, I wouldnât give you that cellphone.]
[If you hadnât, I would have stolen it.]
Gu Xi laughed: [Whose cellphone are you going to steal?]
The reply was [Youâ] without any punctuation. It seemed that Shen Jiaze hadnât finished typing.
Perhaps Mother Shen appeared, resulting in Shen Jiaze hiding the cellphone in a rush. As a result, he sent the message even though he hadnât yet to finish typing.
Gu Xi stared at the word for quite a while before coming into a realization that he was really done for.
Maybe he had liked Shen Jiaze since long ago, but he just didnât realize it.
Just like what Ye Chen had said, why would he go jogging everyday with Shen Jiaze if he only wanted to compete? Why would they always have a meal together? Why would he feel so constantly delighted?
Even though Shen Jiazeâs family background didnât qualify for Gu Xiâs âstandard in choosing a spouseâ, something like feeling couldnât be restricted by that kind of thing.
Two people being able to meet and fall in love with each other was the best standard fulfillment.
What about the âIâm busyâ and âJust a message a dayâ Gu Xi had said before? All of them had gone with the wind. Subsequently, âone messageâ became a hundred more messages.
Gu Xi had never thought that someday he would become someone who would keep holding his cellphone and never let go of it.
Shen Jiaze sent a message right at six oâclock in the morning: [Morning.]
Gu Xi shunned him: [Sleep some more when youâre still recuperating. Why the hell do you need to get up so early for?]
Shen Jiaze: [Iâm inspecting your morning jog.]
Gu Xi replied: [Why would I need to be inspected by you?] Come rain or shine, he would always go on a jog.
Shen Jiaze: [Iâm inspecting so that you wonât jog with others.]
Gu Xi found Shen Jiaze amusing. He replied: [Who would even get up this early in the morning and jog with me?]
Shen Jiaze: [I would.]
Gu Xi: [That is exactly why youâre a fool.]
Big Fool Shen: [...]
Gu Xi was in a good mood after being humored by Shen Jiaze. He jogged for two more laps before joyfully having his breakfast.
Noticing Gu Xiâs expression, Ye Chen mocked him, âThe sour smell of âloveâ is making me not feel like eating my meal anymore!â
Gu Xi shot a glance at Ye Chen.
Ye Chen continued to mock him, âDidnât you say that you were only teasing him? Didnât you say that youâve broken up? Didnât you sayâmmph!â
Gu Xi stuffed a roasted ham to Ye Chenâs mouth. âEat your meal!â
Being able to eat one more slice of roasted ham made Ye Chen especially happy. He gladly ate the ham.
Three days later, Shen Jiaze began to âmiss Gu Xi so much it turned into an illnessâ, just sending messages didnât feel enough anymore. He sent Gu Xi a message: [Take a picture of yourself and send it to me.]
[...] Gu Xi asked: [For what?]
Shen Jiaze replied earnestly: [I want to see if youâre really jogging alone or not.]
Gu Xi mocked him: [Take it or leave it.]
It took quite a while before Shen Jiaze replied: [I want to take a look.]
It was only six words, yet they were brimming with intimacy and ambiguity. Things had turned...really weird.
Gu Xiâs face heated up. He replied: [What are you going to look at?]
Shen Jiaze: [You.]
Gu Xi: [Whatâs there to look at?]
Shen Jiaze summoned his courage and eventually sent the five words: [I want to see you.]
Reading the message, Gu Xiâs heart thumped wildly in response. He took a deep breath and tried to calm himself down.
But not long after, Shen Jiaze shamelessly sent another message: [Brother Xi, I miss you.]
Gu Xi felt a buzz in his head. His whole body had turned utterly frozen because of these five words.
Th-this is outright illegal!n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
There were countless people who have called him âBrother Xiâ, but when it was Shen Jiaze who said it... Shen...Jiaze...
Gu Xi took a picture and sent it to Shen Jiaze.
It would have been better if Shen Jiaze didnât see it, because the moment he did, he could feel his blood boiling.
Gu Xi was jogging. The bright morning sun subtly shone on his fair skin, reflecting the lustrous, thin layer of sweat which was truly captivating.
This is really...really...
Shen Jiaze stared at Gu Xiâs eyes (in the picture). In the end, he became hard after staring for quite a while.
Gu Xi immediately regretted his choice after he sent the image, but it had been sent... It was no use regretting now.
Shen Jiaze didnât reply for so long that Gu Xi had returned to his dormitory.
The moment he entered the door and intended to take a bath, his cellphone rang.
Shen Jiaze: [Have you taken a bath?]
Gu Xi: [Iâm about to.]
Shen Jiaze: [Send one more picture.]
Gu Xi: [...] This isnât going to stop!
Shen Jiaze even went as far as to give Gu Xi a call. Gu Xi was taken aback by the sudden call.
Right after Gu Xi answered, Shen Jiaze said with a very low voice, âTake another picture when youâre taking a bath and send it.â
Gu Xi blushed. âShen Jiaze!â
Shen Jiaze became harder after hearing Gu Xiâs voice. He said in whispers, âJust a picture is fine. Itâs alright to only take a picture of your face...â
Gu Xi, â...â
Shen Jiaze canât help but added another sentence, â...And your shoulder...â
Gu Xi flew into a rage from shame, âGet lost!â
Shen Jiaze called him pitifully, âBrother Xi...â
With a slam, Gu Xi hung up the call.
Who knew if Gu Xi sent the picture or not? Hehehe.
More than ten days later, Shen Jiaze finally attended school again. He didnât remove the splints on his arm, but he didnât need to get injected with antiphlogistics anymore. He just needed to recuperate slowly.
Mother Shen actually didnât allow Shen Jiaze to come to school yet, but Shen Jiaze persistently insisted that he couldnât just neglect his lessons. It was only his arm that got injured, his brain was fine.
Seeing her son being so devoted to study, Mother Shen willingly let Shen Jiaze attend school again.
Shen Jiaze immediately went to Gu Xiâs dormitory the moment he stepped foot at school.
Gu Xi was stumped for words as soon as he opened the door and saw the man before his eyes.
Shen Jiaze smiled as brightly as the sun. âIâm back!â
Gu Xi was completely blinded by his bright smile. He said after quite a while, âArenât you coming back two days later?â
Shen Jiaze replied, âI want to give you a surprise.â
Gu Xi chuckled. His eyes being thoroughly in a curve was showing that he was very happy, yet his words werenât honest as always, âSurprise my shit.â
Seeing Gu Xi being like this, Shen Jiaze felt his head heated up. He leaned forward and kissed Gu Xiâs lips.
Gu Xi suddenly opened his eyes wide.
Shen Jiaze used his uninjured hand to hold Gu Xiâs nape, then deepened the kiss which was filled with longing, making it a lot more intense.
Gu Xi didnât dare to move a muscle, since he was afraid that he would hit Shen Jiazeâs arm and hurt him.
As a result... He got kissed so passionately he became confused.
After the two parted, Gu Xi asked while gasping for breath, âDid I hit your arm?â
Shen Jiaze gazed into Gu Xiâs eyes. âGu Xi.â
Gu Xi unexpectedly felt somewhat nervous.
Shen Jiaze earnestly confessed to him, âI like you.â
At this moment, Gu Xi felt quite embarrassed. âMhm.â
However, Shen Jiaze continued to confess profusely, âI like you, I like you, Gu Xi, I like you, Iââ
Gu Xi couldnât keep listening to his never-ending confession anymore. He imprinted a kiss on Shen Jiazeâs lips, giving a response to his feelings with a sweet kiss.
Shen Jiaze really wished he could hug Gu Xi so, very tightly, tight enough to keep him close in his arms.
Unfortunately, he couldnât move one of his arms.
A long while later, Ye Chen finally caught on to what had happened and immediately felt envious.
Envious of Shen Jiaze.
Gu Xiâs character...was actually quite simple.
On the surface, he looked gentle and cultivated towards strangers, but he was actually indifferent and estranged.
On the other side, however, he would put someone he cared about in his heart and doted on them.
Gu Xi used to always take care of Ye Chenâs everything, but now the latter had been replaced by Shen Jiaze.
How could he not be envious after looking at the roasted ham that was supposed to be his being fed to Shen Jiaze? He felt extremely envious! QAQ
Shen Jiaze was definitely the âpatientâ. What exactly did it mean now that Ye Chen was aware of this? Of course, the fact that Father Gu would have one more kid to dote on!
Just look at Shen Jiaze! So cocky that heâs going to fly to the sky soon, see!?
Ye Chen: Iâm so aggrieved, but not only must I smile, I have to even give them best wishes!
There was nothing he could do... Ye Chen was a friend while Shen Jiaze was a lover. They werenât at the same level.
Although Shen Jiaze broke his arm, he was living the best of his life at this moment.
When meal time came...
Gu Xi said, âDonât move recklessly. Iâll cut it for you so you could eat it with a fork.â
Shen Jiaze responded happily, âAlright!â
When Shen Jiaze wanted to drink...
Gu Xi, âDonât drink cold water. Sit down and wait like a good boy, Iâll add some warm water in.â
Shen Jiaze was bursting with joy as he replied, âMn!â
When Shen Jiaze was about to attend a class...
Gu Xi, âThis is my notes of my previous classes. Take it and review it before class. In addition to that, youâll do well if you pay attention in class.â
Shen Jiaze particularly treasured the notes. Looking at Gu Xiâs elegant writing made him giggle like a fool for the whole class.
When Shen Jiaze wanted to take a bath...
Shen Jiaze stripped himself naked before saying, âBrother Xi, give me a hand. I canât get my arm wet.â
Gu Xi, â...â Nevertheless, he helped Shen Jiaze.
When it was time to sleep...
Gu Xi, âGo back to your dormitory and sleep! My bed is really narrow, what would you do if I accidentally squeezed your arm?â
Shen Jiaze, âZzzzzzz~~â
When Shen Jiazeâs arm had completely recovered, the two had already been âsemi-cohabitatingâ.
Ye Chen clicked his tongue. âShen Jiaze is truly an expert, huh.â
Gu Xi, â...â
Ye Chen patted Gu Xiâs shoulder and said, âOne is a pot and one is a lid, you two make a good match.â
Gu Xiâs words were full of hidden meaning when he said, âWe have some contradictions, actually.â
Ye Chen asked innocently, âWhat contradictions?â
Gu Xi, âHe threw his clothes messily when he returned to his room. His books are all over the place. He doesnât wash his cup after drinking coffee. He always forgets to charge his phone, toothbrush, and (shaving) razor. He doesnât blow his hair dry after washing it...â
Ye Chen...was caught off guard and forced to eat a mouthful of dog food.
Gu Xi could tolerate all of those shortcomings with how much of a clean freak he was? Just how fucking in love with Shen Jiaze is he?
Ye Chen felt so suffocated that the delicious food before his eyes couldnât even whet his appetite anymore!
Since then, Gu Xi and Shen Jiaze had always been together. From the time they met as sophomores until the time they graduated in the last year of college, they were inseparable.
In the course of two years, the two hardly ever quarreled. They were deeply attached to each other every single day.
The reasons were: Firstly, Gu Xiâs character. He always tolerated those he cherished, he basically couldnât get angry with them at all.
Secondly, Shen Jiaze treated Gu Xi as his darling. The moment he noticed Gu Xi knitting his brows, he immediately knew that something was wrong and promptly corrected himself.
Stillâjust like Gu Xi saidâthere were some tiny contradictions between them, of course.
For example...
âShen Jiaze, canât you put your shoes properly!?â
âShen Jiaze, do you want to throw away your clothes!?â
âShen Jiaze, wash the cup right at this moment!â
In the evening, Gu Xi said angrily as he was holding a hair dryer, âShen Jiaze! Stretch your dogâs head out!â
And certainly, there was...
Gu Xi, âShen Jiaze, put...put that thing on.â
Shen Jiaze pushed Gu Xi down as he kissed him messily, âItâs used up.â
Gu Xi didnât even know whether he was angry. In any case, his cheeks reddened as he said, âGo out and buy it!â
Shen Jiaze said as he sucked Gu Xi, âLetâs go for one round first.â
Gu Xi tried to push him away, but his strength was nothing compared to Shen Jiazeâs.
Eventually... Gu Xi didnât feel like moving at all. Shen Jiaze joyfully carried him to the bathroom, washed him clean, then seized the opportunity to do as he liked with Gu Xi.
As a result, Gu Xi ignored Shen Jiaze the next day.
In these two years, what Gu Xi had said the most was probably... Shen Jiaze, canât you grow up a little!?
But actually, Gu Xi never really cared about that. This was the kind of life he would be willing to live for a lifetime; he would be willing to accompany this kind of Shen Jiaze âtill the end of time.
Shen Jiaze used to dislike his motherâs nagging, thinking that she was too long-winded. But after he met Gu Xi, he loved the way Gu Xi scolded him. He especially loved Gu Xiâs voice when he shouted his name.
Shen Jiaze liked it when Gu Xi got angry at him. He also liked it when Gu Xi felt passionate... And he especially loved it when they were in bed that he wished he could keep Gu Xi in the bed forever.
The feelings they had on their school days were always bound to have a turning point after they graduated.
Gu Xi had thought that he and Shen Jiaze didnât need to care about anything else. However...a series of mistakes that happened due to an unexpected turn of events...
had nearly hounded him to death.
The author has something to say:
Yes, the next chapter is going to be the âbig dramaâ, but thereâs going to be one more chapter before the end!
Please forgive me if the update is late, because itâs probably going to be very long... Hahaha!
Thanks to you girls who have thrown bombs and nutrient fluids to me! Love you all!
T/N: Yea this chapter is brimming with sweetness...bcs the next chapter is an 8K+ werds one filled with angst roller coasters that I still canât recover from......... Huehuehuehueee... Iâll talk more about the details later, let me just cry for the 39274562938572545 times for now...
Also, just a tiny bit of personal update... I began watching more Japanese drama (usually called dorama)! Iâve always been interested but didnât get enough time and storage to watch them. In any case, I finished watching a police crime-drama series called MIU404! The premise is similar to the anime Fugou Keiji but more intense, so if you like some crimes, mysteries, partnerships, friendships, and loads of tears (at least for a crybaby like me), youâll probably like it as much as I do~ I want MIUâs jacket!! Imagine walking around while wearing that!!! Kakko sugiruuu!!! Thatâs it for now, see ya later (after Iâm done crying)~