I didnât remember sleeping for long. Maybe two to three days?
No matter how long it was, at most, it should have been a week.
However, when I opened my eyes, I was informed that 40 days had passed.
I slept that long?
When I first heard that, I couldnât understand.
A prank.
A prank. It must be two weeks or a day.
However, Dranste said the Imperial Palace was in a state of grieving since both of us wouldnât open our eyes.
Well, the palace really seemed to have stagnated.
Once the news got passed over, it was natural for nobles to send their letters.
âThe palace must have been in a mess.â
âMess wouldnât even begin to explain what happened.â
Elene shook her hands while saying that.
Ugh, tch.
I ignored Elene and looked at Serira. She was mixing medicine into my food.
Something had to be said.
My face darkened immediately.
Oh, I had to eat that terrible medicine again. I would have nightmares because of it.
That medicine with black color and the deep smell was supposed to be a premium tonic that could save the dead! The palace doctor prescribed it for my rejuvenation. And I hated it.
Shouldnât medicine be in a taste that humans could relish!? Reality was so harsh!
âEven if you put that expression, you need to eat it all.â
â⦠let me off.â
Serira laughed, looking at me.
âMom, I am in trouble. Are you enjoying that?â
âOh, right. Even if I cry, mom wonât blink until I finish eating everything.â
I was under pressure in silence. I had already drowned myself in medicine for days.
No!
I couldnât recover my health to its original state, but I was allowed to have a walk.
âHow is dad?â
âShowing miraculous recovery. Even then, they told me that his injuries were grave, so there would be side effects of it.â
Serira spoke with a worried face.
Aftereffects. What a frightening word. There shouldnât be any aftereffects. Suddenly, Elene raised her hand.
âWhat is she doing?â
âBut since itâs Your Majesty, Iâm sure heâll be fine!â
What a blind remark about my dad, but even I knew that things would be fine since it was dad. What else could I do?
I fell asleep to bring back my dad.
It was a faraway and distant story, but the moment I almost lost my dad was roughly a month away. It was something that could have shaken Agrigent.
That reality seemed like a dreamâa little comforting and fearful.
It was because of so many people that the mess managed to stay under wraps. Of course, Ferdel was the best of all. Even after the princess permitted me, it was all because of Ferdelâs ability and understanding of politics that the situation stabilized.
All Ferdelâs move.
âIs Ferdel still busy?â
âUhm, I heard that he hadnât been home for three weeks, and he is in talks with the finance office.â
When it came to rumors, Elene was the sharpest. She wasnât a maid anymore, but where did the word originate? I realized that it was her talent.
Listening to Elene, Serira touched my cheek, seeing my anxious expression.
I was worried. It was still in my mind that no one told me yet why Ferdel left his post.
It couldnât have been a huge deal. Dad must have done it in the heat of the moment.
âIs Assisi still in Izarta?â
âThey are still fighting. Uh, why did Emperor Havel have to lead his army there? It might be difficult to return to the capital at the moment.â
It was something even Elene seemed worried about. I looked at Serira, who seemed troubled.
Even mom was waiting. She wasnât comfortable knowing that Cito and Sanse were on the front lines. She didnât say it, but she seemed worried about Cito.
She lost her husband on the battlefield.
All we could do was pray for their safe return.
I didnât think Assisi would lose, but Havelâs name weighed on my mind.
Didnât Agrigent deliver the peace he wanted? I thought we were close; was I just mistaken?
Although we snapped at each other, I thought we were in a favorable relationship. Why did he do that?
Actually, Ferdel was too calm about Pretziaâs betrayalâ¦
Not knowing something was frustrating.
Ah, my head hurt, shit!
âCome on, eat!â
âFinally!â
âDamn.â
Due to the black liquid in front of me, I was lost in thought for ten seconds. It looked like cola but tasted like shit. When I swallowed the medicine, I didnât want to put anything else for hours in my mouth.
I had no appetite because of the drug. 100 percent sure!
âUgh.â
âEat everything without leaving anything behind. Until the last drop.â
Why did my mom have to smile by handing me that cruel thing?
Serira seemed modest, but she had iron blood; I mean, she fought with Caitel for years.
Just drink it.
First, cover your nose. Come one, medicine!
âAhhhh!!â
Defeated again.
The smell wasnât something I could beat.
Ha, death.
I drank it all with my nose closed, but I could still smell it.
If I let go of my nose, then I would faint right away. Huh, even rotten milk wouldnât smell like that.
âKay, now eat this. Quick!â
Elene put two pieces of sweet potato into my mouth. I couldnât even say no.
Oh, forget it. The fact that I had to drink it again in the evening scared the shit out of me.
Oh, I just want to go.
âYou need to heal, Ria!â
âLet me heal in my way!â
âOh my, arenât you feeling better, though?â
My broken body felt healed. I still needed medical care, but I did recover a lot; it was quick.
The only thing I hated was the disgusting medicine I had to chug down my throat.
Werenât there any other medicines?
Serira left the room after taking the medicine bottle.
At other times, I would have asked for her to stay with me, but with Elene with me, it felt like she was trying to do other things.
I was a little sad.
Well, I knew that she trusted Elene.
âPrincess, did you know? These days, there are rumors that Your Majesty has changed.â
âHuh? why?â
âIt seems like he changed a lot. Somehow, the aura around him changed a little or something like that. He had some peculiar sharpness in the past, which made people think that they would die if they were around him, but not much these days⦠I think?â
I couldnât keep up with Eleneâs words. Did she mean to say that he wasnât as sharp as before?
Wasnât dad always like that?!
Of course, when I was young, I saw his killer intent, but he did not have much of it when I grew up. Elene shook her head, trying to convince me.
âItâs true. In the past, Your Majesty made it feel like the day stood still. But these days, his presence has diluted a lot. Changed a lot.â
âRight. He must have felt comfortable.â
Serira, who came back, caught up with our conversation.
What changed?
âI mean, even in the past, he seemed fine, but his deathly gaze seemed to have disappeared. It seems like after Your Majesty opened his eyes, he starts acting differently. Perhaps because of it, the maids seem to smile a lot. They think Your Majesty has been living life again.â
Still, dad had the same personality as always.
Anyway, the riots had happened before, so I didnât care. No matter how much the maids liked my dad, the high wall around his heart wouldnât fall so easily.
âRight, thatâs it.â
What happened in the dream was faintly registered in my mind, but I could see how that affected my dad. However, I wasnât sure what exactly changed in him. Once I opened my eyes, my memories of him ran through my mind, but as the days passed, such memories faded away.
Come to think of it. I remember there being a powerful confession.
What was that confession now?