15 - Chapter Fifteen - Siryn's Point Of View.
Even though Lucio and I had mated and that should have been enough
to prove I wanted him too. He made it clear he didn't want me to go
home because I might not come back. I honestly didn't understand
alphas at the best of times. After fighting with him over the whole deal
I promised I would come back in a few days. Well, I didn't understand
why he had become so possessive with me now and not before, I still
made a deal to be back in four days. He was really going over the top
with all the protections and rules now that he had marked me, for
heaven's sake i was scent marked and i doubted anyone was going to
want to touch me, my father and my mate would kill for me there was
doubts about that.
"A few warrior wolves are going to run you to the edge of your land to
make sure you get there safely.â
"Don't you think that's a bit overkill?"
"No. I think you should have more guards but I know that's not going
to happen because you won't allow that.â
"Yeah. That's not going to ever be okay with me."
âI will have it one day mate.â
âDon't even try it Lucio, it's not going to happen.â
Packing my stuff, I shifted and one of the guards strapped on the pack.
They ran behind and in front of me in groups of two. My dad met me at
the border of our land, I shifted pulling on shorts and dad then pulled
me in for a hug. I felt so many emotions and complex feelings and i
wanted to tell my father about Lucio and I but it just felt all so fresh and
still new i found it hard to talk about it.
" Lucio made it very clear he wants you back home in four days."
" Really! He told you?"
" That he did. He also made it clear his pack-land became your home
last night.â
"Yeah... kind of."
"You're an adult. So congratulations.â
It was clear he wanted to say something but he didn't. I mean whatever
he wanted to say probably wasn't what I wanted to hear, He had that
sort of face on. Walking back to my little cabin my dad dropped me off
at the door. My cabin still looked like my cabin, my safe space and my
first real home by myself .
"Hey, Before you go in, just listen to me for a moment. Okay?"
"Of course, dad."
"I want you to know your cabin will always stay yours. For when you
visit or if you need to get away if things aren't working. I just wanted
you to know that.â
"Thank you, dad. That really means a lot to me that you would keep my
cabin for me."
Hugging dad, once more I went inside. My house looked the same, It
was still just like I left it. Going to my bedroom I sat on the bed and
looked at the stuff around me. It didn't feel the same as it had before
Lucio. Perhaps that was just because Lucio and I had mated just days
before. It just no longer felt like home. Sitting in silence my ears picked
up a very faint heartbeat. Getting off the bed I went to look to see if I
had mice or something else that would give off such a faint heartbeat
sound. After not finding what was making the little heartbeat I settled
down in the living room. My ears were still picking up on the little
heartbeat and no matter where I went in the house I could still hear it.
Laughing I realized I was hearing my own heartbeat, that was why no
matter where I went I was still hearing it. I mean it had to be right?
I mean I knew we hadn't used a condom but it was way too soon, I was
sure of that. I had never heard of a wolf knowing they were pregnant
because they could hear the sound of their babies heartbeat the night
after the mating, It was just too weird and couldn't be something that
was actually happening here. Brushing it off I cleaned my place of the
dust that had seemed to coat everything well and I was gone and then
it felt like my home all over again. Clean and fresh. I moved my bed
around and away from the window into the corner of the room and got
out all the good blankets for the night.
Laying on the bed I fluffed in the blankets for a long time just enjoying
the feelings of all the fuzzy blankets on my skin. I debated getting
naked to be able to feel them all more as I fluffed but I didn't want to
do all the work of getting naked.