Epilogue Ashleyâs pov *seven months later*
âIâm the size of a whale Blake.â I whined, holding my belly as I looked in the mirror. I had just stepped out of the shower and I was still butt naked.
Through the reflection of the mirror I could see Blake moving the tap off his hand and peers at me.He was seated on the bed. He licks his bottom lip and lets his eyes drop to my legs. He was now a trainer at the gym after deciding to not go back to the army.
He was done parting ways with me and wanted to be there with me for everything. I thought the decision would hurt him but he seems to be happy being a trainer, especially teaching the teenagers boxing.
Come to find out Leo was actually Reaganâs crush who was equally doting over her too. I wouldnât give them long until theyâll be together. Blake still didnât like him but I think heâll come around.
âYou donât look like a whale bambina and if you did, youâd still be the sexiest whale Iâve ever seen.â He murmurs. He had just come from the gym and was still sweaty. But god he still looked fucking heavenly and I was dying for a piece of him. But now with a bush I was not the most confident.
I sniffled and stared at my thighs.â You see, you admit I look like an enormous whale.â I whirled around crying and pointed at my vagina that I couldnât quite see over my huge belly.
âAnd I even tried shaving today but I canât seem to see over my belly. By the time Iâm ready to give birth, baby Bash will enter the world through a jungle.â I cried, blocking my eyes. 13 I could hear when he moved off the bed and came towards me. He prys my hand away from my eyes and forces me to look at him.â Hey, Hey baby I didnât say you look like a whale. Youâre fucking sexy, the sexiest pregnant woman in fact. Itâs normal to gain weight and have hair Ley. That doesnât make you less attractive to me. As a matter of fact I find you a fucking turn on as youâre growing my kid in your belly and the hair doesnât bother me.â
I sniffle and peer at him. âReally?â I asked unsure.
He smiles, coming to give a soft kiss on my forehead. âIâm a hundred percent sure.â He admits then pulls away. He tucks some hair behind my ear and murmurs. âIf the hair bothers you I could shave it off?â He suggested.
I chewed my lips and felt my cheeks fill with warmth.Blake notices and chuckled.â Oh come on Ley, I think I am familiar with your pussy by now. Nothing to be ashamed of. Lastnight I ate you out you werenât shy then.
He points out pinching my cheeks.
He chuckled when I duck my head and pulls me towards the shower where he later kept to his word and shaved me. After he had showered and I had for the second time we found ourselves on the bed watching a movie. Later that night I gave birth to our first son.
*Ten months later*
âBaby weâre going to be late for the rehearsal dinner.â Blake shouts, storming into the room with Bash etched on his shoulders. Bash giggles as he spots me inside the bathroom more specifically on the toilet with a pregnancy stick in between my thighs.
I had left the bathroom door open so of course they could see me pee on the stick.
But of course Blake was not fazed since heâd see me in worse situations. Bash tugs his dadâs hair that I was sure he took his time to comb tonight which made him wince.
Since both Blake and I had black hair we couldnât call dibs on who Bash inherited the hair color from. Obviously I knew it was from me but Blake seemed to think otherwise. Bash though inherited his dadâs blue eyes but I thank the heavens that I could boast about his pouty lips that he inherited from me.
My little man would be a heartbreaker like his dad someday. But for now I would very much like him to stay my baby and not grow up too soon.
1 âWhat are you doing baby?â Blake asked, confused. I wiggled around until every last drop of pee was out. I moved the stick away from my thighs and spoke.
âRemember when I was pregnant with Bash and I didnât have symptoms?â I looked at Blake who nodded swiftly, his face full of excitement already even though he didnât know what I was going to say. Okay maybe he got the hint after seeing the test.
I moved off the toilet seat and fixed my underwear. âWell Iâve been having some pregnancy symptoms lately and Kimberly mentioned that the second time around would be different so I thought I would check if I have a little Reed in there.â I smile knowing that Blake would be thrilled. I know Bash wasnât a yea yet but I honestly loved being a mom so bring it on Blakeâs sperm. Honestly the author writing my story is a dumbass. 22 âCover your ears Bash.â Blake says and Bash listens. I placed the test on the counter and washed my hands.â Well I have been fucking you a lot so I wouldnât be surprised. Besides seeing you swell up with my kid is an amazing gift, I canât really blame my cock for shooting its load into you.â He says cheekily.
I rolled my eyes, smoothing down the dress. We were supposed to be heading to Rosalie and Ardenâs wedding rehearsal dinner but I wanted to take the test right now since Iâve been on edge lately. I walked over to my boys and giggled as I pried Bashâs small hands away from his ears. He laughs and the sound makes my heart warm.
âWould you want a little brother or sister Bash?â I asked, smiling at his happy little face. He may not have understood my question but yet he nods happily and answers with a yes. It was one of those few words we had already started to teach him.
Blake and I laughed. My eyes fall to Blake and he grins cheekily. âYou heard the little man baby, he wants a little brother or sister.
So if youâre not pregnant now Iâd better start working towards giving him a sibling.â
I smile because I knew he could live up to his words. âMaybe weâll practice after the dinner.â I winked and whirled around to enter the bathroom. The test should be done by now hopefully since it said two minutes.
I peeked at it and my heart thuds. âWell what does it say baby?â Blake asked anxiously as he heard me sniffle.
I turn to him with a wide grin on my face and blurry eyes. Damn it those pregnancy hormones. âGuess Iâm cooking up another little Reed inside my belly.â I laughed.
His eyes widen and with one hand holding Bash securely he fist bumps the air with the other. âYes Iâm going to be a dad again!â
He shouts, his voice croaky from emotion. Bash follows his dadâs actions and shouts yes too.
I laughed. I loved my boys dearly.
*five years later*
Blake tucks in Bash as I tuck in Bailey. We both looked at each other and smiled. Our little family was so precious. I turn to Bailey and give her a tender kiss on her forehead as does Blake to Bash. Moving away from her I walked over to Bash to give him a kiss on the forehead too and Blake did it to Bailey.
âHey Ley now that theyâre asleep can we now make baby number three?â Blake whispered, already walking towards the opened door. I rolled my eyes laughing softly and walked over to him.
Peering up at him I smirked.â Race you to the bed?â I asked but already started sprinting before he could answer. I was surprised I could even run without making so much noise. âHey thatâs cheating bambina!â He said in a hushed voice behind I giggled softly and entered the room. Honestly he should know me by now.
âOh fuck.â Blake moans, sinking his cock into me as I scrape my nails over his back. His breathing was ragged and it was proving difficult for me to not shout in pleasure. I didnât want the kids to wake up and think that someone was killing their mom and dad.
âBlake.â I pant thrusting my hips to meet his. âThatâs right baby, say my name.â Blake grunt in pleasure and starts to roll his hips.
I gasp in pleasure. The way he fucked me made me literally see stars. Over the years the sex just got better and better. âYou like that donât you? You like my cock inside you, right baby?â He had now picked up pace and started pounding into me to the point I felt him in my stomach.
I gasp holding onto his shoulders as I moan out his name. âYes, oh yes I love you inside me.â I mewled, speaking truthfully. He groans in satisfaction and brings a hand between us to rub my clit.
âCome for me baby. Let me feel you drench my cock.â He pants and slams his lips to mine in a possessive kiss. I convulse around him, squeezing him into me and making him shudder as I came, calling out his name.
Blake buried his cock as deeply as he could inside me and explodes, filling me with his seed that spilled out to drench the sheets. He groans, kissing me harder. He pulls away from my lips after minutes that felt like hours and peers down at me with a cocky grin. âThink thatâs enough to make baby number three?â He asked.
I smiled at him and my pussy gives his cock firm squeeze. âI donât know, what do you think?â I asked. He groans, hips coming forward as he starts picking up pace again. â Letâs keep practicing.â He pants. I nodded quickly, gasping as he took over my entire body.
*ten years later*
âAre you picking up Lilian from school today?â I asked Blake as I packed the kids lunch.
âYeah baby.â He says brushing Lillianâs hair for school.
Bash peers at me over the counter while stuffing his face.â Mom the principal wanted to speak to dad today.â He says, looking away from me.
I let out a breath. Bash was now a teenager and that meant more trouble. You could say he took his dadâs footsteps. âBash your dadâs right there, tell him that yourself.â I pointed out.
Obviously he hated telling Blake this since he knew how Blake reacted when he got into trouble. He always ends up grounded and he hates it.
âOoh someoneâs in trouble.â Bailey laughs while eating cereal. Her black hair is perfectly in a high neat bun on top of her head.âShut up loser.â Bash grunted. I rolled my eyes, my teenagers acted like toddlers.
Blake turns to Bash and glares. âWhat did you do this time Bash?â
Bash pushes a mouthful of cereal in his mouth and shrugs. I sighed, shaking my head at Blake who groans, rolling his eyes knowing that the principal would be giving him a lecture on his son.
âDid you have fun playing with Ricky yesterday Lilian?â I asked to try to remove the tension. Ricky was Arden and Rosalieâs son who was a year older than Lilian. You could say Rosa was bummed that we didnât get pregnant at the same time.âYeah mom.â
I turned to Bailey.â How about you Bailey, did you and Kristina try out for the cheer team yesterday?â I asked. She smiles, showing off the mushed cereal in her mouth. âYeah we did, Kristina got in but I guess cheerleading is not my thing.â She answers.
Kristina was Kimberly and Ryanâs daughter who was two months older than Bailey.
Reese whoâs Kristinaâs older sister and a few months older than Bash was a cheerleader. The girls wanted to follow in her footsteps.
âYeah because you suck.â Bash snorts.
âHey Aile, donât suck Bashy.â Lilian argues.
Bailey sticks out her tongue at Bash.â See, our sister thinks I donât suck.â
âYou should work on your form Aile and maybe stop playing video games with Lucy.â Lilian suggested.
Bash snorted and laugh while Bailey turned to glare at Lilian. Blake, who was behind her still brushing her hair, chuckles in amusement. Lucy was Liam and Christalâs kid that was three months younger than Bailey.
Blake and I looked at each other across the room and smiled. No matter how much they were trouble we loved them dearly and we wouldnât have it any other way.
*forty seven years later*
I stared at my husband as I lay in bed. We both knew this day would come eventually and seeing how the tears gleamed in his eyes as he stared at me made me feel awful that I was leaving him. He squeezes my hand with the little strength he remains.
My entire body was in pain, I was slowly fading away and they knew it. The years have made us age and so has our health. Today I was surrounded by my loved ones, my family, the people I cherished most of all, at least some of them who couldâve made I scanned around the room, knowing it would be the last time I would see their faces. Ryan, Arden, Kimberly, Liam, Avery and with her husband Arster who was also Blakeâs brother. They all looked at me in pain. They had aged too and had suffered loss as well.Reagan and her husband Leo couldnât make it since they were half way across the world.
Rosalie had died a year ago after fighting breast cancer for over a year, Christy had died five years ago in an accident. My mom, dad, Rose, Luke, Noel, Ryn and Ace had now gone out of this world too and I would soon be joining them. 1 I let my eyes tear away from their sad faces and faced my children who were crying.
Bailey, who now had three kids, looked at me sorrowfully. She had married her high school sweetheart Sam who stood grasping her shoulders. Bash, who had gotten married to Lucy, had two children of his own. And Lilian oh my sweet Lilian died before she even saw her twenties. 11 They all surrounded me as I made my way out of this world. I turn to my husband, my lover, my bestfriend. The love of my life. I had experienced so much with him for the years Iâve been on earth. I was happy that he chose me to be his soulmate in this life and hopefully in the other.
A tear slips from his eyes and lands directly on our clutched hands. I feel my heart ache but I canât even move my hand to wipe his tears away. âYouâre leaving me Ley.â He cries, his voice has aged too. 6 I managed to smile sadly as I found it difficult to breathe now. âForever remember? âI managed to croak out then cough. His tears flowed down more knowing it was already time. âAlways.â He croaks. âAlways and forever.â He promises.
I managed to smile during my coughing fit as I wheeze. The air wasnât coming to my lungs anymore, I was dying.âDonât look so sad Blake, you promised me. I love you.â Was the last thing I said as everything stops, time freezes and my soul leaves my body.
2 *eight months later*
âDonât cry kids, Iâm going to see Ley and Lilian.â I smiled and even though I was in pain I still managed to smile knowing that I was going to be reunited with Ley and Lilian.
âDad it still wonât be the same without you anymore.â Bash croaks. He always acted tough in his teenage years but now he was shedding a tear for his old man. I wanted to laugh and tease him, too bad my chest feels impossibly tight.
I didnât want to die in the hospital. I wanted to die at home in my bed, the same bed Ley died in. The doctor only gave me a few weeks to live after I was diagnosed with a brain tumor. I guess it was now time up.
âGrandpa, you canât leave us here.â Samuel cries. He was Baileyâs son.
âYeah granddad you canât leave us.â Christine cries. She was Bashâs daughter.
I smiled sadly. âWhat did your grandmother say?â
She sniffles. âForever. No matter what, we will always be together forever.â
I gasp feeling my insides turn numb and my breathing growing shallow. âExactly, so even though you wonât be able to see me anymore I will still watch over all of you forever. Just like your grandma and aunty have been doing.â I gasp.
âGrandpa.â All my grandkids cried as they see my eyes slowly close shut. I smiled not able to answer them as I faded from the earth. âForever.â I promise them as my soul leaves my body.
Everything is dark at first until a bright light emerges up ahead. I squint seeing a figure coming forward. My heart leaps as the figure comes into view. âWhat took you so long?â She asked, smiling cheekily.
I shrugged while walking towards her.â Donât know, I wanted to spend a few more minutes with our family.â
When we are a breath apart I canât help but hug her. âWe meet again bambina.â I teased. She laughs, pulling away and clutches my hand. âWell letâs go see our family on the other side.â She says and guides me towards the white light.
I turn to her before we enter the blinding light.â Forever.â I whispered, squeezing her hand. She turns to me and smiles.âForever.â
Always.â We both whispered simultaneously as we walked into the light. Our story may have ended here but what awaits us in the other life will never end, for we will always be together, forever. 106 *Authorâs Note: New book âTouch Me While I Taste Youâ is now available to read (daily updates)
Demiah13 Author Ashley and Blake wanted me to end their story this way to let all their readers know that even after death they will always be together forever ? Thank you everyone who supported me and loved this book just as much as I loved writing it. My characters are my life, my family and I really do hope that you treat them as family too. I usually cry when I end my books (because Iâm a pussy) But this one really tore me apart man shit. #AshleyandBlake Forever