âTroublesomeâ
I didnât like being bothered or how she constantly appeared in front of me.
She told me to live without paying attention to each other, so I did it, and what kind of whim did she have?
âSneak information in the place where you were dealing. See how it turns out.â
ââ¦â¦What?â
âDidnât you hear that? Iâm telling you to report.â
I thought she was a useless child, but she seems to have a good hunch in a place like this.
âBut how does she know everything about our business?â
âThatâs what Iâ¦.â
It was a strange thing.
Itâs something Iâve been doing without telling anyone, but how does she see through it?
Leon Davis.
Maybe heâs a spy from the royal family or somewhere else.
âThe two got close these days?â
âNot only they are close, but he is with her almost every dayâ
âKeep an eye on them.â
I donât know when heâs seven. He was already ten years old.
Isnât the growth period coming soon?
Even now, Leon was bigger than Elle. After that, we didnât know how much more difference it would make.
âDid you say that he could only recognize Elle?â
âYes, I think he remembers her with a characteristic.â
âWhat a funny guy. Thereâs nothing special about him.â
âWell, whatâs the big deal? Heâs a kid whoâs about to leave when heâs an adult. You can think of it as a sponsorship.â
Sponsorship was not difficult.
However, I was worried that he might have other thoughts.
They are both young now, so they donât know each other, but when patterns begin to appear, they become distant from each other even if they donât want to.
Even if she had a crush on him, it was of no use in front of the pattern. So it was better not to know such feelings.
âYou can kill him if you smell something strange.â
âHuh? But.â
âYou can remove anything that poses a threat to our family.â
âEven so, if the Young Lady finds out the truth, she will be sad.â
Edgar laughed at his aideâs words.
She already thinks Iâm a bad guy anyway.
There was no difference in being a little worse person.
âI donât care. Kill him.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âWhat are you hesitating about? Itâs not much different from what weâve been doing. Now, suddenly you have a conscience?â
Edgarâs sharp voice made him quickly nod his head.
âAlright, sir.â
There were some well-trained children, too, so that was a reasonable suspicion.
Maybe a wind of blood blows over the house again.
* * *
âIâm sure this is how you said it would work.â
Leon narrowed his brows as he looked at the open book.
I moaned while covering a book that read â10 Ways to Steal Ladyâs Heartâ.
âItâs a pure lie.â
He came across a book in the countâs library and secretly brought it to his room.
He didnât believe it, but he tried it because he thought it wouldnât be so bad to try it.
âThen I got hit on the back of my hand.â
Leon lay down on the bed, recalling the back of his hand that was tingling.
Far from looking sexy, Elle acted as if she was trying to stop her little brother from being cheeky.
He jumped up from his seat and looked in the mirror.
Black hair mixed with nothing, big, red eyes that are only known by her. A white face and thick lips
I donât know, but didnât Elle always say Iâm beautiful?
But every time he saw his face, he sometimes felt strange.
To remember people, he memorized habits and distinguished them using different information.
âIs this me? But I donât think itâs me.â
Leon covered his face and struggled in pain.
This situation, where he could not even recognize his face, was like hell.
âIâm tired.â
It took a long time to memorize the countâs few servants.
Even that was possible because there were not many people attached to Elle.
It was over at the point of roughly recognizing it, but I couldnât recognize who it was if I thought the appearance had changed even a little.
Leon looked in the mirror and sank on the bed.
âItâs strange, I heard that a beautiful man would do all right.â
I didnât believe Elleâs words and affirmed that I looked beautiful.
Maybe she was just saying nice things for my mood.
I didnât believe in books either.
Leon bowed his head and reflected on Elleâs words.
âWhen I become an adultâ¦â¦.â
I will be separated from her.
He didnât want to leave her.
I wanted to be with her all my life.
I wondered how she would grow, what kind of expression she would make in front of the person she loved, and what Elle would look like as she grew older.
The unfulfilled thirst kept pushing me.
âIf I donât become an adult, do I have to leave?â
No, then the count might send me to be adopted somewhere else.
If a grown-up child becomes a baby again, everyone will be surprised and know he is a cursed child.
âThen what should I doâ¦â
Leon remembered one thing from Elleâs words that she had forgotten.
Marriage, didnât she say that marriage is the only way to be together?
âWhen you become an adult, patterns will appear.â
Elle was one of the people who didnât have a pattern. So when I see a pattern, Iâm going to fall in love with someone else.
Can I find out who it is?
No, I wouldnât even know the face of the person he loved .
Leon recognized Elle, but he was acting. Elle might kick him out if his fatal shortcomings go away.
âI canât do that.â
Leon was not confident in loving anyone else.
It wasnât his will, it wasnât his heart.
So he makes a decision.
If anyone shows up with a pattern like his, he will kill her before she appears.
* * *
After training, Leon was seen resting in the garden.
âHe must have been tired.â
I leaned against the tree and carefully approached Leon, whose eyes were closed.
âPretty.â
A perfect appearance even with closed eyes.
If you just look at him all day, the time will surely pass.
âElle?â
âDid I wake you up?â
Maybe because I stared too hard, Leon called my name.
âHow did you know?â
âBecause youâre the only one who looks at me like this.â
Leonâs words made me laugh without realizing it.
âYes, thatâs true.â
The long eyelashes were shaded. Eyes were entangled in the wide-open eyes.
Itâs been a while since I saw his red eyes.
Without realizing it, I looked at Leonâs face with an exclamation.
âLion, your eyes are so pretty.â
ââ¦â¦ Elle is the only one who says that.â
People said. He canât even recognize his family because of his red eyes.
Actually, he didnât remember anyoneâs face.
It was me who had picked him up comfortably because of that.
Iâll be in trouble if he remembers me.
âThatâs why I told you how. Remember the characteristics and memorize them.â
I swept Leonâs white cheeks.
He had fine skin without any blemishes, but the wounds were seen here and there, causing regret.
âHowever, itâs hard to remember people who didnât have characteristics. Besides, I canât hide my black hair.â
âThe kids who make fun of your hair that is more beautiful than darkness are fools. Thatâs why Iâm jealous of you, so beautiful.â
The light shining through the trees looked just like stars on Leonâs black hair that hit the night sky.
âJealousyâ¦â¦ Elle, you always tell me things I canât think of.â
Leonâs eyes grew distant.
ââ¦â¦ Elle, Iâm a monster.â
I closed my lips tightly at Leonâs words. He may say that because of the memories of the past that often haunt him.
A family driven to death by his own hands.
Of course, Leon was not part of the family for them. A child who has been cursed, a nuisance that simply cannot be eliminated. A disgrace to the family.
A terrifying creature that canât be killed.
I imagined what their gaze would have looked like at Leon.
âLion, you are just a precious family to me.â
Others donât know, but I know. That he was just a child who missed his familyâs arms.
âYou donât know⦠â¦what Iâve done.â
Leon wrapped his hand around his face in his hand. He wonât know either.
The fact that I know everything. But it didnât matter.
It was not Leonâs will. Above all, who can kill their family by themselves?
Leon even found out later. It may be a piece of memory that he wants to erase.
Because he couldnât tell people apart.
He couldnât even know who the dying family was.
How did he feel then?
Maybe I canât even imagine.
It was from that day that the cursed power came to Leon.
It was a prelude to misfortune. However, after becoming an adult, he falls in love with a set pattern on his body.
The curse is released the moment he falls in love with the female lead.
Like magic in a fairy tale.
âAm I really beautiful?â
Leon asked me, putting his face close to me.