Damn it.
Sheâs backing away from me.
âItâs okay,â she tells me. âJust calm down. There is nothing here to hurt you.â
Iâm not hurt.
She is.
The memories fade.
âIâm sorry,â she whispers. âI tried to helpâ¦â
Why is she apologizing?
I retract my claws and feel my face and hands reform.
This foolish womanâ¦she canât even shift to heal herself.
Thereâs blood dripping from gashes along her forearm.
âItâs nothing,â she tells me.
Right.
Just one more injury to add to a collection.
Her ankleâs still f*cked up. There are bruises on her face and neck that are an ugly yellow and still healing.
And now Iâve sliced her skin.
Without her wolfâ¦âYouâll have scars.â
âItâs nothing. Come back to bed.â
I scoff. Both at her attempts to downplay the situation and the thought of trying to fall back asleep.
My shirt is shredded. I peel it over my head.
When I take a step toward her to grab a washcloth from the bathroom for her arm, Grace tenses.
Sonofabitch.
She realizes what sheâs done and blanches.
âNo,â I tell her before she can apologize. âYou should be afraid of meâ¦â
I cross to the neat pile of clothes on the bedside table. Clothes she bought for me. I drag a shirt over my head.
âW-what are you doing?â she asks.
âItâs obvious. Isnât it?â
Iâm leaving.
âJay, you don't have to go. It was an accident. I have nightmares tooââ
I jerk open the door and walk into the night.
âJay, are you coming back?â
I donât know⦠âMaybe.â
The next day, Iâm back in my packâs headquarters and in the office. Gone are the streetclothes. My hair is tied back. Iâm clean shaven.
This isnât some silly Clark Kent, âoh, these glasses make me look totally differentâ scenario.
Iâm the same man.
Itâs the disparity between my circumstances that have people seeing what they want to see.
In many ways, this game with Grace has been an effective social experiment. When Iâm poorâ¦people overlook me.
I realize this is true for wolves, humans, people in power.
Iâll learn from this lesson, I vow. And make sure all members of my pack have better equality.
We have stipends and communal lands. Grants and resources available for each family. But as Alpha, Iâve amassed billions. We have real estate throughout the city, politicians in our pockets, connections to the military and DoD. More importantly, I have control over the Nine ranges of wolves in the area.
There isnât a pack on this seaboard stupid enough to challenge me.
I stare at the cheap ass cell phone Grace bought for me.
I flip it over and over in my hand.
Sheâs called.
Sheâs texted.
Nothing pushy. Just letting her know sheâs fine. And asking if I am.
Despite that I clawed her arm something fierceâ¦despite that I could have killed her!â¦sheâs still worrying about me.
In the afternoon, the top management of the Reed Pack conducted its quarterly financial meeting.
While everybody is listening attentively to the report, my mobile phone suddenly rings.
Itâs Grace.
Iâve ignored her all day.
What if sheâs hurt?
If her arm needs stitches?
F*ck it.
I ignore the odd staresâand every wolf in this boardroom is staringâand answer the call. I put the phone up to my ear.
âYou done being mad at yourself?â she asks. âOr do you want to pout longer?â
I fight a grin.
âYour arm okay?â I ask.
âCome see for yourself,â she says. âBe home in time for dinner.â
âYes sister.â
I hang up.
âSister?â the Alpha next to me inquires. âWhat sister!?!â
"Who is the boss talking to?â William Sharf asks, turning to my beta.
Terrence pretends not to hear the question.
âGentlemen,â I say, rising. I nod at the two females on the board. âLadies. I need to go out for a while.
Carry on with the meeting."
I walk out of the conference room, leaving the other alphas and managing wolves in my corporation astounded.
All of them then look at Terrence.
I pause a moment outside the conference room door.
âTerrence, what is going on? Alpha Reed hasnât ever left a meeting earlyâ¦â
âWho was that calling him?â old wolf Jameson asks.
âIs he coming back?â someone else inquires.
âEnough,â Terrence says. Heâs a powerful and intelligent wolf and heâs been my right hand for a long time. âOur Alpha instructed us to continue this meeting. That is what we will do.â
âOkay,â one of the CFOâs says. âLetâs pick up where we left off. Open your reports to page 32.â
* * * * * * * * *
GRACE Across town, I put away my phone and continue sweeping.
"Who did you call?â Claire asks.
"My younger brother,âi say.
"You have a brother?" Claireâs brows draw together. "I never heard you mention one before."
I just smile.
Work goes so so slow, knowing Jay will be there when I get home.
Itâs silly I know. To want to see him so badly.
I shouldnât count on himâon anyone.
And I donât. Iâm independent.
Emotionally though, I do like having him around.
I shouldnât. And I know Iâm setting myself up for heartache because Jay may be coming back today, but a day will come when he wonât.
I know that.
And Iâll deal with it.
I just donât want him leaving on account of me. Or harboring any guilt or bad feelings.
What happened was an accident.
The next few hours pass achingly slowly.
When we finally finish sweeping, Claire and I go back to the Sanitation building.
A number of women are staring at the television on the wall, catching the news. Itâs official, the Stevens and Atkinson families would be united. Alpha Sean Stevensâmy former fiancee. My lover. The father of my unborn babyâ¦
Heâs now engaged to Lily Atkinson.
The woman whoâd played a role in killing my grandfather.
The selfish, spiteful she-wolf who set these events into motion.
Itâs hot celebrity gossip and my coworkers are eating it up. A picture flashes of the beautiful couple. Lily holds out her hand, showing off a ginormous pink diamond ring.
â⦠the six-carat pink diamond ring is exceptionally rare and of the highest quality. The diamond costs around $10,000,000â¦â
"Lily is a winner,â one of the women said as she stows her tools. âLucky girl. Not only is she pretty and rich, but her husband is handsome and wealthy."
I purse my lips.
Yes, they are both attractive and wealthy.
But theyâre also cruel. Petty. The people responsible for my torture in prison. For banishing me from my pack. And the force behind the Council stripping me of my wolf.
âTheyâre such a beautiful couple!â Claire says.
They might be pretty on the outside. But inside, they are uglyâ¦