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After an eternity, Ruan Danchen finally uttered shyly, âYeah.â
âThereâs not much work left to be done here, so Iâll be back soon,â Qi Chenglin revealed.
âBe mindful of your diet outsideâAunt Zheng told me you often suffer from indigestion. Donât forget to eat on time even if youâre busy. Itâs okay to drink if you have no choice, but please donât smoke,â reminded Ruan Danchen.
âAlright,â answered Qi Chenglin in a soft and tender voice. He felt blissful to have a woman show concern for him, care about him and miss him.
âDo you think I nag too much?â Ruan Danchen was anxious that she was irritating him.
âNot at all. I love it. On the contrary, if you donât nag me, Iâll feel like you donât care about me.â Qi Chenglin was already waiting for his luggage at the baggage reclaim area.
Worried that she would miss him more if they kept talking, Ruan Danchen hurriedly said, âHurry up and come home. I miss you very much.â
Having said that, she hung up instantly.
Just as Qi Chenglin wanted to reply, he noticed that the call has ended.
He stared at the phone and smiled wryly. What kind of habit was that? Every time she confessed her feelings, she would hang up instantlyâhe never had the chance to say a word in reply.
With her phone at hand, Ruan Danchenâs heart beat rapidly. Her face flushed when she thought about her conversation with Qi Chenglin. She did not expect herself to say something like that either. She had always thought she had a passive personalityâshe would not unveil her inner thoughts so easily, not to mention taking the initiative to say things like âI love youâ, etcetera.
In spite of that, when she was with Qi Chenglin, she would always do things that surprised even herself. She felt as if she did not know herself anymore.
She lingered in the kitchen for a while before she eventually left.
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In the evening, Xiaoyang brought Ruan Danchen and Qi Youxuan to the old mansion.
Even though Qi Chenglin was on a business trip, Qi Youxuan still needed to attend the scheduled family gathering at the old mansion. Moreover, Grandfather Qi and Grandmother Qi both missed him dearly. They would take full advantage of Qi Youxuanâs weekly visits to bond with him.
The Qi family had long acknowledged Ruan Danchenâs position in the familyâGrandfather Qi, Grandmother Qi, Qi Zhongxun and Guan Liya already saw Ruan Danchen as Qi Youxuanâs stepmother. They predicted that Qi Chenglin would inevitably marry her someday.
Song Yu only had a month until her babyâs due dateâher stomach was extraordinarily huge. Additionally, the fetus was moving frequently in her tummy.
Qi Youxuan stared at Song Yuâs protruding belly curiously. His big, black eyes were fixed solely on her tummy. âAuntie, can I touch?â
âOf course. Youjin is quite active in my stomach now. Put your hand on my stomach and donât move, youâll feel his movements after a while,â Song Yu instructed with a smile.
Qi Youxuan sat beside Song Yu with his legs crossed. He put both hands lightly on her stomachâhe was afraid he might damage her tummy, so he was extra careful.
Song Yuâs heart melted when she saw Qi Youxuanâs adorable little face. She looked at him then turned to Ruan Danchen, noticing that Ruan Danchenâs focus was completely on Qi Youxuan. A tender smile spread across Ruan Danchenâs face.
Song Yu could not help but patted Qi Youxuanâs head. Although the boy was sometimes naughty, gluttonous and also a money-grubber, he was still a kind and thoughtful boy deep down.
His hands landed on her stomach lighter than feathers. Seeing his cautious manner, Song Yu was so touched that she felt like crying.
Suddenly, Qi Youxuan exclaimed with an astonished expression. âYoujin moved! He moved! It was a sudden kick right under my palm. It felt like something was jumping beneath my hand. How interesting!â
Song Yu smiled warmly as she caressed Qi Youxuanâs little face. Qi Youxuan looked up and asked, âAuntie, does it hurt you when he moves like that?â
âNo. It only feels like something walking across my skin and poking me lightly at times,â explained Song Yu.
Qi Youxuan nodded as though he understood. He tilted his head and questioned curiously, âI wonder if I was the same when I was in my motherâs stomach. I wonder if my mother was hurt by my kicking.â
His innocent words made Ruan Danchenâs eyes sting. Qi Youxuan even showed concern for a woman he had never seen since birth, afraid that he might have hurt her when kicking inside her tummy.
Ruan Danchen felt that she did not deserve a son as good as him.
âYou couldnât have,â Song Yu assured gently, her eyes a little wet. Even Grandmother Qi, Guan Liya, and even Xia Wenna had tears welled upâGuan Liya was even subtly wiping her tears away.
âLook, even though Youjin is so naughty, I donât feel pain at all. Youâre such a good boy, Iâm sure you didnât hurt your mother. Besides, when children are in their motherâs tummy, they kick very lightly. They know to love their mothers, so they wonât use much strength,â Song Yu explained. She then continued, âWhen you put your hands on my tummy, donât you think Youjinâs kick was extremely light? Moreover, this is the babyâs way to tell its mother that itâs safe, that everything is well in the womb.â
âReally?â Qi Youxuan stared at Song Yuâs stomach suspiciously.
âYes, itâs true.â Ruan Danchen picked up Qi Youxuan and put him on her lap. She loved the child even more dearly now. âYouâre so smart and caringâall you did was gently touch your motherâs tummy. It didnât hurt at all.â
She recalled the days she was pregnant with him, his movements especially gentle as though he was afraid to hurt her. It was exceedingly adorable when he kicked once or twice occasionally.
However, due to her premature birth, she did not get to experience the times where fetal movement would have been at a peak.
âHow would you know? Youâre never given birth before,â Qi Youxuan questioned. His thoughts were pure and he did not think much about it, but his innocent words hurt Ruan Danchen deeply.
In the past, she only wanted to be by his side, but now she had grown greedyâshe wanted him to know she was his mother and that she gave birth to him. Nonetheless, she could not because she was afraid the little boy would blame her and would not forgive her.
Before Ruan Danchen uttered a word, Qi Youxuan suggested, âAunt Ruan, why donât you have a child with Dad so you can experience pregnancy? Itâll be best if itâs a little sister! Of course, you canât stop pampering me after having a little sister. Otherwise, I wonât agree with you giving birth.â
He talked as if he would be the only one making this decision.
Unexpectedly, Ruan Danchen smiled and kissed his forehead, forgetting that the entire Qi family was watching.
âRest assured, Iâll always love you the most. Iâll always pamper you the most,â Ruan Danchen reassured tenderly.
In her heart, even if she became pregnant with another child, gave birth to it and watched it grow up, it would still feel different from Qi Youxuan.
She would always feel that she owed Qi Youxuan for not being by his side for the first six years of his lifeâit was something she could never make up for.
She thought that even if she gave birth to another child, she would still favor Qi Youxuan more and love him more. He would always be the chubby little boy in front of her eyes now.
âYou said that yourself. Donât forget,â Qi Youxuan mumbled as he pillowed his head onto Ruan Danchenâs shoulder.
âI promise. I wonât go back on my words,â Ruan Danchen guaranteed.
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Guan Liya watched from the side. After a while, she slipped out to the backyard while no one was looking.
Not long after, Song Yu and Grandmother Qi received a massage. Song Yu and Grandmother Qi exchanged glances, then Grandmother Qi abruptly announced, âAh, Iâm going to the washroom.â
She stood up and left.
A while later, Song Yu glanced a Ruan Danchen and dropped her a hint. Then, Song Yu left.
Qi Youxuan was lying in Ruan Danchenâs arms. His huge eyes darted here and there. He whispered to Ruan Danchen, âGreat-grandma is acting again. I wonder what theyâre doing. Aunt Ruan, Iâm going to see whatâs going on.â
âThereâs no need,â Ruan Danchen hugged him to hold him back. âItâs nothing big.â
Qi Youxuan pouted and eventually relented.
When Song Yu entered the backyard, Guan Liya and Grandmother Qi were already there.
âGrandma, Auntie, whatâs the matter?â Song Yu was holding her stomach. Guan Liya quickly helped her down the steps.
Guan Liya licked her lips and began, âWell, I may be oversensitive, but why do I find the conversation between Qi Youxuan and Ruan Danchen just now extremely abnormal? Sheâs not just saying that because we were in the room, right? I mean, Qi Youxuan isnât her biological son, so when she has her own child, surely sheâd favor her own childâthis is only human nature. Iâve already prepared myself emotionally for this whenever Chenglin remarries. That is why I wanted Chenglin to find a kind-hearted ladyâeven if she favors her own child, it wouldnât be too extreme. After all, itâs her own flesh and blood. Besides, itâs typical for families to pamper the youngest child the most. Ironically, now that Ruan Danchen said that, it made me more anxious.â
Guan Liya sighed. âSong Yu, I know sheâs a good friend of yours but please donât be mad. I am deeply traumatized by Jian YiâI canât have another person entering our family and acting good in front of us just to turn around and misuse us after marriage. Youxuan canât be compared to Chengyue. Chengyue is an adult, and she can take care of herself after getting hurt. She can endure more. On the other hand, Youxuan is just a childâhow can he endure such a big blow? Furthermore, he really likes Danchen, so if things donât go as planned after their marriage, wouldnât Youxuan be devastated? Besides, he canât stay with us forever. The child needs to stay with his parents. If he has to go through such a huge emotional shock at such a young age, who knows what would happen to him?â
As Guan Liya pondered upon it, her heart ached horribly. She loved her adorable little grandson dearly.
Song Yu was not mad. She understood that Guan Liyaâs thoughts were typical of human nature.
Even Grandmother Qi, who was standing at the side, was nodding in agreement. She, too, was harboring a layer of concern.
âGrandma, Aunt, rest assured. I can swear on my name that Danchen was speaking from her heart. She was staring at Youxuan wholeheartedly and had forgotten that we were in the room too. She didnât say that for us to hear. Iâve known Danchen for as many years as I had worked in Chengshi, and I can vouch for her character,â Song Yu assured in a soft voice.
âBesides, havenât Chenglin brought up Danchenâs past? Although her mother had just remarried a few years ago, the truth is that her mother had never cared about her even before remarrying. Her mother is one of those terribly weak women who only thought about relying on men. She knew nothing other than that. She could not even take care of herself, so how would she care for Danchen?â
âSince young, Danchen knew that she could not rely on her familyâshe could only rely on herself. She cooked and washed; she handled all the trivial matters in life; she went to school herself and learned to work many times harder than others. Although her mother never cared about her, she never went down the wrong path. She worked hard and got into university all through her own efforts. The funny thing was if Danchen did not say anything, her mother wouldnât even have known she had successfully been accepted into the university. Once she graduated, she found a job on her own. In all these years, Danchenâs mother doesnât know what sheâs up toâitâs as if she never had this daughter.â
Ruan Danchen did not hide Liu Ronghua from Song Yu. She told her everything truthfully.
Only then did Song Yu come to know, in all those years, Ruan Danchen had spent New Year alone.
Since Qi Chenglin told them that, Song Yu just went with his version of the story.
âHer mother remarried when Danchen was in university. Just as Chenglin mentioned earlier, the family didnât like Danchen. To them, Danchen was nothing but an unwanted stepchild. They thought Danchen had no right to use their familyâs money. Nevertheless, her mother didnât dare to contact her because she feared enraging the family. All these years, Danchen had spent New Year alone. Her mother had never cared about her.â
Song Yu took a deep breath, then continued softly, âGrandma, Aunt, Danchen had experienced life without a mother herself. Youxuan still has Chenglin; he still has you guys. On the other hand, Danchen only had her mother, and her mother had to act that way. She had been so lonely her entire life. Her mother was only someone who held the title of a mother without acting like one at all. As a result, she knows the suffering of not having a mother more than anyone else.â
âI think the reason sheâd pamper Youxuan so much is that she had experienced this herself and is able to put herself in his shoes. She may think heâs pitiful and needed to be loved. She wants to give him what she lacked; he doesnât want him to have the life she had. Sheâll give her all to Youxuan, even if it meant treating him better than the younger sibling sheâll bring for Youxuan. Her love for him is genuine.â
Hearing the story Song Yu told, Grandmother Qi and Guan Liya were overwhelmed by sympathy and sorrow.
Although Qi Chenglin had brought it up when they were at Prestige Residencesâ informing them that Ruan Danchenâs mother had remarried and that her relationship stepfatherâs family and her own mother was quite horridâthey did not know that the actual situation Ruan Danchen was in was this much worse.
Guan Liya was reassured. She nodded and confessed, âItâs my fault. I misjudged her. Danchen is such a poor child.â
âAunt, please donât talk like that. Itâs only human nature for you to be concerned. For Youxuanâs future, youâll naturally think about every possible scenario. Nonetheless, rest assured that Danchen would definitely treat Youxuan with love,â Song Yu guaranteed confidently.
Guan Liya fished out a handkerchief from her pocket to wipe her tears. Grandmother Qi strategized, âMy dear Song Yu, you should go back in now. Weâll go back separately. Otherwise, we might arouse Xiao Ruanâs suspicion and she might fill her own head with nonsense. If she finds out what we thought of her, sheâd be devastated. What if we infuriate her and she ends up dumping Chenglin? Itâs not every day that Chenglin can find such a great lady.â
Thus, Song Yu went into the house. Not long after, Grandmother Qi and Guan Liya came back one after the other too.
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At night, when Ruan Danchen was leaving with the little boy, Grandmother Qi was extremely reluctant to let them go. Therefore, she suggested, âDanchen, Chenglin isnât home these past few days, so why donât you and Youxuan spend the night here?â
Ruan Danchen did not mind. She knew the elderlies missed the child. It was not good for her to hog the child at home either, so she agreed.
The next day, Qi Youxuan woke up early in the morningâearlier than Ruan Danchen.
When Grandfather Qi and Grandmother Qi came back from their morning exercise at seven oâclock, they saw that Qi Youxuan was already dressed neatly, waiting for breakfast.
âWhy are you up so early?â Grandmother Qi asked with surprise.
âAunt Ruan said sheâll bring me to the amusement park today,â Qi Youxuan announced gleefully.
Just as he said that, Ruan Dachen had finished getting ready. When she saw Grandfather Qi and Grandmother Qi, she quickly greeted them.
Despite only staying there for a day, Ruan Danchen still felt immensely pressured.
Qi Youxuan was extremely excited. He swallowed his breakfast hastily and dashed into his room to get his little yellow duck backpack.
When he was in kindergarten, he only needed to put snacks and some toys in his bag so there was sufficient space. However, now that he was in elementary school, he had switched into using a normal backpack. His books would never fit into his old tiny bag, so he used it as a casual backpack instead.
Seeing the little boyâs exuberant manner, Ruan Danchen did not tarryâshe finished her breakfast hurriedly and asked Xiao Yang to come over. The two of them set off.
Due to his height, the little boy was not allowed on numerous rides. Nonetheless, he could still go on safer rides such as roller coasters, ferries wheel, carousel, and honeypot ride 1. The little boy was already content with these rides.
After enjoying all those rides in the morning, Ruan Danchen brought him to a themed restaurant in the park for lunch. There was a dolphin show in the evening, and after having lunch and resting for a while, they could catch the performance just in time.
At the restaurant, Qi Youxuan needed to use the washroom. Ruan Danchen brought him there. When passing by one of the tables, she heard a familiar voice saying, âSpeaking of Ruan Danchen, I think that her being sent home on leave because of the matter with Xu Haode is too unfair for her. My sisterâs classmate works at Shengyueâshe saw Ruan Danchen bolting out of a room with red eyes and half her face swollen. She didnât look like she was trying to seduce Xu Haode at all; rather, she looked like heâd taken advantage of her.â
When Ruan Danchen was passing by with the little boy, her eyes were not focused on her surroundings. Only when she heard this voice did she realize that her coworkers, Wu Min and Yang Yunshu, along with Zhang Fangfang from the finance department and Huang Ting from human resources, were sitting together. They must have come out to have fun as it was a Sunday.
âWhat do you mean âunfairâ? If she was truly so innocent, why would Xu Haode find her? Your sisterâs classmate only saw what happened outside the room, who knows how dirty that woman was inside the room? Donât you know that sheâs always been good at acting?â Yang Yunshu condemned coldly after eating a spoonful of curry.
The truth was that the others did not believe Ruan Danchen to be someone like that. However, Yang Yunshu seemed to have become Madam Zhaoâs blue-eyed boy. When she fought with Ruan Danchen last time, even though Ruan Danchen had Song Yu to lean on, she was still sent home on leave by Madam Zhao while Yang Yunshu escaped without a scratch.
It was called a leave, but it was clearly a punishment. No one knew when would Ruan Danchen be brought back.
Therefore, no one dared to refute Yang Yunshuâs words. It would make their life harder if they were to wrong her.
To be frank, they did not think Ruan Danchen could stay in the company for much longer. After this incident, Madam Zhao would definitely find a way to force Ruan Danchen to quit the job.
They knew that offending Yang Yunshu would bring about many troubles to their work livesâthey were not willing to make that sacrifice just to defend Ruan Danchen. None of them wanted to end up like her. It just was not worth it.
Ruan Danchen still had Song Yu to lean on. If she cannot continue in Chengshi, Song Yu can still open a backdoor for her into Qilin. They, on the other hand, did not.
They all sat silently, listening to Yang Yunshu spitting vicious remarks about Ruan Danchen.
Suddenly, they heard a young childâs voice asking, âAunt Ruan, are they talking about you? Her name is exactly the same as yours.â
Ruan Danchen was infuriated when she heard Yang Yunshuâs words. She had turned her jolly mood into misery.
She planned to leave quickly with Qi Youxuan, yet unexpectedly, Qi Youxuan abruptly spoke out loud.
Even Ruan Danchen was staggered, so needless to say, Wu Min and the others were too.