Chapter 10: The Weight of Regret.

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The rain hammered against the window as the soft hum of the city filled the background of your apartment. You sat at your desk, staring blankly at the documents scattered in front of you. Your life, once so meticulously structured and controlled, had become a haze of work, distance, and routine. Your mind, though, wandered to the past, as it often did when you allowed yourself to relax for a moment. The same thoughts always crept in—thoughts of her.

Bianca Vance.

The name echoed in your mind like an old song you couldn’t forget, no matter how much you wanted to. She had been your obsession, the one who had ignited your world. Now, after years of distance, she seemed like a ghost. A fleeting memory. Or so you had convinced yourself.

You had once thought your feelings for her were genuine love, but looking back now, you saw them for what they really were: a cruel infatuation. Bianca had been everything you weren’t—powerful, beautiful, and untouchable. She had walked into your life like a whirlwind, capturing your heart with a single glance, twisting it in her hands like it was nothing. But that was before you learned what true love was. That was before you learned that sometimes, what you wanted wasn’t what you needed.

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Flashback:

You first met Bianca in your early twenties, just starting your career. She was already a rising star in the industry, with a reputation that preceded her. Her beauty was otherworldly, and her presence commanded attention. You had heard the stories, the rumors about her cold demeanor, about her inability to maintain meaningful relationships. She was a notorious workaholic, dismissive of anyone who wasn’t of value to her. You had dismissed the rumors as mere gossip.

But then, you had met her.

The first time she looked at you—really looked at you—you felt as if the world had stopped. It wasn’t kindness in her gaze, nor was it anything resembling affection. It was something darker, something more dangerous. She was curious, intrigued, but not in the way most people were. There was something about you that made her want to pull you into her orbit, and at the time, you hadn’t known any better than to let her.

Every interaction with her was a delicate dance. You would be the quiet observer, letting her take center stage, and she would shower you with just enough attention to keep you hooked, but never enough to satisfy your hunger. She made you feel seen, and for a while, that was enough.

But then came the coldness.

When you had finally let yourself believe that she could possibly feel something for you, something deeper than just fleeting interest, she had crushed it all. One careless remark, one cruel dismissal, and the veil of affection she had spun around you unraveled. You had been nothing to her—a toy. A distraction. And the worst part was, you had known that all along. You had known, deep down, that Bianca didn’t care for you the way you cared for her.

But that didn’t stop you. No, your heart had been blind to her manipulation, blind to the way she used you to get what she wanted. You had stayed by her side, like a fool, clinging to the hope that she might finally see you for the person you were.

But then, one day, you were just… gone.

Bianca had walked away without a second thought. She had moved on to the next distraction, the next conquest, and you had been left behind, shattered. The words she had said still stung in your mind: “You’ll never be enough for me. You’re just like the rest. Nothing special.”

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Present Day:

Your phone buzzed, snapping you from your thoughts. You looked down at the screen, your breath catching in your throat. It was a message from an unknown number.

“I’m in town. I need to see you. Come meet me.”

Your stomach twisted. You hadn’t seen Bianca in years, hadn’t heard from her since the day she walked away, leaving you with nothing but a broken heart. You had moved on. You had moved on. You told yourself that every day, reminding yourself that your life now was everything you wanted it to be.

But that message… It was like a pull from the past, a tether dragging you back to the place you thought you had escaped. You hesitated, staring at the screen for a long time before typing a response.

“I’ve moved on, Bianca. You should too.”

The response came almost instantly.

“You think it was that easy for me? I fell for you, and then you disappeared. You left me hanging. You don’t know what that did to me.”

Your pulse quickened as a knot formed in your stomach. Fell for you? You didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. Bianca had never truly fallen for you. She had used you, played with your emotions, and then cast you aside like you were nothing.

But the message didn’t stop there.

“I’m sorry, okay? I didn’t realize how much I wanted you until you were gone. I’ve spent every day regretting it. Please. I need to see you. I need to make it right.”

You shook your head, the weight of her words pressing down on you. Make it right? Bianca never made anything right. She had always played the victim, always twisted the narrative to suit her. And here she was again, trying to draw you back into her web with her words.

You took a deep breath, trying to clear your mind. But no matter how hard you tried, something inside you stirred—a fragment of the feelings you had once had for her. You knew it was dangerous. You knew she was toxic, and yet…

The phone buzzed again. Another message from Bianca.

“You don’t understand. I’ve never stopped thinking about you. You’re everything I’ve ever wanted, and I won’t let you go this time.”

A cold shiver ran down your spine. This wasn’t the Bianca you had known. This wasn’t the confident, untouchable woman you had once worshipped. This was desperation. This was obsession.

You felt a familiar tug at your heart. The same tug that had once pulled you into her world. The same tug that had kept you in her orbit long after you should have let go. It was hard to admit, but the truth was clear: a part of you still longed for her. You still remembered the way she had made you feel—alive, wanted, adored… even if it was all just a game to her.

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Flashback:

You remembered the day Bianca had left. You had stood outside her apartment, waiting for her to come down, to give you a reason, anything. But when she finally emerged, she had simply looked at you with that cold, emotionless stare.

“I’m done with you,” she had said flatly, her voice devoid of any warmth. “You’ll never be enough for me. I’m moving on.”

And with that, she had walked away. No apology, no closure. Just the bitter sting of rejection.

But now, standing in your apartment with her messages flashing on your phone, you knew one thing for sure: Bianca hadn’t moved on. She had never stopped thinking about you. She had never stopped wanting you.

And now, she was here—waiting for you to come back.

You stood up from the desk, your heart racing. Could you really meet her? Could you face the woman who had torn you apart, only to find herself shattered by the same thing she had caused? You had moved on. You had rebuilt yourself. You didn’t need her.

But then, as you stood there, your finger hovering over the phone, you realized something else: Bianca had fallen. She had fallen for you, but she had fallen harder this time. And now, there was no escaping the chaos she would bring into your life once again.

You opened the door, knowing full well that the storm was coming.

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Present Day:

Bianca stood in front of you, her expression desperate, her eyes wide with emotion you had never seen in them before. She looked different—vulnerable, broken.

“You left me,” Bianca whispered, her voice trembling. “You left me, and I couldn’t handle it. I couldn’t. And now… I’m not letting you go. Not this time.”

You took a step back, your heart racing. This wasn’t the Bianca you remembered. The woman who had used you, discarded you, was now begging. Desperate. And somehow, it was scarier than anything you had ever known.

“You never cared for me,” you said softly, your voice trembling. “You never loved me.”

Bianca’s eyes flashed with a wild intensity. “I do now,” she said, her voice a low, urgent growl. “And I’ll make you see it.”

You swallowed, but you didn’t move. She was here. You had fallen first, but now she had fallen harder than you could ever imagine.

And there was no turning back.

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