Song of the chapter:
Solo by Demi Lovato.
-You speak to me. In your words I hear a melody.
-But in the twilight it's so hard to see, what's wrong for me.
-I can't resist. Until you give the truth a little twist.
-As if you're gunna get away with this.
-You're not sorry.
-I can't believe I fell for this!
-I fell through the hole! Down at the bottom of your soul.
-Didn't think you could go so low. Solo.
-Look at what you've done! You're losing me; that's what you've won!
-Got me planning to go solo. Solo.
-You sing to me. Too bad you couldn't even stay on key. (Ironic with Kevin eh?)
1-27-14
I was already sort of pissed. Ms. McComb had clearly stated first come first serve when it came to 7:30 Monday morning.
Guess who decided to change her mind?
"Ms! I took a bad hair day for you!" I exclaimed. Okay call me girly, whatever. But it's true!
"Honey it's only 7:30." She claimed.
"That's the time you said to be here!" I screeched.
"Well I changed my mind."
I walked out of the room, ready to pull my hair out.
That's just how the morning went!
In first hour history, we played a game which I think taught me more that I'm a slow runner than it did my vocabulary.
Ivy did fall flat on her face thanks to Dylan tripping her. I laughed so hard I cried. I officially declared my love for Dylan in my head. -Kidding. Let's not go there.-
Second hour science, Mr. Main wasn't here. Won't be for two weeks. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't excited.
I hate when he lectures. I find myself drawing trees like Lydia Martin. -Teen Wolf reference.-
The conversations in Science were actually interesting though. For me anyways...
"Dylan how did your phone even break?" Tate asked. They were all playing flappy bird.
Personally I thought the game was stupid. My fingers almost ached for it right now but I deleted it before I got addicted.
"You don't wanna know." Dylan said.
I twirled my pencil in hand and focused my hearing. So I'm eavesdropping? Sue me. I have ears.
"Tell me."
I'm confused though. Everyone knew Dylan got really mad and threw his phone and it cracked? Then he tried replacing the screen and he got mad and threw it in the street.
"I got mad when you went to lunch with-yeah so that's why." Dylan said.
I sunk in my seat. Who was he talking about?
"Oh." Tate said awkwardly.
"Told you that you didn't want to know. You mad now?" He asked.
"No but it wasn't just me and Anthony! Damien was there too!" "Well still."
"But I didn't even sit by him! I sat by Damien!" "So it's instinct!" He claimed.
I smiled slightly.
Dylan was possessive in that cute way. That's why he broke his phone. That's cute.
I was just talking to Ally about her flappy bird addiction.
"Get flappy bird, they said. It'll be fun, they said. Just break your phone, they said." Dylan grumbled.
I started laughing loudly with Alle, pointing at Dylan.
"That's what Selena just said!" Alle laughed.
Dylan's confused face went to a smile and went, "Oh really? Cool." He smiled.
"Hey Selena um, it took me like three hours to do my speech." Tate piped up.
"It took me like four dude." I laughed.
I turned back around.
Whoa hold up! You know what I just realized? Tate talks to me right after I'm talking with Dylan so we won't have each other's attention. Holy shit! She's jealous! Well that's kind of freaking awesome!
I told Alle and she said that she just noticed too.
"How do you turn the volume down on games?" Alle asked.
I grabbed her phone.
"Watch." I pressed her volume button down.
"How did you do that?!" She screeched.
"Are you serious you don't know how to work a volume button? Are you really that stupid?" I gaped. I was laughing so hard right now.
"Yes! You know I am!" She agreed.
"Geez Selena! That was mean!" Dylan's voice showed he was only playing.
I laughed.
"But she didn't know how to use her volume button like come on!" I laughed.
Dylan and I kept kicking feet, on total accident. Our feet were just kind of near.
"Sorry Selena. So, so sorry." He dragged out his appology not so sincerely as he played flappy bird.
"It's okay." I laughed him off.
* * *
"Where do we-" "Ms where do we put these?" Dylan walked up beside me, cutting off my question of the same sort.
Dylan wacked me in the head with the paper poster we were holding.
I scoffed and smacked him as well, but this time in the neck... which resulted in the whole class busting out laughing. Oops.
"You two cut it out!" Ms. McComb said to us.
"She hit me all hard! I barley tapped her!" "No!" I claimed.
"Do you want after school detention?" She asked.
Dylan looked nervous as he hit me again.
I debated on hitting him back for .3 seconds before hitting him back and figuring to screw the consequences.
She narrowed her eyes.
"I can't do after school." I shrugged.
"Yeah.. no." Dylan shook his head.
Yeah why is she the only teacher to threaten me with detention?! I am a straight A student who does nothing bad! She has people doing nothing in her classes and she wants to give US detention?! BITCH what is your life, about?!
God she's irritating. I'm already mad at her even more for her calling out my eating in class. (I have hyperglycimia)
Dylan and I went to put our posters away.
"That was your fault." Dylan played around.
"No it was yours!" I put my poster in the pile, knocking them all down.
"See! Look what you did!"
"Me? You did that!"
Okay I lied it was me but whatever.
Kevin also hit my head earlier which I triedto punch him. He starts everytihng but I get blamed for it!
"Tate are you and Dylan still dating?" I asked.
"No." She laughed. "Ok good I was going to say I'm sorry." I laughed. That and I wanted to know if they were back together. Excuse me for being nosey.
The rest of the day went fair.
Kevin was staring at me with his mouth open in math. I caught him. Then kinda awkwardly looked away. I think he was daydreaming.
Then also, Bella told me I probably couldn't get a boyfriend because I'd be clingy and be in a middle-school stage.
I got offended because I not only had a boyfriend -sort of- but also wrote a book on him! One to which a girl told me that she was happy she wasn't alone! Then I reminded her of Nick and she was like oh yeah I forgot.
Long story short I'm going to the winter ball alone. Well then.
* * *
1-31-14
I'm fully aware I should be breaking the Vevo record, which I was doing while typing.
I just needed to talk about today.
Today, Kevin wasn't even being spoken to by me, and he still fought with me. Making stupid One Direction jokes. Stupid things like they'll meet me and go in another direction.
And I think he said something about me dying and I retorted. Then he said One Direction will be happy if I die because they won't have to deal with me. I almost cried.
I know what you're thinking. #TeamDylan and #F*ckKevin.
Well I'm with you. I've already unfollowed Kevin on twitter. I realized if I blocked him, it would be the third person from school I have to lie to about blocking them.
The other day, Kevin had asked me about how Dylan and I almost got detention. So that jerk didn't even favorited the tweet I sent. It said, 'Been threatened with detention twice this year with @legitDylan and @Brooks11 thanks guys.'
Dylan favorited it. But long story short I had to explain to Kevin about Dylan and I.
I was talking to Sarah about how he almost made me cry.
She agreed that he was an asshole/butthole.
How could I even think that this guy cared about me?! How could I have thought I loved him?
I'm sticking to what I've been lying about for years, I HATE Kevin Brooks.
BTW SARAH has started the #DontLikeKevinClub! You guys should join us(:
2-3-14
"Yeah broncos just choked." I shook my head.
"I got kicked out of my living room because I cheered for the seahawks." Alle laughed. I joined. Her dad and brother were bronco fans, obviously.
"Yeah and like-" "Do you even know anything about football?" Kevin asked me.
I scoffed.
Did he literally just pull a fight of thin air?!
"Yes I do!"
"Oh yeah?" He came and sat by Alle. "What's an interception?" "When let's say the broncos throw the ball for a bronco player to catch but a seahawk player caught it." I smirked.
He was quiet for a second before continuing on. "What happens if they drop it?" He asked.
Oh crap. I didn't know this one.
"Oh! Is it a fumble?!" Alle asked.
I gave her a look. I couldn't tell her if it was right or wrong. (She ended up being right after I confirmed with my grandpa.)
"Well you act like you know everything about football." Kevin scoffed.
I looked at him like he was insane.
"Yes I do!" I claimed. I knew most things.
"Oh yeah? Who's the seahawks quarterback?"
I panicked, and he noticed and smirked. "Everyone knows who their quarterback is." "I didn't say I was a seahawks fan!" "No." He got up and walked a little ways. "You say you're a Steelers fan, who's the Steelers quarterback?"
Okay I have been so busy this year I don't have time to watch every game. Or any Steelers game for that fact.
As patheic as it is to admit, I only started liking the Steerlers because he liked them... that and I needed a football team.
"What is your problem?! You just randomly start a fight with me! I wasn't even talking to you!" I hissed. I needed to calm myself and my breathing. See what he does to me?
* * *
"You two are fighting at the other end of the hall but make up later." Ms. McComb told Dylan. Wait who was she talking about? Dylan and who?
"Just like, these two." She pointed to Kevin and I. Yup, you could say I was on full alert now.
Everything next happened so fast. It was almost like a ticking time-bomb went off.
I gaped. Did my teacher really just say that?
Most of the class erupted in laughter. But I hadn't found it funny.
"Ms. we promised to never bring that up again!" I told her over the loud voices of other peoples comments and shocked expressions.
"Ms! She acts like she knows football-" Oh hell no!
"No Ms. he acts like I don't know football and literally starts fighting with me out of thin air! Just jumps into our conversation!"
"Oh hush you two we both know you guys are going to end up married." she laughed.
"MS!" I screeched.
"Awe look she's blushing." Jayla walked by me.
Everyone was now looking at me, but my eyes only met Dylan's who had been silent during this whole thing until just now. His crystal blue eyes had met mine and I swear my embarrassed smile faltered for a split second.
"Most likely to get married?" She pointed to Kevin and I.
I put my head down on my desk and covered my arms over me.
This was so not happening.
Somehow while I was trying to stop my reddened face, the topic switched to Dylan again.
"They have a little love triangle. Dylan, Jonathan, and Tate."
Oh and I thought my situation was awkward.
"Actually she's dating me now." Bella piped up. That so didn't help Bells.
Dylan sat emotionless again.
"Um ms. I think you need a relationship status update." I laughed to Tate. She laughed and agreed.
* * *
"Oh I didn't know." Ms. McComb laughed.
"Yeah well miss you really made it awkward." Tate laughed. "Very." Bella agreed.
"Well sorry I don't keep up with the days of Tate's life." Ms. McComb said.
"Well miss, the days of Tate's life are single." I clairfied. Tate burst out laughing, agreeing quickly.
Sure the girl was annoying but she was still a funny girl.
"And thanks for bringing up the Kevin thing in class miss!" I screeched.
"You know what? You two are just going to end up getting married and when you do I want an invitation to the wedding." She said before turning off.
I wanted to scoff and burst out laughing at the same time.
"I wanna be a brides made!" Tate claimed. "I already am right Sel?" Bella looked at me.
"Sure." I shrugged.
I already have a trillion brides maids. As long as Scar was my maid of honor I really couldn't care less about my bridesmaids.
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So Team Dylan is making a big comeback!! If you're team Dylan look out for the next chapter!! It's huge!
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