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Mu Xiaoxiao said, â⦠Isnât that called âtrying to piss me off?ââ
Han Qiqing didnât know whether to laugh or to cry. âIsnât that a different thing?â
Mu Xiaoxiao waved a hand as though she were swatting a fly and said, âAiyoh, letâs not talk about this anymore. Itâs all in the past now.â
âYeah, whatâs important is the present. Soâ¦â Han Qiqingâs eyes darted around and she looked at her curiously. âWhat did Yin Shaojie do this time to make you so angry?â
Mu Xiaoxiaoâs original purpose in looking for her was to find someone who could help her analyze the situation.
Thus, she told her thoughts and what Yin Shaojie had done to her.
After listening to her, Han Qiqingâs eyes looked at her dazedly. She then replied, not knowing whether to laugh or to cry, âSo⦠youâre jealous at yourself? My goodness, Xiaoxiao, your brain is really⦠I really donât know what to tell you. People with memory loss usually donât behave the way you do after they regain their memories! Even if youâve lost your memories, youâre still you! How could you think that youâre someone elseâ¦â
âIâm just⦠Aiyoh, how do I say thisâ¦â Mu Xiaoxiao was feeling really troubled too. âI just feel like Iâm⦠But I just canât control it. The moment I think of the things that Yin Shaojie did to me when I had memory loss, I just feel⦠so angry.â
Han Qiqing rubbed her chin as she thought. Suddenly, she looked at her meaningfully.
âWhat?â Mu Xiaoxiao asked, puzzled.
âMu Xiaoxiao, how could you not realize this problem when youâre already jealous of yourself?â Han Qiqing smiled mysteriously, as though she had discovered something huge.
âWhat problem?â Mu Xiaoxiao was surprised.
Han Qiqing leaned towards her and spoke into her ear, âYou just love Yin Shaojie too much! Thatâs why you canât tolerate it and even get jealous at yourself.â
Mu Xiaoxiao paused and looked a little bashful. âWhat are you talking about! Iâm not like that.â
âReally?â Han Qiqing looked at her amusedly and asked on purpose, âSo do you not love Yin Shaojie, or do you love Yon Shaojie?â
âIâ¦â
Mu Xiaoxiao was about to open her mouth to speak before Han Qiqing interrupted her.
Han Qiqingâs gaze was earnest as she looked at her and asked, âSeriously, Xiaoxiao, we can all see how much Yin Shaojie loves you. What about you? How much do you love Yin Shaojie? Or⦠are your feelings towards him just out of habit?â
âOf course not!â Mu Xiaoxiao retorted hastily after hearing this. Her face looked serious and even looked a little angry.
Was her display of affection towards Yin Shaojie that unsatisfactory?
Mu Xiaoxiao felt a little downcast.
Han Qiqing smiled and said, âSo my analysis is correct. The reason why youâre so hung up about the things that happened with Yin Shaojie during your memory loss is because you love him too much, to the extent that youâre even jealous at yourself.â
âXiaoxiao, youâre still you, no matter whether you have memory loss or not! How is anything different? Even though itâs a little wrong for Yin Shaojie to lie to you like that, heâs only doing it because he loves you.â
âThe things that both of you have experienced are ultimately still your memories, right?â
As Mu Xiaoxiao listened to Qiqingâs analysis, her eyes became dazed and she sank into deep thought.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
She had to admit that Qiqing was really making a lot of sense. The little knot in her heart had loosened.