He wasnât a villain, just a wounded child.
While it was true that Antes had resorted to violence against Fersen, it wasnât something that warranted the label of âcrazed psychopath with anger management issues.â
âWhy couldnât you just get along with the young lord? Heâs the Marquisâs eldest son, after all. Was there any need to escalate things like this?â
In the original work, it had been mentioned several times that Antes was eyeing Fersenâs position, but in reality, Antes didnât seem to have any interest in it.
If there was anything he liked, it was Emmaâs cooking and occasionally drinking bad wine together.
He even enjoyed teasing her from time to time. In a way, he was quite a simple-minded young man.
âWas he a person who behaved normally?â
ââ¦Yes, I suppose so. My question was foolish.â
She had been through it herself several times, so why did she ask? Was there really someone besides Fersen who had nothing to do with the mess they were in?
Even Seira, who seemed destined to be with him for eternity, had chosen to flee. It was safe to say that everyone suffered because of him.
Why had he become the male lead of the novel, especially considering that the real main character was Seira?
In the end, it was all a farce. Of course, he wasnât the male lead in the strictest sense, but even his status as Seiraâs ex-boyfriend had been stripped away.
âWait, so what happens now? I mean, technically, in the novel, Seira was the female lead, rightâ¦?â
She pondered what had become of the men who had been around Seira.
Most of them had suffered the consequences of their mistakes and faced bitter endings. Fersen might also meet a similar fate, but Antes interrupted her thoughts.
âIn any case, for these reasons, I decided it would be better to go down to Vincentâs territory where there would be no chance of running into him. We never parted on good terms anyway. There was never a single occasion when we parted amicably.â
âWhat about your family? Werenât they trying to help you? The Marquis and Marchioness seemed genuinely worried about the young lord. They even hired Royer to settle the matters.â
In truth, she was most curious about the Marquis and Marchioness. Imagining them in their current state, she believed they would have trusted and supported Antes.
However, Antesâs response was unexpectedly cold, as if he disliked his family more than Fersen.
âMy family? My father was the first to abandon me. At first, he sided with me, but after a few repetitions of such incidents, he thought I was in the wrong and didnât even listen to me.â
After that, it was Antesâs mother who had abandoned him.
Hiring Royer was not to prove Antesâs innocence but merely an attempt to reach a peaceful settlement.
âSo, as soon as we met, he told me heâs sorryâ¦â
Luna recalled the first time she met Royer. There was a time when she received a profuse apology even though she didnât even say what happened.
At the time, Luna thought what would have happened if Antes had had an accident, but when she thought about it again, it wasnât an issue to be taken lightly.
This meant that even the lawyer thought he was the perpetrator and didnât trust him.
âSo, when I said I was going to Vincentâs territory, no one tried to stop me. Maybe they even welcomed it. Theat the troublemaker had finally disappeared.â
He explained that he didnât feel guilty about it because he didnât think of it as him leaving due to a sense of guilt but rather as his family sending him away at a young age to the Vincent territory.
At that time, Antes was only twelve years old, and yet he was left to fend for himself on the Vincent estate.
Even though he was cast as the antagonist, how could he have lived so nonchalantly?
Or was it really so nonchalant? Could a person endure that? When those who should have believed in him turned their backs?
âAre you okay?â
Luna asked him because of all these thoughts running through her mind.
She was genuinely worried about him, to the point where she didnât know what pronoun to use to describe all of his troubles.
If it were her, she wouldnât have been able to bear it . The reason Luna was able to smile despite the ridiculous rumors was all thanks to the family next to me.
âWhat do you mean by âokayâ?â
âJust, everything.â
Antes stared at Lunaâs eyes in silence for a moment.
He had thought that the events of over ten years ago were long forgotten, but when he saw her genuinely worried face, something deep inside him sank heavily.
However, it had been so long since he had openly expressed such emotions that he couldnât even remember when he had last done so.
âIf itâs not okay, and I ask you to stay by my side until Iâm okay, will you do it?â
So, as he always did, he playfully retorted while waiting for Lunaâs grumbling response, but unexpectedly, she reached out and held Antesâs hand, affirming it.
âI will do that.â
ââ¦!â
âIâll stay by your side until the young lord is okay.â
Her eyes were incredibly serious, as if she meant it no matter how heavy the burden might be.
âWhat if it never gets okay?â
Antes asked, his words laden with meaning, but Lunaâs response remained steadfast.
âItâs okay. As long as you donât get sick, Iâll stay by your side until you grow old.â
âSickâ¦â
Despite the momentary seriousness, the atmosphere didnât remain heavy. The sudden mention of illness seemed to shatter the mood.
It felt too much like Luna, and the feeling that had been pressing on his chest disappeared.
âJust try not to get sick. So that you donât abandon me.â
Antes replied with a wry smile.
Of course, he didnât mention that he had no intention of actively trying to get better. There was no need, and he had no such intention.
* * *
As Luna and Antes were regular members of a busy peopleâs club, they drove the carriage without much rest, and they arrived at their destination faster than expected.
Due to the discovery of diamonds, the security around the mine had become strict.
âWeâve been waiting for you.â
It seemed like they had been waiting very impatiently, as the mine supervisor rushed over as soon as Luna got off the carriage.
âLady Luna!â
âYouâve gone through a lot to come here!â
Along with him were workers who greeted Luna with friendly faces. They had been laid off because of the mineâs closure. Now, they were working with ease, earning a higher salary than their previous jobs.
âItâs good to see you all. Have you been well? If thereâs anything uncomfortable, please let me know.â
Luna expressed her gratitude to them and, together with the person in charge, inspected the mine.
She couldnât help but tremble as she confirmed the diamonds she had discovered in the past few weeks.@@novelbin@@
âThis is insane.â
Ladies and gentlemen, my life is insane.
In fact, until she saw it in person, she couldnât have imagined how much it was. At this rate, she could throw money around as she pleased without a care in the world.
âAfter reporting, we continued mining, and we found a similar amount of diamonds in succession.â
There was no happier news than that. Antes picked up the largest uncut diamond and observed it closely, his eyes shining.
âI guess we can open an auction with this⦠I wonder what kind of luck the young lady has.â
The diamond wasnât only sparkling but also unusually large. No matter how it was cut, it was bound to display the ownerâs wealth and power.
âThen, Iâll take this one.â
Without hesitation, Luna declared that she would take ownership of the diamond.
âWe can display it in the store soon. It has to look stunning.â
With a smile, she decided where the gem would be used.
They didnât think of selling it for a high price by any means; instead, they considered using it as a mere decoration.
However, since Luna was the one suggesting it, no one raised any objections.
Afterward, as they discussed the additional personnel and expenses needed for mining, the day began to wane.
Since they had surveyed the site thoroughly, they decided to finalize the contract with Antares Mechant Guild in the capital city, and they headed to a hotel near the mine.
âAh, Iâm so tired.â
After moving tirelessly from the city they had just visited to the mine, conducting inspections, and discussions, Luna felt utterly exhausted.
She had just finished taking a bath and was lying on the bed, enjoying a state of half-sleep when someone knocked on the door.
Knock, knock.
âWho is it?â
âItâs me.â
It was Antes. At this hour when even Laura would have gone to sleep, what could he want?
âWhatâs going on? Is it urgent?â
âIt is. Itâs important.â
She wanted to stay as she was, snugly wrapped in the bed, but she couldnât ignore the urgency in his voice.
Groaning, Luna got up from the bed, opened the door, and invited Antes inside.
âI think you should come out. Thereâs something I need to show you.â
Dressed warmly, even with his coat on, he urged Luna to go outside.
âAt this hour?â
âI have to go up to the capital early tomorrow, so thereâs no time except now.â
Antes said with a hint of impatience as he checked his watch. Apparently, there was something important he had to check right now.
ââ¦Wait for a moment. Let me grab my coat.â
Luna, who picked up her coat, followed Antes. It was quite chilly as they left the hotel at night, and a cold breeze brushed against her cheek.
âWhere are we going?â
âYouâll see.â
Antes, without even telling me exactly where they were going, suddenly held out his left hand.
When Luna stared at him wondering something, he answered as if it were very obvious.
âYouâll understand when you see it, but there are many people passing by, so thereâs a possibility of scattering.â
Did he want to hold hands or something? It wasnât affectionate at all, and it was so gentlemanly that Luna opted for a fist bump instead.
âLetâs go like this.â
As if he didnât care that it was more gentlemanly, Antes gave a subtle smile and walked forward, holding her arm in a casual manner.