I couldnât tell whether I was eating dinner with my mouth or nose.
Eventually, I went to bed in a hurry and couldnât even say good night to dad⦠It was such a shocking story that my hands are still shaking, but he seemed unaffected while saying that. It felt so unnatural.
I donât even know how to describe this shock.
I came to my senses as if I had been hit in the back of my head, but strangely my mind went blank and I couldnât think of anything. But even though he was the cause of my confusion, he seemed so calm, soâ¦
I donât know what it is, but I just gave up thinking about it because it felt like the gap between something was disrupting organizing my feelings. I lied down on the bed thinking that Iâd be able to organize my thoughts when I wake up, but after lying down on the bed, my mind got clear.
In the end, I couldnât fall asleep properly.
ââ¦I should have just greeted dad anyway.â
However, the time was very subtle for me to get up again and go to say good night. Thatâs stupid, really.
I sighed for no reason.
He must be upset. Iâve never missed our evening greeting ever since I started living in my own palace. Of course, he might have thought it insignificant, but my dad is a delicate man, so heâll definitely care about this.
I wonder how I should comfort him if heâs upset about this.
ââ¦.â
The sound of my breath fills the room.
Itâs just little noise, but that regular sound of my breath made me feel more complicated.
Gee. the more I think about it, the more confused I feel.
When I walked out of my bed, my dark room came into view. My room, full of primary colors, was covered in dark and bluish light.
This is horrible.
Should I turn the light on and read a book?
All kinds of anguish pass through my mind.
A familiar voice suddenly came from the dark when I was unable to decide what to do with countless hesitation.
âWhatâs wrong?â
I raised my head at that familiar voice.
âI canât fall asleep.â
And I see a familiar blue eyes.
And thereâs only one kind of pervert who would visit me at this hour.
As expected, it was Dranste who came in.