"Listen it's been a months, two weeks, twenty-three hours and fifteen seconds since you had them babies."
I shook my head as Dontae came in the room sitting next to me while watching me watch T.V.
"Ok?"
I looked at him getting even more creeped out that he knows that.
"I'll give you a year and then we'll start making some of our own."
"I'm not having sex with you and I'm definitely not going to carry demons inside of me."
He started laughing and then he was about to hit me until he seem I was holding Daylen.
"You lucky but remember what I said."
He said while walking out. I shook my head and fixed the babies bottles since they started whining.
After feeding and burping them, I changed their diapers and laid them in their bed. Then, Maloni walked in the room along with some of her toys.
"Mommy."
"Yes baby?"
"Do you have time to play with me?"
"Of course. Let me finish cleaning up my mess and then we can play."
"Ok."
After throwing the trash away and putting everything back where it belonged I washed my hands, and checked on the babies before going over to Maloni who was setting stuff up.
"Alright. What do you want to do first?"
"Can we do a tea party then makeup?"
"Sure."
After having a tea party for a hour and then playing in makeup we started talking.
"Mommy guess what?"
"What?"
"Me and Terrell's birthday is coming up."
"I know."
Terrell's birthday is May fifth and Maloni's birthday is May sixth.
"Can we have a big party, like last year?"
She had a huge smile on her face that made me want to cry. I didn't want to break her heart, telling her it's not going to happen since I didn't know what the future held.
"I'll see what I can do ok?"
"Ok mommy. Do you know when we we'll get to see Daddy again?"
I began to tear up just thinking about Shamar all over again.
"N-"
Just then I heard glass break and I checked on the babies before making my way downstairs, with Malini trailing behind me.
Once we reached the living room I seen that the T.V hanging on the wall was broken.
"What happened?"
I asked Terrell as he stood there crying.
"I don't want to be here anymore. I want to go back home."
I walked over and gave him a hug as he cried on my chest, and Maloni walked over joining the hug rubbing his back.
"All that crying is not going to fix my T.V nor get you back home so suck it up and be a man."
Dontae said walking up behind us.
"Shut up!"
Terrell said as he continued crying on me, and then I heard the twins started crying.
I grabbed Terrell and Maloni's hand and went back upstairs.
"Go wash your hands so you can hold the babies."
I told them as I slowly rocked the nursery to calm them down.
"Ok!"
They said as they ran to the bathroom.
"I hope you know I'm whopping his ass."
"Your not a laying a hand on him, so I'll just take his consequences."
"You sure about that?"
He asked with a devilish smirk on his face.
"Yes."
I wanted to cry, because I just shook hands with the devil.
"Well you already know what I want, so be ready for tonight beautiful."
The kids came back and I handed each of them a baby, once they were sitting on the couch properly.
I sat on the floor in front of them and watched them as I thought about what I just agreed to.
"Mommy when are we leaving because I don't like being here anymore."
Terrell asked as he played with Hayden's fingers.
"I don't know baby, I'm trying to figure it out now."
It's been three and a half months and I have yet to come up with a plan. I began to think I remember what Diana told me before she left.
"When I go to my mom I'll try and get in contact with your husband and tell him."
That was three months ago and I have yet to see her again, let alone Dontae talk about her.
"Mommy?"
Terrell said bring me out of my thoughts.
"Yes baby?"
"I'm hungry can you cook dinner?"
"Yes what you want?"
"Whatever you make."
I nodded my head and then got up grabbing the babies from them making my way downstairs to put then in the swing thing Shirley brought.
Once they were settled, I checked on Terrell and Maloni who were sitting on the couch on their tablets.
I walked into the kitchen going to the freezer finding chicken, I took it out and put it into the sink in warm water leaving to to defrost.
Next I went to the pantry getting yellow rice, and sting beans.
As I began to get those cooking I went to the sink to see the the chicken was defrosted so I took it out the pack and washed each piece off putting it on a plate so I could season it.
After seasoning the meat I decided to put it into he oven, and checked on the rice and string beans turning them on low since they were done.
Hours later.....
The kids ate dinner and I washed then up and put them to sleep. After doing that I checked on the twins then went and cleaned myself up.
Once I got in the steaming hot shower all my worries seem to leave my mind as relaxation took over my body.
After washing myself off for twenty minutes I got out and got dressed in my night clothes.
I walked out the bathroom and seen Dontae sitting on the bed watching my every move.
"Come here."
I walked over to him and stood infront of him, and he pulled me closer kissing my lips. I didn't kiss back which made him grip my neck.
"Come on now."
He kissed me again and I still couldn't bring myself to kiss him back, I felt dirty and like a cheater.
Once again he pulled back and looked at me, letting my neck go he grabbed my hand.
He examined the ring Shamar gave me before taking it off putting it in his pocket.
"Why did you take my ring?"
"You don't need it, especially since it didn't come from me."
I shook my head trying to stop the tears that wanted to escape, when the ring left my finger I felt like that was one of the last things that connected me to him.
He pulled me on the bed aggressively and began ripping my clothing off.
"Wait!"
I said not wanting to continue with this, I began to feel sick to my stomach.
"What!?"
He asked with a harsh tone, as he looked at me.
"We can't do this."
"Why not?"
He grabbed me by my neck again and looked like he wanted to strangle me.
"It's a flood down there."
"Thats a good thing, I knew you always wanted this."
He smiled while he began kissing all over me, trying to pull at my bottoms.
"No it isn't."
I said pushing his face away from him sucking on my boobs.
"Elaborate."
"I'm a blood, but I don't bang."
He looked at me like I was stupid.
"Do you take me as some joke?"
"Actually I do but I'm serious we can't my menstrual cycle started."
"Your what?"
He backed up a little off of me with the dumbest look on his face.
"Period."
"Girl ain't nothing wrong with that. We can still get it on and popping."
I gave him a disgusted look.
"Are you serious tight now?"
"Absolutely."
"Your fucking disgusting."
He looked at me and I began hitting and kicking him as he ripped my shorts and underwear off.
"Your a fucking lier."
He repeatedly hit me until I stopped fighting back, then he stuck me with something in my arm. After that everything became a blur as I laid there getting tooken advantage of.
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