LOGAN
The next four days are a roller coaster. The ups are every second with Rae (I hate how whipped I sound, but I honestly am). The downs areâ¦everything else. Dad, especially.
âHe hasnât talked to my mom since the weekend,â I sigh to Rae as we lounge in my bed Friday morning.
She combs through my hair with her fingers. All of her touches are gentle. Sensitive, in a way. âDo you think heâs worried about what her reaction will be?â
I think all the shit sheâs been through has given her an understanding of how peopleâs brains work. How they cope.
She could hang up a psychology degree next to her photography diploma and Iâd believe it. She hits the nail on the head every time she theorizes about Dadâs behavior and intentions.
âProbably,â I sigh. âHe rented out a house so he could get his shit in order in the quiet. It doesnât make any sense, though, because my mom is the quietest person. She pretty much whispers everything she says.â
âMaybe he doesnât want her to see his reactions either. That canât be easy, calling lawyers and accountants and arranging all that.â
âDid you knowââ I kiss her softly, and she giggles ââthat youâre a genius?â
She raises her brows. âExcuse me, Mr. CEO. I think youâre the genius in this relationship.â
I check my phone and sigh. âWeâll have to agree to disagree. I really should get to the office. You ready to head out?â
She pouts as she slips on her shoes and jacket. I love that pout. She sticks out her bottom lip and shoots me these pleading eyes. I have to summon all my inner strength not to pull her back into my bed.
Rae hasnât seemed anxious in my car since we became official. She hasnât really been that anxious at all, actually.
I mean, she gets stressed out over work and beats herself up for saying the wrong thing to other people, but she isnât second-guessing everything she does around me anymore.
I never would have pegged her as a talker, but she always has a million thoughts bouncing through her head, and sheâs finally comfortable enough to share them.
Sheâs telling me about her brotherâs bitchy wife when I pull up in front of her apartment. âI havenât even gotten to the Thanksgiving incident yet,â she groans. âRemind me to tell you about that later.â
âHow am I supposed to focus on anything at work now?â I tease. âIâm dying to hear this.â
Her response is to wink. God, I fucking loâ ~Get your shit together, Logan. Youâve been together a week.~ I kiss her goodbye before I say anything stupid.
âNow I donât want to go to work,â she mutters, frowning.
I imitate her pout, earning myself another bout of giggles. âIâll text you,â I promise.
âNot the same, but alright.â She grins. âBye, Logan.â She flounces out the door, straight into Michael. The intensity of the fear in her eyes matches the storm brewing in his.
âAre you fucking kidding?â he shouts, his voice carrying through the closed window. âAre you kidding me, Rae? Youâre with ~him~? What is he, your third man this month?â
She stumbles backward, nearly toppling over a bench. Her eyes flit to me as I swing open the door, glowering at Michael. âLeave her alone,â I demand.
He doesnât even raise his eyes from where Rae quivers on the bench. âFuck off, Quincy. This doesnât concern you,â he snarls.
âYes, it fucking does.â Iâm not trying to go into the office with a black eye and bruised knuckles the first month into my tenure as CEO, but I will. I will for Rae. Sheâs silently crying now.
âGo on inside, Rae,â I say softly. âIâll take care of this.â
She shakes her head. âIâm not leaving you,â she mumbles.
That sets Michael off. âYouâre a fucking whore, you know that, Rae? You fucking know that? You disgust me. Youâre a wolf in sheepâs clothing, pretending to be this innocent little girl whenââ
Iâm winding up to punch Michael in the jaw when Rae stands. Sheâs tiny, her head barely making it to shoulder-level, but she tilts her chin toward the sky and glares up at Michael, not avoiding his eyes.
âLeave me alone.â Her voice is soft and a little shaky, but her words are clear. She spins on her heel and walks slowly toward the door. Sheâs holding it open when she turns and calls over her shoulder, âTalk to you later, Logan.â
The door swings shut, and sheâs gone.
Itâs just Michael and me now.
âYou know I fucked that last week, right?â he says, almost sounding amused.
Iâm fucking fuming. âDid you just call Rae ~that~?â
He shrugs. âSheâs basically a sex doll, not talking, just fucking, so yeah. It fits.â
My fists twitch, ready to wipe the smug expression off his face.
The board would really hate if their CEO knocked out his chief information officer. âYouâre sick,â I say instead.
I almost expect him to take a swing at me when my back turns and I walk to my car, but he stands there, looking bored, dicking around on his phone.
I nearly blow through four red lights on the way to the office, dead-set on talking to Rae as soon as possible, but when I finally pull up, Iâm stuck with my fingers hovering over the keyboard.
For the first time since fucking high school, I stare at my phone, unsure what to type.
If I ask how sheâs doing, she might break down into tears, and she has to be at work in less than an hour.
Part of me wants to apologize for putting her in that situation, but sheâll just tell me itâs not my fault, and then sheâll ask how Iâm doing. Sheâll be worried about me, and thatâs the last thing I want right now.
I go the flattery route, partly in an attempt to quell her anxiety, but mostly because Iâm really fucking impressed. She stood up for herself when Michael screamed degrading, fucked-up, untrue shit into her face.
Heâs a big dude, but she didnât back down.
I really think Iâm falling in love with this woman.
Logan
Remind me never to get on your bad side. You took on Michael like a champ.
Rae
Okay, hereâs your reminder: Donât slut-shame me in front of my apartment building and youâll stay on my good side.
I snort.
Rae
Donât worry about me. Iâm not taking any of what he said to heart.
Logan
Good. Heâs a moron. You should see him in meetings.
Rae
We canât all be as brilliant as you, Mr. Genius CEO.
Iâm grinning to myself when Ellen steps in my path. âGood morning,â I exclaim, startled.
âYouâve got a visitor,â she replies in her gruff morning voice. âI tried to keep him out, but he insisted.â
~For fuckâs sake~. âDonât worry about it,â I grumble.
Thank God she warned me because if I saw Michael leaned up against my desk after the shit he pulled this morning, I would have decked him.
âMorning, Logan.â Heâs glaring at me. Clearly, he gave up on that false indifference he was trying for outside his apartment.
âCan you make an appointment with Ellen? Iâve got a lot going on this morning.â
âIâll be quick.â
I donât like the look of his smirk. Iâm not easily intimidated, but the way his face is contorted, so satisfied, makes the hair on the back of my neck stand on end. ~Damn~.
Rae was really fucking brave to get in his face this morning. âWhatâs up, Michael? If this is about Rae, you need to stay the fuck away from my girlfriend.â
âGirlfriend already, huh?â He chuckles. âInteresting.â
Fuck the board. Iâm going to break his nose.
âI had a meeting with my fellow CIO last night,â he starts. Michael is the chief information officer. His sister-in-law, Beatrice, is Quincyâs chief investment officer. Sheâs also the only reason he has a job.
âShe was concerned about some of the plans your dad put into place before he left. One of Serenaâs investigators found ties between all five of the startups and a healthcare company based in China.â
Serena is Quincy Venturesâ chief compliance officer, heading our (probably too small) compliance department.
They investigate companies and funds we want to invest in and ensure weâre following laws and regulations. Itâs a shit-ton of paperwork and really fucking boring, but they do a good job.
I donât even know how they can find connections between startups and foreign companies, let alone comprehend why ties to a Chinese healthcare company are a concern.
Thereâs probably some law about it. Iâll have to ask Serena.
âExcept,â Michael continues, âthey arenât ~really~ into healthcare. Well, depends on your definition of healthcare.â His smirk grows. âLetâs just say theyâre real pioneers in the transplant and experimental treatment realms.â
âWhat are you talking about, Michael?â
âWow, youâre really slow today. Did Rae fuck your brains out?â He pretends to laugh at his own joke, slapping his knee like itâs the cleverest thing heâs ever heard.
âSpit it out or fuck off,â I growl.
âOrgan farming and human experimentation. I did some of my own research, and interestingly, theyâre working on a glioblastoma treatment at the moment. Itâs a noble endeavor.
There isnât usually much money in drugs targeting late-stage glioblastoma. Patients donât last long enough to make a profit.â
I clench my fists. âGet out.â
âOne last thing. Youâll want to read these.â He drops a stack of papers on my desk.
âDylan and I did some deep-diving. Did you know I can read your emails? Donât worry, we were only looking at your dadâs. Looks like he arranged those investments for a reason.
âHe secured himself a spot in their upcoming trial with a little help from Bea and me. It starts next week. Thereâs not much time to waste for him, is there? I sympathize.
âHe wants to keep living. We all want things we canât have.â
I know where heâs going with this. A tsunami of rage is building up in my chest. I step forward as Michaelâs lips twist into a sick smile.
âFor example, I want Rae. Break it off, and Beatrice will tell Serena to forget what she found.â
âWhat the fuck is wrong with you?â
âIâm heartbroken, just like poor Lorraine. Her husband might just have a chance if he keeps CX Health happy.â
âYouâre out of your goddamn mind,â I snarl.
He shrugs. âMaybe. Doesnât matter when Mr. Eric Quincyâs life is in my hands, does it? Dump Rae and make Taylor hire her back from Jade Agency. The new photographer isnât fuckable. Itâs a shame.
âLet me know by nine. Beatrice and I are meeting with Serena.â
He shuts the door softly, leaving me with twenty minutes to make the hardest decision of my life.