âJiang Xu, are you demolishing the house?!â A familiar shout came from the door. Shen Fangyu held the computer in one hand, and knocked on the bathroom door with the other, âWhatâs going on?â â
Jiang Xuâs eyelashes trembled, but he didnât say anything.
âJiang Xu, your state of mind is not quite right.â Shen Fangyu glanced at the closed bathroom door.
If he had said this in the past, Jiang Xu would definitely have said âYou are the demolition maniacâ, but todayâs Jiang Xu didnât say anything, and Shen Fangyu suddenly panicked.
âSo you wonât talk,â he pushed the locked door and said to the person inside: âIâm giving you two choices, either open the door yourself or Iâll kick the door open. I can just go to the locksmith tomorrow and fix it.â â
âShut up.â
Jiang Xuâs voice was very low. It was a little muffled through the door panel, but he immediately heard the slight tremor in these words
Shen Fangyuâs expression changed.
He put the earphones back on, turned on the microphone, and explained to the students he was in a group meeting with: âSorry, I have a bit of a personal matter at the moment, the two who havenât talked yet can send me the PPT to my email, and Iâll make an appointment with you later.â
After that, he exited the meeting and put down the computer. He rolled up his sleeves, walked to the bathroom door, and directly kicked it. With a âclickâ, the lock shaft broke, and the bathroom door opened like a kite on a broken string.
Shen Fangyu looked inside with an anxious expression.
The sink and floor were littered with broken glass, and the hazy mist that had not completely dissipated remained in the bathroom. Jiang Xu was standing in front of the broken mirror, shirtless.
His freshly washed hair was still stained with water, which made it look particularly dark. The cold white skin was wrapped in water mist, and some pale cyan blood vessels could be seen.
The man had broad shoulders, a narrow waist, and a good figure. There was a dazzling cinnabar mole on his chest, and further down ⦠was the lower abdomen that was beginning to show a small protrusion.
It shouldnât have appeared on Jiang Xuâs body, but when it did, there was a subtle, indescribable harmony, which made Shen Fangyu inexplicably distracted.
Shen Fangyu suddenly turned his head and moved his gaze to the ground. He raised his hand to take a bath towel from the side and put it on Jiang Xuâs body.
Jiang Xu glanced at him, threw the bath towel aside and quickly put on his shirt. He then walked straight past him out of the bathroom to rummage through the medical cabinet.
Shen Fangyu turned around and then noticed blood on the ground.
âJiang Xu, are you crazy?â Shen Fangyu chased after him. He saw Jiang Xuâs bruised hand, took the medical kit from him, and pointed to the sofa while saying, âYou go sit down.â â
Jiang Xu glanced at him lightly.
Seeing that he was not moving, Shen Fangyu directly grabbed his shoulders and pressed the person to the sofa to sit. Then he put a pillow on his leg and pulled his hand on top of the pillow.
Jiang Xu wanted to break free, but Shen Fangyu grabbed his wrist and glared at him. It was only when Jiang Xu silently stopped trying to retract his hand that he turned around and went to rummage through the medical box.
Jiang Xuâs medical box was complete, Shen Fangyu picked out the key items and put them in a row, poured half of the 75% alcohol into the plastic cup, picked a small pair of tweezers and threw them in. He then took out iodine and cotton swabs, turned on the flashlight and handed it to Jiang Xu, âHold it well.â
Jiang Xu cooperated this time, he held up a flashlight and focused the light on the back of his injured hand.
His wound was not deep, but it had bled a lot. The iodine-stained cotton swab moved over his wound, exposing tiny fragments. Jiang Xu gasped slightly in pain, and Shen Fangyu couldnât remain angry when he heard it.
âYouâre quite mad, Doctor Jiang,â Shen Fangyuâs words carried a bit of yin and yang weirdness, âI would at least use my left hand to smash something, and then get a medical kit to deal with it immediately after,â he glanced at Jiang Xu, âSince you know that your hand is important, why did do you have to smash the mirror with it?â â
As he spoke, he took out the small tweezers and used a lighter to burn them. He waited for the alcohol to burn dry, before lowering his head to pick up the fragments on the surface of Jiang Xuâs skin.
Jiang Xu pursed his lips, and his gaze fell on Shen Fangyuâs hand. He must have been afraid of bacterial infection wounds as he wore sterile gloves. He could feel the latex smooth latex texture whenever they touched hands.
âItâs just a two-hundred-yuan ticket? Canât I give it to you? â
Shen Fangyu had thought about it. The ticket was the only thing worth Jiang Xuâs anger today, but he really couldnât understand why this matter could make Jiang Xu angry enough to smash a mirror with his bare hands.
Did he have that great of an influence on Jiang Xu now?
Jiang Xu also knew that he was a little impulsive earlier, but emotionally, he couldnât maintain his sanity.
He had not fully recovered his sanity even now, so instead of answering Shen Fangyu, he suddenly asked: âWhat was your first thought when you found out that I was pregnant?â
At Jiang Xuâs words, Shen Fangyu, who had been fierce a moment ago, suddenly froze.
He seemed to realize something, and the momentum of questioning the guilty disappeared little by little, and even the movements of his hands paused imperceptibly.
The light In the living room cast a fine shadow under Shen Fangyuâs peach blossom eyes, and his feather-like eyelashes blocked his expression.
Jiang Xu looked at the handheld by Shen Fangyu, he seemed determined to hear an answer, and did not urge him.
After a long time, Shen Fangyu spoke slowly: âJiang Xu, donât think about the definitions you have memorized, the judgment questions you have written, and donât think about how you should diagnose yourself. If you psychologically feel that you are a man, then you are a man.â
âI thought about yourâ¦pregnancy a lot,â Shen Fangyu said, âbut I swear, I have never had the slightest thought of discriminating against you.â
Jiang Xu suddenly raised his eyes, as if he didnât expect that Shen Fangyu could guess his train of thoughts just from seeing him smash a mirror, and listening to him ask such an unclear question.
âJiang Xu, you know that I have always thought highly of myself, and I have never admired anyone in my life,â Shen Fangyu glanced at him, âTo be honest, you are the first. â
âWhenever I couldnât sleep, I would think about it many, many times; what would I do if I encountered such a thing?â He paused, âI just concluded that if it was me who was pregnant, I would have jumped from Jihuaâs highest building by now.â â
âJiang Xu,â he commented after a brief moment of silence, âYou are tougher than me, and I am inferior to you.â
The wind outside the window blew on Jiang Xuâs side cheeks. He listened to Shen Fangyuâs words and his eyes flashed imperceptibly.
He never expected to hear Shen Fangyu say âIâm inferior to youâ after competing for more than ten years.
For a moment, he suddenly didnât know whether Shen Fangyu was just comforting him, or it was his sincere feelings.
But whether these words were true or not, Jiang Xu had to admit that they had soothed the anxiety in his heart quite well.
Shen Fangyu did not notice his momentary thoughts, and said to himself: âBefore I went to work this morning, I found a friend and put my house up for sale. â
âYour house?â Jiang Xu didnât understand the reason for this sudden shift in topics.
Shen Fang Yu let out an âmmmâ.
âBefore, I suggested that you give birth to the child because I felt responsible for this situation, especially since I couldnât get that much cash to pay for your surgery abroad. So I thought that if you couldnât accept the child, then I would be in charge of it, so I could live up to my conscience.â
âBut when I thought about it more, I realized I was being selfish.â
âIâve never been a father, Iâve never even been a boyfriend, so I couldnât empathize with you, I also failed to properly put myself in your shoes. Itâs only these days that Iâve realized that carrying this baby and giving birth is too difficult for you, and even if I took on the responsibility of raising the child, thereâs no way I could make it up to you. â
âFrom the day you had the prenatal check until now, you havenât answered whether youâll have the baby or not, and Iâve been wondering what I should do.â He lowered his eyes, âBut I think I know your answer today.â
Shen Fangyu took a deep breath and continued to pick out the mirror fragments for him as if nothing had happened.
âIâve listed the house at the lowest price, Iâve also listed a car, ideally, I should be able to sell it within a week. Iâve also applied for a visa to country M. If youâre willing to wait for me, Iâll accompany you to see Dr Kenn. If you canât wait, you can go by yourself first, and once my visa is approved, Iâll fly over as soon as I can.â
âThe price of a used car is not good now, so it may have to drop, but the price of housing in A City is still stableâ¦.forget it, it should be enough, but if itâs not, Iâll think of other ways,â he assured Jiang Xu.
âIt doesnât matter if itâs 200,000 or 2 million dollars, as long as he agrees to the operation, Iâll definitely raise the money.â
âButâ¦â
He lowered his head and said to Jiang Xu, âWeâve known each other for so many years, and you know Iâm not from a rich family. Iâve just joined the workforce a few years ago. I bought that house with all my savings, and the house is still mortgaged in the bank.â
âSo I thought, even if youâre annoyed with me, Iâd ask you to take me in for a few more months, and Iâll move out after taking care of you after the operation and apply to the hospital for a single apartment.â
âOriginally, I wanted to talk to you in a couple of days when the house was sold, but who knew youâd just hurt yourself.â Shen Fangyu put down the tweezers, dipped a cotton ball in iodine and gently applied it to Jiang Xuâs wound, âThe debris should all be cleaned up, the wound is shallow, so there is no need for stitches.â
He asked Jiang Xu, âDoes it still hurt?â
Jiang Xu looked at him and shook his head with a complicated expression.
âMove around,â Shen Fangyu asked, âDo you feel any numbness?â
Jiang Xu knew what Shen Fang Yu was asking, he had tested it not long after he had smashed the mirror, âNo tendons or nerves were hurt.â
Shen Fangyu nodded, âThanks to the poor quality of your mirror,â he dropped the used cotton ball and cupped Jiang Xuâs hand to look at it, âThese hands are half the gold standard of our department, donât ruin your job.â
He took the roll of pure white gauze and looped it around Jiang Xuâs hand loosely, finally tying it in a pretty knot before gently patting Jiang Xuâs pinky, âOkay, itâs done.â
He stood up and went to the bathroom to pick up the hairdryer and test it. The hairdryer in Jiang Xuâs house was much stronger than the mirror and was still full of life even after being dropped on the floor.
Shen Fangyu brought the hairdryer to the living room and plugged it in, then stood behind Jiang Xu and dried his hair.
The half-wet hair had been blowing for a while and had already cooled a little, but now the hot air fell warmly on the back of Jiang Xuâs neck, giving it a little tingling itch. The wind would occasionally blow on his forehead, and Jiang Xu closed his eyes. The warm wind enveloped him, and the coolness from his wet hair was dispelled by the warmth, just like basking in the winter sun in the afternoon.
Shen Fangyu reached out and moved his fingers through his hair, and Jiang Xu suddenly moved.
âDonât move,â he reached out and pressed his hand against Jiang Xuâs shoulder, âbe careful of burning.â
ââ¦â¦ mmm.â
âIs it comfortable?â
âItâs okay.â
âReally?â Shen Fangyu smiled, âThis is the first time Iâve ever blown someoneâs hair, I never thought Iâd have this talent, what do you say I retire and open a beauty salon?â
âNo.â
âWhy not, youâre approving of my craft.â Shen Fangyu sounded unconvinced amidst the noise of the hairdryer, âIâve thought of a name, Iâll call it âHell Hairdressingâ.â
Jiang Xu: ââ¦â¦â
âDo you know that the owner of Hell Bar was arrested?â Jiang Xu asked.
âI didnât hear about that,â Shen Fangyu said, âThen Iâll just carry on his unfinished Hell business brand and start an industrial park or something.â
Jiang Xu nodded, âThe kind that charges a fee?â
âJiang Xu, canât you not be a downer,â Shen Fangyu turned off the blow dryer and looked at Jiang Xuâs fluffy hair, âAlright, go to bed early.â
He dropped the blow dryer on the coffee table, leaned back, and yawned.
Jiang Xu suddenly looked at him, and the latter stopped yawning halfway, making Jiang Xi confused. Shen Fangyu asked, âWhy are you looking at me like that?â
He leaned closer to Jiang Xu with a mischievous smile, âWhat, do you suddenly find me handsome?â
Jiang Xu let out a âtchâ as he pointed to the medical kit on the coffee table, âClean this up first.â
âTell me, why are you just like my mother?â Shen Fangyu rambled as he tidied up the things on the coffee table, then put the medicine box back in its place, âI donât see you tidying up even though your bedroom is in such a mess.â
Jiang Xu ignored his complaints, he looked at Shen Fangyu for a moment before suddenly saying, âI donât agree with you selling your house.â