Gu Chenyi kept silent for a while before saying, âXiao Huan, letâs just talk about us and not bring Qingya into the picture.â
Mu Huan laughed. âDoes this mean that you still donât believe me?â
âItâs not that I donât believe you, itâs just that no matter what Lin Qingya had done, sheâs pregnant now. Even if everything was done by her, was planned by her, sheâs also really pitiful to be ditched by me. Letâs just not worry about her, ok?â No matter what, Gu Chenyi felt that he had ruined Lin Qingyaâs innocence and got her pregnant. Heâs already really sorry for not taking responsibility. He didnât want to do anything else to her.
He was also unable to believe that all these were planned by the feeble her.
Back then, she was crying and shouting, asking him to stop.
But he couldnât resist the strength of the medicine and took her.
He had experienced it personally. He was really unable to go against his heart and say that she had done it willingly, that she was the one who wanted to sleep with him and had planned everything.
At most, Lin Qingya might just have loved him too much and she didnât run for her life back then. Thus, it resulted in her becoming his antidote.
âGu Chenyi, I actually think that your true love is Lin Qingya!â Mu Huan didnât understand. He had clearly said that he didnât like Lin Qingya, but every time, heâd choose to believe her. Even if he took ten thousand steps back and believed Mu Huan, he still wouldnât blame Lin Qingya, and he even thought that Lin Qingya was already very pitiful.
Why was she pitiful? Sheâs pitiful because she lost her innocence?
She had carefully planned to sleep with a man. Why would she need others to pity her for losing her innocence?
Dang! It could really make one so speechless!
âHow is that possible?!â How was it possible for him to love Lin Qingya?!
âIf she wasnât your true love, why would you believe her so easily? She only took out a few branded bags and a few photographs back then and you believed what she said of me. I invited the manager of the bar to be my witness, I brought you to meet my granny personally and told you how my stepmother had abused me as a kid â I told you why my family wouldnât have given my granny the best treatment without a reason, but you didnât believe me. Even after I looked for the few bosses I had worked for in the past to show you that I had worked to support myself through school, you still didnât believe me! After all that, you still say that you love me and not Lin Qingya?!
âYou said that you like me â which part of that says that you like me?â
âI went back to ask those bosses after that. Those bosses said that youâve given them money to say those words to me. Xiao Huan, itâs not that I donât believe you. Instead, itâs you...â who deceived him.
âDamn it! You still donât trust me after Iâve said all those? If you had believed me, would you have gone back to ask those bosses? Besides that, is your brain formed to be used as a punching bag? When I was a young girl in her third year in senior high, Granny and I depended on each other to live. Itâs already so hard to survive, where would I get the money to bribe the bosses to fake my evidence? If anyone had bribed them, that would only have been Grandma who had done it!â
Mu Huan suddenly thought of something. âDonât tell me you think that the money I have used to bribe them with was the money I earned from being a prostitute?â
Gu Chenyi kept silent.
âDamn it!â Mu Huan was so angry she kicked the wall, which vibrated.
âGet the f*ck out of here! Donât ever appear in front of my eyes in the future, much less say that you like me! Every time you say that you like me, it makes me feel so disgusted I want to puke! Donât look at me with that hurt expression as well! If you continue being like this, Iâd punch you until your own mom wonât be able to recognize you!â
What counseling? Thatâs bullsh*t. If he liked going to hell so much, so be it! He deserved to be hurt and tortured! He deserved to be with Lin Qingya!