Ashleyâs pov I am woken up by the sound of soft knocks on my bedroom door. I was always a light sleeper.I blinked away the sleep from my eyes and focused them on the clock It was three a.m. Was something wrong with Blake? The very thought has my heart pounding as I kick off the covers,flick on my night lamp and get off the bed. I stride towards the door.
I flick the switch on to light up the room then wrench the door open. Blakeâs tired eyes greets me. Distress was written on his face like an open book. âWhatâs wrong? Are you okay? Did something happen?â I rush out, scanning my eyes over his form.
He lifts his hand to scratch the back of his head. âSorry I woke you up from your sleep, Iâll just uh-â He points at the back of him, more specifically his opened room. He turns around to leave but Iâm quick to wrap my fingers around his arm and stop him. He stills, not turning to face me. âWhatâs wrong Blake you can tell me.â I urged and unknowingly went closer to him until his arm touched my belly.
An image of him caressing my swollen belly suddenly emerges in my head. I sighed. Hopefully this will happen when I finally get the guts to tell him Iâm pregnant.
He turns around, his body heat warming me instantly from the slight chill of the night. He peers down at me and the light from my room allows me to see the emotions playing in his eyes. Something terrified him. He sighs, looking away from me and settles his eyes on the doorframe. âI think I had a flashback. A flashback from the day I got shot.â He murmurs so lowly that he sounded like he didnât believe the words coming out of his mouth. The thought of him getting flashbacks has my mind racing with endless possibilities. Will he start to remember soon?
I grip his arm more firmly and squeeze, urging him to continue. His eyes finally settle on mine and he sends me an embarrassed look. âI ju-st thought that maybe I could stay with you tonight? I donât want to be alone.â
He chuckles nervously and moves away from my hold. I frown at his actions. âShit, I sound like a little kid thatâs scared of the dark and nightmares. Iâll just head back to my roo I donât let him finish. I grabbed his arm and with strength I didnât know I had, pulled him into my room, closing and locking the door. I flicked the light off but the glow of the night lamp still lights the room. I stared at his shocked face and rolled my eyes.
His stuttering and shy act was cute but tonight I needed him to feel comfortable with me. That would be the only way we could get past whatâs going on. I leave his side and walk towards the bed. I reach over and fix the covers while turning to face his still shocked face. âWell arenât you coming?â I question and settle on the bed.
He looks confused but comes over towards the bed. âAre you always this confusing?â
âWhat do you mean?â I lay my head on the pillow and turn my body to his.
He settles on the bed beside me and itâs then I realize that he didnât have a shirt on but only boxers. My mind was so focused on his well being that I didnât realize earlier that he was almost bare.
Okay maybe this wasnât a good idea to have him this close to me with my raging hormones. I finally realized why I had been so aroused by him these few days, I was pregnant. Why hadnât I also noticed my sudden quick changes of mood? He turns to face me. âYou were cold to me earlier but now youâre acting like your usual self.â I smiled apologetically. âIâm sorry I just had something on my mind earlier. I acted like a bitch when you were trying to have a conversation.â âWas it the kiss at the gym? Did you not like it? Did I move too quickly? If I did, Iâm sorry I just couldnât resist and honestly Iâve been wanting to kiss you for days now and â âBlake?â I asked, cutting him off. I smiled. âYeah?â His eyes flicker to my lips and back to my eyes. âThe kiss we shared was amazing, beyond that even. What we shared in the gym has nothing to do with my sudden mood change.â I murmur softly. His eyes darted between both of my eyes, seeking for any lies. âDo you want to talk about it?â He suggested. Do I really want to tell him Iâm pregnant now when he just got a flashback? Probably not. I still havenât thought of a way to share this news with him anyway.
I give him a soft smile and shook my head.â Maybe not tonight.â He nodded. I scan my eyes over his features, making sure to not let them drift down to his bare toned chest. âHey Blake?â
âYes Ley?â
My heart tightens. I donât think Iâd get used to hearing him call me that name anytime soon.
âDo you want to talk about your flashback? I know it scared you, remembering that horrific day that changed our entire lives.â I murmur. He sighs, turning on his back and stare at the ceiling, âI could feel everything, from the sand flying into my eyes to the bullet piercing my skull. I was reliving that day like it was happening to me right now. I could still hear their shouts and the gunshots.â
Hearing him speak as though he was in pain made my emotions go haywire, i blinked back tears. Damn it pregnancy hormones.
I cleared my throat, reaching to brush my fingers through his hair. His head turns to face me. Iâm shocked by the moisture I see in his eyes, glistening with pain. The light from the lump made it all the more prominent. 2 âSo many of them died Ley, in their own pool of blood. I could still hear their agony as they took their last breath.â He says in a raspy tone. I sniffled, not even realizing that I had been crying. âIâm so sorry this happened to you Blake. I could only imagine what you feel right now. You didnât deserve the pain, you didnât deserve this. I only wish I was there in some way.â I admitted.
âYou were.â He murmurs, scanning my features. My brows furrowed as I wiped the tears underneath my eyes that I didnât know I was shedding. âI was?â He nods. âYeah I took out a picture from my pocket and was pleasantly surprised to see you. You looked like an angel. Beautiful and mesmerizing.â
T I smiled, my heart warming. âDoes that mean you remember me now?â His eyes saddened. âNo unfortunately, but I know that I will remember you sooner or later. It wouldnât matter if I donât anyway.â He murmurs. My heart drops. He doesnât want to remember me? âWhy not?â I whispered with a lump in my throat. I cleared my throat. âBecause Iâm already falling for you Ley.â
He admitted. 14 My breathing goes ragged and my heart leaps. âI-I.â I stuttered not knowing what to say. âHey Ley?â He asked with a slight smirk. He was probably amused at my stuttering. âYeah?â I asked in a breathy tone. âCan I kiss you?â He asked, sucking in his bottom lip between his teeth. My lips part as I nod quickly. âPlease do.â I nearly moan. 12 Ashleyâs pov He smiles, bringing his head towards my own slowly. It felt like time froze when our lips met. Instantly my entire body blaze with heat, desire and want as I parted my lips willingly to allow his tongue in. I gasp when he forces me on my back, parts my legs using his own and settles his warm body between them. I could feel every inch of him and the thin cotton shorts I normally wore to bed didnât do justice. He fitted so right and the way he pressed to me aroused me more than Iâd like to admit.He groans lowly at the back of his throat and thatâs when I knew that I was too far gone. I wanted more and God I hope he wanted me as much as I wanted him. 2 I push my fingers into his hair, tugging and pulling him closer as our tongues literally made love. He breaks away and peers down into my eyes. His emotions were displayed like an open book. There was an unmaskable fire of desire in his glistening eyes. He wanted me just as badly, perhaps even more. âI really wanted to take things slow with you Ley but I donât think I can hold myself back anymore.â He admitted. He licks his bottom lip. âI want you.â He whispered, gulping as if restraining himself was a huge task My lower regions clench and I could feel myself become wet by the thought of him inside of me again after so many weeks. âI want you too Blake.â I admitted, staring at him beneath my lashes shyly.
He groans bringing his lips back down to mine. I gasp not expecting how he desperately kissed me like his life depended on it. I feel his heated fingers trail down the side of my body, leaving tingles in its wake.
He presses his lower half to my own, careful to keep his weight from crushing me. I could feel his familiar hardened cock pressing to my center, to my heat and it takes everything in me to not release it and slip it in.
âYou taste like heaven Ashley.â He pants, leaving my lips and kisses the curve of my jaw all the way down to my neck. I arch my back and hiss when he starts to grind his lower half on mine.
The friction had me scraping my nails down his back as I let out silent curses. We hadnât even done the act yet and I was moaning like a dog in heat. Is this what pregnancy hormones do? His lips touched my neck where my pulse was beating. He kissed it tenderly and continued to trail kisses down to the top of my breast. He stops his actions, lifting himself to kneel between my legs.
âI want these off right now.â He grunts in impatience.His fingers clutch the top of my white tank top and before I could utter a word he rips it revealing my bare breast.
I gasp fighting the urge to cover my breast. It was not like he hadnât seen it before, well that is before he lost his memories. But there was just something tonight that made it feel like the first time all over again.
âFuck.â He breathed out, staring at my breast with unmistakable lust.
His big warm hands came forward to mold one aching breast and soon his mouth followed where he held. I moan out in pleasure when he suckled my nipples into hard points.
The feeling of his hot and wet mouth suckling my nipples sent a lightning bolt of pleasure arcing through me. I could feel the slickness of need between my legs. I wanted him so badly, no, I needed him.
âBlake.â I moaned as my head roll back at the intense pleasure.
He lifts himself a bit until there was some space between our lower halves. His fingers trail down my sides and when he reaches my shorts he tugs it down.
When it doesnât come off fully, he groans moving away from my nipple, kneels down between my legs and tugs the shorts down my legs swiftly with my underwear coming down with it.I was now bare before him and as embarrassing as it sounds, I was rather feeling shy.
For a few seconds he stares at me heatedly then licks his lower lip. âBeautiful.â He breathes out with adoration. His eyes move from my body and he stares into my eyes. âYouâre so beautiful Ley.â
He comes forward and holds our lips, kissing me with an intense desperation while his fingers find my heat. I moan when I feel the tips of his fingers teasingly run up and down my pussy lips. I mewled, opening my legs wider.
âYouâre already so wet.â He groans with satisfaction. I gasp when he pushes a finger inside the two before removing them both. I moan my displeasure and he chuckles with amusement.
âDonât worry Iâll fill you with something much bigger soon.â He promises then starts to rub my clit. âJust need to make sure youâre wet enough to accommodate me.â He murmurs, nibbling my bottom lip.
I couldnât help the giggle that slip passed my lips because I knew he was right. Blake was considered huge in that department and even though we fucked many times heâd always have to make sure I was wet enough so Iâd not feel like I was being split into two.
He moves from my lips and trails kisses down my body until he reaches my navel. I arch my back and squirmed when he added pressure to my clit.
Honestly I think I was wet enough for his cock. I donât think I could last long because of the tightening feeling in my lower stomach. I gasp pulling him back up when he was about to lick down to my pussy.
I wanted his cock now, no time for foreplay.
âI want your cock now Blake.â I pant using my toes to push his boxers down.
He bites his lips. âBut I wanted to taste you Ley, see if you taste as good as I imagined. I want this to be perfect for you.â He admits.
My heart warms. I smile at him. âYouâll taste me next time but right now I want to be filled by you.â Okay this was the pregnancy hormones talking.
He groans and helps me fully remove his boxers. I moan at the sight of his cock and lick my lower lip. It had been so long. My entire body tingle with anticipation.
He covered me, careful to keep his weight from crushing me. He stared into my eyes as he positioned himself. âTell me if it hurts okay?â
I laugh. âBlake you do know this isnât our first time having sex right? I think I can handle my husbandâs fat cock by now.â I clasp my legs around him pulling him further to me until his tip pushes into me a tad bit.
He hisses. âFuck.â
He gauges for my reaction then as if getting the go he pushes his cock more into me. I gasp at the intense pleasure. It felt like it had been years since we last made love. âBlake.â I let out a breathy moan when he fills me completely with his cock.
My walls had stretched to accommodate him, welcoming him home with a soft squeeze. He pants cursing underneath his breath.
âYou feel so good. So good.â He grunts.
He moved slowly, gliding in long strokes as if trying to savor the feeling of my walls clamping around his cock. He pants beside my ear, cursing softly as he takes me, owning me all over again like the very first time. The feeling of being filled by him over and over again was so intense that I screamed out in pleasure outloud. He brings his mouth down to mine to muffle my screams of pleasure. He grunts, his pace now going quicker as he grips my hips.
âShit.â He groans, his body convulsing as my pussy clamp around him, milking his cock that was buried deep inside of me. My orgasm came so sharp and quickly that I held his cock not allowing him to move.
âBlake.â I moaned.
âLey.â He grunts, spilling his seed deep inside of me, blending with my own. We stay there for a few minutes, still connected before he pulls away to look down at me in adoration. âThat was.â
âAmazing?âI finished for him with a smile. He nods, smiling softly. âDidnât know sex could be this good.â
âHey Blake?â I murmur shyly.
âYeah?â
âIâm falling for you too. All over again.â I admitted. 13