Jiang Xuâs parents picked them up from the station, and they were surprised to see a man beside Jiang Xu.
âXiao Shen?â Mother Jiang remembered him as a likable child who had borrowed from loan sharks and couldnât pay them back, and she said enthusiastically, âHave you paid off your money?â She remembered that Shen Fangyuâs hometown was also in B City, âDid you meet Xiao Xu on your way home?â
âYes, thank you for the concern, uncle and auntie,â Shen Fangyu smiled and muddled through the first question. He was about to answer the second when Jiang Xu suddenly said, âHe came back with me.â
âHuh?â Mother Jiang was obviously a little surprised, but she quickly recovered and said, âNo problem, no problem. Thereâs a spare room at home.â
âIâm sorry to bother you.â Shen Fangyu was polite but didnât say why he would be staying with the Jiang family.
The Jiang couple exchanged a look, and there was a subtle silence in the car on the way home.
Jiang Xu was very busy and would not usually come back until New Yearâs Eve. Now he suddenly rushed over, moreover, with Shen Fangyu.â¦
The suspicions that had previously subsided started coming up again.
It was after nine oâclock when they arrived home. Jiang Xu and Shen Fangyu had eaten on the way, and the Jiang couple had also finished their dinner early. After the usual greetings, Mother Jiangâs cautious gaze fell on Jiang Xuâs face, as if trying to get some clues.
Perhaps it was because he noticed his motherâs gaze that Jiang Xu didnât leave his mother confused any longer and went straight to the point: âDad, Mom, I came back this time because I want to talk to you about something.â
The Jiang couple was sitting on the long sofa in the living room, while Jiang Xu and Shen Fangyu sat side by side on the old-fashioned sofa at the side.
âWhatâs wrong?â Mother Jiang was inexplicably flustered by Jiang Xuâs cautious tone, and she took an apple intending to peel it, âYou havenât even had a glass of water yet, why donât you have some fruit first?â
âNo, thanks, mom.â Jiang Xu pursed his lips, his throat a little dry.
Shen Fangyu held Jiang Xuâs hand through the cover of his clothes, probably needing encouragement, and Jiang Xu did not break away from him.
A thin layer of sweat broke out on his palms, but his voice was calm.
âDo you remember the man who got pregnant in country M?â
Father Jiang rubbed his hands together awkwardly, and Mother Jiangâs expression was also a little tense. The two of them looked at each other and then at Jiang Xu at the same time, saying with a little uncertainty: âWhatâs wrong?â
âHe and Iâ¦â Jiang Xu took a slow, deep breath before continuing, âmet with the same accident.â
âWhat â¦â¦ do you mean by that?â Mother Jiangâs voice trembled a little.
Jiang Xu lowered his head and glanced at his abdomen, and under Mother Jiangâs wide-eyed gaze, he said, âThatâs what it means.â
The Jiang couple were dumbfounded for a long time, as if they couldnât understand the meaning of Jiang Xuâs words, and it was only after a while that Mother Jiang said in a trance, âIs what you said true, Xiao Xu? That news â¦â¦ wasnât it just news? How could it happen to you?â
Seeing Jiang Xu acquiesce, she could not restrain herself from taking a glance at Jiang Xuâs abdomen, and then she withdrew her gaze as if she had been scalded. After a long time, she jumped to her feet and said incredulously, âYouâre a man, Xiao Xu! How is it possible⦠how can this happen?â
âI donât believe it.â She shook her head and took a few steps forward to pull Jiang Xu, but Shen Fangyu stood up and blocked her, shielding Jiang Xu behind him.
âAuntie-â
This call made Mother Jiang distracted for a short time, and then she remembered Shen Fangyu. âYouâ¦â she quickly realized, pointing at the tip of Shen Fangyuâs nose, âso you came here, youâ¦â
âHeâs also the babyâs father.â Jiang Xu answered her directly.
Mother Jiangâs eyes went black. She held her heart, searching through her memories before looking at Shen Fangyu and confirming with difficulty, âLoan sharks?â
Shen Fangyu lowered his head and said, âItâs made up.â
âDead wife?â
Shen Fangyu gritted his teeth, âItâs made up too.â
Mother Jiang took two breaths, her fingers trembling, âA daughter?â
ââ¦â¦ Thatâs true.â
Mother Jiang broke down and glanced at Jiang Xu in dismay, her voice trembling madly, âIn our.⦠Xiao Xuâs â¦â¦ stomach?â
Shen Fangyu bit his lower lip and said, âMmâ¦â¦â
Mother Jiang turned around and raised her hand to slap Jiang Xu. Jiang Xu quickly closed his eyes, but the expected pain did not appear. He opened his eyes and found Shen Fangyu stopping his motherâs hand and blocking him tightly behind him.
âUncle and Auntie â¦we can talk, but donât do anything physical.â Shen Fangyu said.
âTalk? Talk my ass!â
Mother Jiang had no idea how to vent her emotions after finding out about her sonâs situation, and now she has found an outlet for them in Shen Fangyu: âYouâve got the nerve to talk after you got my son fucking pregnant! Get the hell out of my way.â
âYes, itâs all my fault,â Shen Fangyu said, âIf you want to hit me, hit me, donât touch Jiang Xu.â
âWhy are you being hypocritical? Do you think I wouldnât dare to hit you just because you are someone elseâs son?â
It was clear that the good impression Shen Fangyu had made on the two elders was completely useless at this moment, and her son was the biggest reverse scale. Mother Jiang was now like a tigress whose child has been stolen, and she only wanted to kill Shen Fangyu, who had brought himself into the tigerâs den.
âFine, you hit me,â Shen Fangyu said, âas long as you donât hit Jiang Xu. I wonât fight back.â
Mother Jiang was even more furious when she heard this. She tried to pass Shen Fangyu to reach Jiang Xu behind him, saying with hatred, âIs that how he tricked you into bed? Jiang Xu! If youâre my son, donât hide; explain to me and to your father whatâs going on!â
âWe both had too much to drink and had an accident.â Jiang Xu stood up and said to his mother, âNo one lied to me.â
âThen what is your relationship?â Mother Jiang found a feather duster from somewhere and stared at Shen Fangyu intently.
âColleagues.â Jiang Xu said.
Mother Jiang hit Shen Fangyu on the back with the duster. Shen Fangyu grunted in pain, but he didnât dodge as he had promised.
âMum!â
Jiang Xu stepped forward and pulled Shen Fangyu aside, but Mother Jiang still went after him. She pointed the duster at the tip of Shen Fangyuâs nose and asked, âWhat were your intentions when you approached Xiao Xu? Money? Or is it for our Xiao Xu?â
âHe lived in my house to take care of me, he didnât want anything from me; it was really just an accident.â Jiang Xu was a bit overwhelmed.
Shen Fangyu: âAuntieâ¦â
âYou shut up!â
Mother Jiang finished scolding Shen Fangyu and then looked at Jiang Xu, a look of disappointment flashing in her eyes, âYouâve always been your motherâs pride, how could you do such a thing?â
Jiang Xu turned his face away and said, âI didnât want this either.â
âCanât this child be disposed of?â Mother Jiang said, âSince youâve said it was an accident,â¦â
âNo.â Jiang Xu interrupted her without the slightest hesitation.
âJiang Xu,â Mother Jiang said emotionally, âdo you know what this means? This child will ruin your life. How will you start a family in the future? How will you find a wife? How will I explain to others that my son had a child?â
Jiang Xu glanced at his mother, who was surging with anger, and suddenly remembered the night he heard Ren Han and Ren Miao talking.
That day, Shen Fangyu suddenly talked to him about Ren Hanâs rebellious behavior and asked him what infuriating things he had done during his rebellious period.
Jiang Xu had never done anything rebellious. He had been a good student since he was a child, and the most unusual thing he had done was sneak off to an internet café to play a few games, which almost all teenage boys had done, and it wasnât really worth mentioning.
Suddenly, he felt that the most rebellious thing he had done in his life was to keep this unexpected child in his womb when he could have aborted it.
The rebellious period seemed to have come too late, but it was a decision he had made after much deliberation, not a gamble because of anger.
He had thought through everything that needed to be thought through, and what he would have to face later, he had decided to face.
He didnât regret it at all.
âMum,â he said, âIâll take responsibility for my life.â
âWife,â Father Jiang, who had been silent from the beginning to the end, finally spoke up, âsit down first and listen to what the boy has to say.â
âSay what?â Mother Jiang was so angry that she couldnât choose her words: âAbout how he slept with a man, or that heâs a man-woman that can have children?â
Jiang Xuâs face changed at these words, and Shen Fangyu caught his look in an instant. He half-protected Jiang Xu in his arms and squeezed his arm gently.
âWhat are you doing!â Mother Jiang said, âWhat do you mean by hugging right in front of me?â
Shen Fangyu didnât let go, âAuntie, itâs time for Jiang Xu to rest. If you donât care about him, I do. Weâll talk after youâve calmed down.â
After he finished, he whispered to Jiang Xu, âGo and take a bath first, okay?â
Jiang Xu nodded with a pale face, turned around, and stumbled on his feet. Shen Fangyu hurriedly supported him, but he waved his hand to say he was fine and then walked towards the bathroom next to the bedroom. Shen Fangyu followed him as usual, but Father Jiang, who hadnât said anything, called out to him and pointed to the room furthest away from Jiang Xuâs bedroom, âYouâll sleep there tonight.â
âIâll go and put the water on for him.â Shen Fangyu said.
âJiang Xu can take a bath himself.â Father Jiang said, âYou donât need to help.â
Shen Fangyu took a deep breath, and only when Jiang Xu gestured for him to sit back did he squeeze Jiang Xuâs shoulder, âBe careful and be safe.â
The sound of rushing water came from the bathroom, and the three people in the living room were unusually silent, as if the conversation had suddenly lost its fulcrum in Jiang Xuâs absence.
After a while, the sound of water stopped, and Jiang Xu came out with a towel and wearing white pyjama. He stood at the bathroom door and glanced at the three people in the living room and said, âIâm going to bed.â
âYou-â Mother Jiang obviously wanted to say something else, but Jiang Xu simply closed the door.
Hearing Jiang Xuâs bedroom door being closed, Shen Fangyu sighed softly. His eyes fell on the half-peeled apple on the coffee table, and after a moment, he lowered his voice and said, âUncle and auntie, if you guys are calm now, then please listen to what I have to say.â
âLike what!â Mother Jiang was about to get angry again, but Father Jiang stopped her and said, with a calm but angry tone, âLet him speak.â
Shen Fangyu looked at Father Jiang and then at Mother Jiang and said, âJiang Xu and I, two financially independent adults with houses and jobs, could have kept the childâs affairs a secret from you for the rest of our lives, but have you ever wondered why Jiang Xu came to confess to you?â
âIâm his mother, of course, he has to talk to me!â
âThatâs not true,â Shen Fangyu said, âChildren donât always confide in their mothers. You canât do anything if he doesnât want to talk, youâre not even a roundworm in his stomach.â
Mother Jiang gave him a look but didnât say anything. Shen Fangyu continued, âI know that you two saw this case on the news, but you may not know that there were men who were pregnant before that case in country M. Think about it. How come none of those people were reported on the news, and only the patient from country M was reported?â
Seeing that the Jiang couple was listening to him carefully, Shen Fangyu paused for a moment and explained, âBecause their operations were unsuccessful.â
Father Jiang frowned, âWhat do you mean â¦â¦â
âThe operation to get the baby out is very risky.â Shen Fangyu said.
âThen Xiao Xu â¦â¦,â Mother Jiang looked a little panicked, âalso⦠needs to undergo an operation?â
Shen Fangyu nodded and said, âOf course.â
Mother Jiang became nervous, and Father Jiang hugged her, looking at Shen Fangyu with some hesitation. When they first got the news, they were so emotional that they didnât have time to think further.
Compared to the shock of their sonâs pregnancy, the danger Jiang Xu was going to face was more worrying.
âI know that Jiang Xu is your pride,â Shen Fangyu said, âand itâs only human to like to show off your son.â
He looked at the two of them and went to the point: âYou feel that your sonâs pregnancy is a disgrace, that you canât accept it, that he has to marry a girl from a good family and have a bunch of children so that you can continue to show off and enjoy being envied by your relatives and friends.â
âBut Jiang Xu is your son first, and then he is a tool to bring you a sense of accomplishment and bragging rights. If one day Jiang Xu is no longer your pride, will you stop loving him?â
Without waiting for the Jiang couple to answer, he shook his head in denial and said, âI donât think so.â He said, âFrom what I know of Jiang Xuâs character, he should be a child that was brought up with love, and even though you have put pressure on him, you truly wish him well.â
He swept a glance at Jiang Xuâs bedroom door and said, âYour son is facing the greatest difficulty in his life, and I think we all need to support him, not ridicule him.â
Mother Jiangâs expression was somewhat relaxed, and after a long time, she retorted, âI wanted him to get married for his good. How pitiful it is to be old without marriage and children.â
âYouâve never tried life without children, so that is just a paper excuse to judge peopleâs lives,â Shen Fangyu said. âBesides, Jiang Xu has a child now and he wants it.â
He lowered his eyelashes and said, âIâve already discussed the future with him. I wonât get married, and weâll raise this child together. Weâll continue living together even when weâre old and we wonât be worse off than others.â
âBut this â¦â¦â said Mother Jiang, âThere is no such thing, what kind of relationship are you two going to have for the rest of your lives?â
âAccording to Jiang Xu, we shall be colleagues; according to me â¦â¦â Shen Fangyu paused, and swallowed back the words he was going to say, instead saying, âIt will be as he said, colleagues.â
âBut whatever the relationship is between the two of us, weâre happy to spend time together, and we can bring up the child together,â Shen Fangyu said, âDonât worry, I want Jiang Xu to be safe and sound as much as you do, and I want him to always be happy.â
He stood up and said to Mother Jiang, âIf you can, Iâd like you to apologize to him. What you said earlier was very hurtful.â
He finished his words and said no more, leaving the Jiang couple to digest everything on their own.
And not far from the living room, no one noticed that the door to Jiang Xuâs closed bedroom had been opened at some point.
The doorway was hidden, and the person inside stood holding the handle, remaining exceptionally silent.
A long time after the conversation had ended, he silently closed the door once again.