Chapter 32: •|THIRTY-ONE|•

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Today I'm going by Mrs. Renee's house to do my bi weekly visits. Then, im going to visit my house since it's next door, and make sure everything is still there because I still don't trust my father after all these years.

As I got out my car I walked up to the door, and decided instead of me knocking on the door I should use my key. Once I unlocked it and came in the door I was hearing yelling.

"Get the hell out! I'm not giving you shit!"

"Why?"

"You've put new through hell and hot water, now your old enough to know what the fuck you get yourself into! Stop doing this to yourself!"

"But mom!'

"But nothing Tiffany your a grown women, now get the hell out!"

"Fuck you then you old bitch!"

Tiffany said as she almost pushed me down walking towards the door.

"My bad Rain "

She said as she walked out the door with big sunglasses on, over the years she decided to put our differences aside and become cordial with one another.

Anyways I locked the door and walked into the living room to where Ms. Renee was shaking her head, I walked over and gave her a hug before sitting on the couch next to the on me he was on.

"Hey baby."

"Hey how you doing?"

"I'm good how about you?"

"Not so well."

"What's wrong?"

"Tiffany got into some shit again with a guy from her past."

"Do you mind if I ask what happened?"

"She was a fast ass, dating grown men and anything else you can think of. So one day she decided to steal which was hell for me."

She began to tear up did I sat next to her and hugged her.

"He threatened to kill my husband if we didn't get him his money back. And we couldn't pay him back and so she's the reason my husband is dead, and I lost my baby."

She just broke down in tears in my arms as she cried her eyes out for a good ten minutes. Once she calmed down she continued.

"And then now she did the same thing, she's messing back with him and stole some more shit and now he beat her ass and now threatening to kill me."

"Is that why you say the hurtful things you say to her?"

"Yes. After my husband died I couldn't stand her. I still can't and I know she's my child and all but there's just certain boundaries you don't cross and she crossed that one. My first and only love is never coming back because of her, he's been dead for twenty years. And I never got to meet my baby boy either."

"What happened to him?"

"I was stressed out so had I had a miscarriage."

"Damn, and you never thought about dating again?"

"Nope I couldn't bring myself to do that."

"Wow."

"Damn that means your boat haven't been rocked in two decades."

She started laughing and nudged my shoulder.

"Shut up. It's like the desert."

"Wow."

"That's the same thing I said once I seen my babies body on the bed when they pulled the sheet from over his face. They told me he was shot over fifteen times. They over killed him, he didn't deserve to die that way!"

"Damn."

"And Tiffany made it no better. I became a drunk and she called CPS on me and told them people I was neglecting her. They took her from me and I got her back two years later to find out she was pregnant and had a little girl."

"Where's the baby?"

"With the daddy."

"Do you get to spend time with your grandbaby?"

"No, he won't let her see her which is fucked up because she gave birth to that baby he forced her to have. He sold that poor girl false dreams, and still feed her lies. And we can only see her during the holidays or her birthday."

I shook my head thinking, "What a fucked up dude he is."

"Tiffany has put me through so much, I'm tired. She's full of surprises and there never ending. I just wish she'd stop and live her life the right way instead of being caught up in the wrong things."

"Tiffany is worse than what I thought." Is all I kept thinking as she was talking.

After a couple hours of us taking and me going to my house to make sure everything was still there I went to go visit Ms. Daloris.

She currently back in the hospital because she's having heart problems. I walked into the room to find her watching t.v by herself.

"Heyyyyy."

I said as I gave her a hug and she returned one, rubbing my stomach as I lightly smacked it away.

"Hey suga how you been?"

She looked at me smiling hard.

"Great, life couldn't get any better."

I smiled in return.

"I bet, you glowing and all so what's up?"

"Nothing."

"Gurl I'm not stupid what has my baby been doing to you?"

"Besides being yhe best boyfriend nothing."

She looked at me like I was lying which caused us to begin laughing.

"Baby I've gotten to know you better over the years and I know when your hiding something. Why'd you tell that boy you weren't pregnant?"

"I'm scared."

"Why?"

"I just am."

"Well im going to tell you this. That boy loves you to death, and when you tell him this news he's going to be very happy."

"Really?"

"Yea."

"Ok, I'll tell him when I get back home."

I stayed a couple more hours, and talked to her before Shamar called me asking where I was. Once I got home I became very nervous and it felt like I wanted to throw up.

As soon as I walked into the house I gagged and soon threw up as I ran to the bathroom. When I finished I cleaned myself up and just sat on the floor in the bathroom thinking.

Once I got myself together I got up and walked out the bathroom to find Shamar and the kids eating at the table and soon enough I gagged again walking out going into our bedroom laying on the bed.

"This is going to be a long nine months."

A couple minutes later Shamar came in the room looking at me worried.

"What's wrong?"

"I'mpregnantandimsorry."

"DoItLookLikeImLeftOffBad&Boujee?"

"What?"

"Girl stop playing with me and speak English."

He started laughing which made me tear up.

"Imwithchild."

"Repeat that again."

He said as he looked at me with a smile on his face.

"I'm pregnant. I'm sorry."

I fully broke down in tears as he sat in the bed and held me, wiping my tears away.

"Why are you crying?"

"I didn't mean for it to happen."

"It takes two to tangle, you know it was bound to happen. So don't cry, and I'm glad."

"Really? Are you going to leave me?"

"No. Why would I do that?"

"I just th-"

"Don't think I'm going to do what your father did to your mother. I'm here forever and ever so you might as well quit your job and get used to being a stay at home wife."

He kissed my lips but stopped because of Terrell.

"Get off my momma."

"Boy shut up, and y'all come here."

Terrell and Maloni climbed on the bed and sat next to one another, while Shamar looked at them happily.

"Let's play a game."

"Ok."

They both said looking at Shamar waiting for him to continue.

"Knock knock."

"Who's there!"

"This dick. Ha gottem."

Terrell said causing Maloni to laugh with him. I popped him in his mouth and he started mugging me.

"No and don't you say that again and I'mma whoop your ass later."

"But Mama-"

"But nothing son, you know better."

"Omg what's the game already."

"Nevermind the game, but mommy has a surprise for you guys."

"What is it?"

"A baby!"

They looked at Shamar in confusion.

"What? Are you talking about?"

Terrell said shaking his head.

"Mommy's having a baby."

"Nope, she can't."

"Why?"

"Because she is not grown. Just like uncle Devon used to say."

Terrell said as he climbed down and started walking out the room, but stopped waiting for Maloni.

"Come on Loni."

She looked at me and hugged me while whispering in my ear.

"I can't wait."

She kissed my cheek then jumped down and ran out the room with Terrell.

"Well that went well."

Shamar said as he laid down next to me in the bed, playing in my hair until I fell asleep.

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