Translator: Yonnee
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Chapter 41
âThatâs why women should stay inside the house. Countess Saulton should be worried. She barely got married to the Count because everyone was so opposed to their union.â
As Camilla sipped her tea, she furtively gave me a look. I could feel thorns on my seat again.
âThatâs right.â
âThereâs nothing more important than an heir.â
âNo matter how much love you have in your heart, if a wife canât give the husband any children, then sheâs not worthy to be a wife.â
Poke, poke.
Camillaâs words were like arrows being shot at my heart.
I looked up across the desserts on the table. From the colorful array of macarons and the carefully lined cookies⦠I looked at the various desserts on the table and suddenly saidâ
âAh, the seedlessââ{ tl/n: an insinuation to, ahem, the possibility that Amoide might be impotent. }
âSelena!â
The sudden outburst made the ladies turn their heads to Camilla in unison.
âYes?â My eyes widened. âWhatâs wrong, Mother?â
âThatâ¦â
Camilla was conscious of the other ladiesâ eyes on her, now perhaps feeling embarrassed that she raised her voice.
Meanwhile, I picked up a grape from the fruit platter.
âI was going to recommend the seedless grapes to you ladies because they taste good. Whatâs the matter, Mother?â
ââ¦Never mind.â
âTry some of the grapes. Theyâre very delicious.â
After I said this, the other ladies naturally picked some grapes.
âAs expected, seedless fruits are the easiest to eat.â
âThis is a modified type from last yearâs harvest, isnât it? I wonder who came up with itâ¦â
âGoodness, my husband wonât even answer me when I try to ask.â
All eyes were on Countess Lafangue.
âHow come?â Marchioness Aven asked and smiled meaningfully at the younger woman.
âWhat do you mean âhow comeâ? Of course, itâs because other fruits might lose their seeds, too.â
Then, everyone laughed.
âThey pretend that they donât care, but everyone does. Iâm telling you.â
âOh, thereâs nothing you canât say freely, Countess.â Marchioness Morde opened her fan to cover her lips.
âOh who cares, theyâre all married.â Behind the fan, her smiling eyes were full of mischief.
âFoolish men just blame the women, ohoho.â
At that, all the women sitting around the table burst into laughter.
Camilla, of course, joined the laughter, but her eyes werenât smiling.
â¦Ah, itâs none of my business. I laughed louder than anyone else, then addedâ
âOh, how mischievous.â
I could hear Camilla gritting her teeth next to me, but thatâs none of my business either.
âI apologize, we seem to be talking too much, Duchess. You must excuse our lack of decorum.â
Then, Camilla replied to Marchioness Aven with a big smileâ
âWell, I did say that we wonât be rigid here. This gathering is where we can freely laugh and enjoy ourselves.â
Camillaâs big smile turned into a leisurely one as she lifted her teacup. She looked at me pointedly as if to warn me, but I averted my gaze and tried to ignore the daggers shooting out from her eyes.
âCountess Lafangue knows the ins and outs of high society nowadays. Donât hesitate to ask her anything. Itâll be fun, I assure you,â Marchioness Aven said with a gracious smile.
âShe knows all the rumors running about. Sometimes she may make a slip of the tongue, but it doesnât mean sheâs out to get youâitâs just her talkative nature,â Marchioness Morde added and quickly defended Countess Lafangue.
Without really processing what they were saying, I just nodded my head. What they were saying wouldnât affect me anyway since I wouldnât be involved with high society, and it was unlikely that Iâd ever meet them again after this day.
All I had to do here was smile and go with the flow according to the ladiesâ conversations⦠and hopefully not make Camilla any more angry.
âPlease let time pass quickly.â
Camilla would look in my direction from time to time, attacking me with that sharp glare of hers, even when she poured sugar into my tea. I had no choice but to drink it.
âBy the way, I heard Lady Veronica is coming back soon.â
Tak.
The grape I was holding in my hand dropped down to the table and rolled away.
âOh my. Didnât she have a special relationship with the Duke of Efret before?â Countess Lafangue asked, covering her lips partially.
âDonât worry, Duchess, I donât think it was that serious.â
ââ¦â
I had no idea what they were talking about, so I just stared blankly at them. My ears pricked when I heard the name âVeronicaâ, but what did she have to do with me?
âThereâs no need to hide it,â Camilla said, her nonchalant tone cut through the silence. She looked at me squarely, as though she was telling me to listen closely. âVeronica, the young lady of the Rothlandon Marquisate, and Amoide had once been engaged.â
âAhâ¦â
I sat there with my mouth agape, not knowing how to react to this information.
âAmoide and Veronicaâs engagement had been set when they were children.â
My mind was totally blank.
Veronica.
âYou almost married Amoide?â
âGoodness, you must be surprised.â
Countess Lafange looked at me as she held up her fan.
âYes, a little.â
I got surprised not because of what theyâre probably thinking right now, but I was surprised nonetheless. By a lot.
âIt must be the first time you heard about it,â Camilla said as she poured tea from the kettle.
The sound of tea trickling down echoed throughout the room.
Countess Lafangue looked more chipper than how she was earlier. Then after a while, she asked, âI wonder what kind of person she is?â
The furthest thing I was expecting from this tea party was to hear Veronicaâs name.
And I didnât know that Veronica, the novelâs female lead, had such a past with Amoide.
âThe Marquisâ daughter is very⦠beautiful and talented.â
âHer fatherâs a diplomat, and she followed him to the Rielos Kingdom, but theyâll be returning soon.â
âI remember that sheâs a very beautiful girl,â Marchioness Aven said.
âThatâs not all. Sheâs so talented and clever, even with singing and dancing⦠The Marquis is very proud of his daughter and he often boasts about her. Soâ¦â
Countess Lafangue chattered tirelessly, but she eventually trailed off.
What she said was no surprise because I already knew all that. The praises that everyone in high society showered her with, the countless proposals she received during the year of her debutanteâ¦
Just thinking about her specs, sheâs the typical protagonist, alright.
ââ¦Our families have been close for quite a long time. When they were young, they looked perfect for each other. Eventually, Amoideâs father and Marquis Rothlandon had promised to wed their children to each other.â
Camillaâs voice rang out after the Countess had trailed off.
ââ¦I see.â
Amoide and Veronica when they were young.
I did think they may have interacted when they were younger, but I never thought it would be to this degree.
âMaybe if only Amoide was healthy, he and Veronica would now beâ¦â
Camilla didnât say anything more. Even if she didnât, everyone knew what she was about to say.
I tried to keep a straight face.
âI see. But right now, I am his wife.â
I made eye contact with each of the ladies with an amicable smile on my lips.
âItâs common for noble families to have broken engagements, so itâs not something that bothers me.â
ââ¦Yes, thatâs how it is with marriage talks. It can go one way or another. Itâs the same in other countries as well, broken engagements are commonâ¦â
âThatâs right, thatâs right.â
The wives hastened to fill the silence.
âAnd Amoideâs much healthier now than before.â
âSo it wonât be long until the Duke of Efret will appear in public once more?â Marchioness Morde asked with anticipation.
âAh, itâs been too long. I still canât forget his dashing looks⦠itâs a pity.â
âThe position of the Commander of the Order of the Sun has been vacant for far too long. Itâs the Empireâs First Chivalric Order.â
The women steered the conversation toward Amoideâs health and the Order of the Sun now.
âItâs been five years since Marquis Diaz has been holding the reins as the Deputy Commander.â
âBecause heâs an outstanding knight himself. Then, heâll have no trouble leading theââ
ââ¦Says who?â
The ladies felt awkward as they heard the low voice.
âPardon? Yes, Duchess, umâ¦â
They were discouraged in an instant, and their pleasant chat had been put to a halt. The ladies exchanged glances with each other, but I spoke decisively.
âAmoide has become much healthier, so heâll be back soon. Weâre working hard on it.â
Then, I laughed to lighten the mood.
However, as Camilla lifted her teacup, her face was flushed with a deep shade of red.
* * *
âHow did you end up attending the tea party?â
When all the guests had left, Camillaâs polite smile had disappeared, and she immediately started the inquisition.
âIt was a mistake.â
According to your maid, you asked for me⦠was what I wanted to say, but Camilla evidently wouldnât believe me.
Rather, it was obvious that Camilla didnât do that in the first place.
âWere you that desperate to show your face to the other noblewomen?â
âNo, of course not. You told me not to show myself,â I said with a clear voice. âI know youâre ashamed of me. But why would I do that on purpose? You have nothing to worry if itâs me weâre talking about.â
âDonât ever forget your place. How did you even get there? What strings did you pullâ¦?â
âYou know very well, Mother.â
As if I was reciting a solemn prayer, I spoke the words that I had rehearsed thoroughly.
âIâm not crazy. If anyone ever tells you, Mother, that I am, please trust me and not that person.â
ââ¦What are you blathering on about?â
âIâm not crazy, Mother. I have a very sound mind. I donât need any therapy.â
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