Sanse is a knight too, but Assisi is still ahead of him. If Sanse looks good on being a knight, Assisi was born to become a knight.
If the war really happens, he wonât just stand back to protect me.
â¦that makes me a bit conflicted. I donât want a war to break out. When I think that our days like this will be goneâ¦I hate it.
I guess Iâm still a child.
âWere you reading a book?â
âYes, I had some time to myself for once, so I was reading.â
A small smile spreads around Assisiâs mouth.
I smiled looking at Assisiâs smile.
He really changed a lot.
When we first met, he was so frigid that I couldnât even imagine him smiling. I know Iâm not the one who made him like this, but itâs still nice to see him smile so much.
I should smile for him too. Smiling is something Iâm pretty good at.
I held Assisiâs hand and shake it back and forth.
Assisi frowned a little bit awkwardly, but he didnât seem to dislike it. I smiled again looking at him.
âWhat were you reading?â
âHuh? Oh, itâs a book about a woman.â
Assisi tilts his head.
I picked up a book with a neat cover and showed it to Assisi.
This is a book about Lady Cicellia. This wasnât an officially published book, so it may not be reliable. sheâs despised as the witch who doomed this country, so itâs hard to find out a lot about her. But Ferdel managed to find something for me.
Iâve been curious since she was mentioned during the lesson, so Iâm reading about herâ¦and the more I read, the more I think she was amazing.
There are always women who try to seduce men to learn their secrets, but most of them end up as tools for another person in power.
But Lady Cicellia had strict rules and followed her own standards.
There were a lot of nobles who follower her, but she didnât follow anyone. Thatâs what draws me in. anyway, sheâs interesting.
Now that I think about it, does Assisi know about her?
Perhaps he saw her in person.
She was only one generation before me and died just about 20 years ago.
âAssisi, do you know about Lady Cicellia?â
At my sudden question, Assisi hardens his face and nods.
âYes.â
âOh, really?â
I thought he might know her, but itâs surprising to hear that he really does.
It felt like ancient history when I was studying. But like this, it seems recent. Itâs kind of an unfamiliar feelingâ¦
At my reply, Assisi glance at me and talks quietly.
âShe was my mother.â
Huhâ¦
Huh?!
I lost good timing to react. I feel like I heard something weird.
Suddenly a weak wind blows my hair. I frowned a little.
âPardon?â
Assisi answered me with dry eyes.
Eyes without any expression.
That perfectly dry eye makes me realize the situation.
âDidnât you mean the Countess, Lady Cicellia Zavaikal?â
âHuh? Yes.â
His golden green eyes stare me.
Iâve always thought his golden-green eyes were beautiful. But now, heâs looking at me with emotionless eyes that hold nothing inside.
âShe was Emperor Ivanâs mistress, and the unofficial queen of Agrigent.â
The hand that was holding falls apart.
âI am her son.â